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Something that breaks my heart about Fable 2/3 is that sometimes I’ll be playing at I’ll catch a glimpse of Reavers face and he’ll just look so young. And all I can think of is how young he was when Oakvale was destroyed and how scared he must have been of death.

Obviously I’m not saying he was young young like a child, but he was just a young man too young to be thinking about mortality to the point he lost everyone and everything he loved, only to live an eternity as that young man.

Curse this little tragic man for breaking my heart like this

cemetery drive || jjk

⇢ summary: to see jeon jungkook and his doe-eyed smiling face, you would wait a million eternities. but this is the story of your life with him, of course: one single, tiny infinity. (ghost au; childhood friends to lovers au)

⇢ genre: fluff, angst

⇢ word count: 4.51k

⇢ warnings: mentions of death (since, you know, ghost au); alcohol; blood; swearing; brief suicidal ideation; sort of dubious self-harm by scratching; fire.

⇢ note: written in a 24 hour challenge because it is hard to write in mental fog & i miss someone, so. here this is. title from the song by my chemical romance.

[now]

Jungkook is sitting cross-legged on top of a gravestone when you see him for the first time in week, shimmering like he has been plucked straight out of a motion picture project sat down before you for no reason at all. He does not utter a word when you plop yourself down on the grass in front of him with a picnic basket, silent.

There is an inordinate amount of silence between the two of you as of late. Not the uncomfortable kind that strings out painfully and is far too hazy in all the wrong places. Just a kind that passes between you in waves of unspoken sentiment and solace and familiarity as though it is a fact that if you were to address the ever-present elephant in the room, this would perhaps dissipate entirely.

You don’t want this to dissipate entirely. Not now. Not ever. If you were to forget, you do not believe you could ever recover from the travesty of it again.

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When I say y’all don’t deserve this boy, you really don’t.

Honestly, burn the stage was supposed to show you all how our idols are also human beings made of flesh and bones but some of you dipshits took it as an open invitation to jab on their insecurities to fit your personal narratives and God knows I want you all to choke so bad.

How can people even think about coming for Jimin is beyond me. How can you come for Jimin as a vocalist when he became the lead vocalist of BTS with the shortest training period and NO prior singing training. He was a dancer, that’s all he was when he joined and he didn’t get three years of training like everyone else, he got just one year of training and even then he debuted as a main dancer and a lead vocalist, how do you have the audacity to sit in your parents house, spewing hate on the internet about someone who was already an Idol by your age?

Are you not human? Do you not have bad days? Are you satisfied with each and every part of your body? Do you think you’re the most perfect person to have ever stepped on this ground? No, right? Then why do you expect the same from a boy who got into this industry when he was merely 17. How dare you call him names and talk shit about his body and ridicule each and every aspect of his existence to the point where y'all drove that boy off twitter? How do you all live knowing that you and your constant criticism and your unreal expectations were the reason he slept on an empty stomach for months?

There will never not be a day where I will not absolutely hate every single one of you who camped under his tweets posting zoomed pictures, telling him how his eyes are wrong. Bitch, It still unsettles me to think how those replies got thousands of likes and he most definitely saw them thus stopped his silent videos and his regular jimin tweets. He used to be the most active member till you all sent him literal death threats when he forgot to write a name on a damn chalkboard and he had to fucking apologize to you bitches.

I can’t cope with how much hate some of you have to have in you to try and destroy Jimin. Park Jimin? A man who has done nothing but been an absolute fucking angel to each and every one of your biases. He has loved all the members and you armys with his entire chest and for what? For this?

For you all to make fun of his voice crack in ttu when he was so sick that he was coughing during songs. He could’ve sat on a damn chair you know. He could’ve had it easy, he got up on that stage for you all and for what goddamnit? He was sick those nights and you all took to Twitter complaining about how tae should’ve gotten his lines instead. I can’t even put it into words how much y'all get on my nerves. How do you have the sheer audacity to come for him and say that he gets more lines and shit, bitch he is a lead vocalist, he’s supposed to get more lines? What’s not clicking? The way he got up on that stage even though he wasn’t well for you all to just break him down about how he couldn’t hit that mf high note that he SLAYS in every performance on the regular but you won’t see that, will you?

Some of you “armys” only notice when he messes up. You only talk about his achievements and his records when you are trying to break them. You only care about that boy when you want to bring him down. His existence for you is nothing but a shoulder for your biases to cry on, yeah?

I don’t care who you bias as long as you have the decency to not talk shit about a boy who has given you nothing but love and pure dedication and I know you’re thinking that kpop isn’t that deep but well, when Jimin suffered and ended up in a hospital because of the expectations you all piled up on him, exactly then was when kpop did become that deep.

I don’t want any single one of you bitches tweeted about how you miss him when you all sat there in front of your screens watching as thousands mocked him right under his damn tweets for something he can’t change about himself. Not everything is a meme you know? Y'all seem to forget that behind your fmvs and your incorrect posts and your fanfics, these are actual human beings with real emotions like you and me. People who feel pain and people who get hurt.

I hate the fact that I’m sat here thinking about the time when Jimin used to post like four times a week because he liked sharing his life with us because at that point Jimin was a member of BTS and not someone you all have your biases compete with and someone who comes in the way of your shipping. I’m sat here thinking about how he never uploads any covers of him singing because of the way you all take every little thing he does and make it so damn ugly. The way he released promise, a song about self love and about being kind to yourself and you all turned it into the ugliest competition for streams that have people spewing mad hate on that boy just cause he outsold your faves. It’s not his fucking fault he’s a damn legend. Why do you have to put the blame of what you couldn’t achieve on someone that has nothing to do with all this shit?

I’ve said it a million times before and I’ll say it a million times again. You all don’t deserve Jimin, none of you do. He deserves this whole damn world but this world will never deserve him, never.

“ I don’t have much talent that’s why I practice harder”

“After practice I would just fall on the floor cause I had no strength left in my body, the members would look at me with sympathy”

“ At one point I clearly remember that I used to practice more than 18 hours a day”

“Jin hyung asked me to eat but I said, I believe I have to do this and I went on restricting my diet.”

“ Everytime I thought about resting, I remembered that there are so many people waiting on me to show them something incredible so I couldn’t bring myself to rest”

“During BST shooting, I ate one proper meal in more than a week and went ahead with liquid supplements only, I wanted to be one of the more good looking members of the group.”

“ I fell at the airport cause the rush of the fans was too much but I was actually scared about the fans that fell because of me”

“I’ll be a better man and one day a vocalist that you’ll be proud to call yours”

“I love armys more than anything. Whenever I thought about my purpose I always thought, they are my reason. They are the reason I get to do what I love. They are my reason to get up everyday and I’ll be someone they’ll be proud of too”

This is the man some of you “armys” have the heart to hate? Honestly, how much of an asshole should you be to hate on someone like him? Someone who is love and dedication and all things good and pure in his very essence? Sort yourselves out.

Watching shows and movies had always been me and my grandpa’s thing. A lot of times I would walk in on something he was watching and suddenly be drawn in to what was playing on the television screen.

One time he had been watching a show that caught my interest, so I sat down and watched the rest of the episode with him. When I asked my grandpa what show it was, he responded with NCIS.

From that moment forward I was absolutely obsessed, not only with NCIS, but NCIS: LA and just about every other cop show he watched. We would regularly sit down and watch NCIS whenever we didn’t have anything new to watch or just because, as we loved the characters.

Ducky was no exception.

I absolutely fell in love with his character and how he interacted with everyone. He would either have our hearts warming at certain gestures and talks, or on occasion we’d be laughing our heads off at something he said.

Sadly, my grandpa unexpectedly passed away two years ago, and watching the shows we used to enjoy together is rough sometimes…NCIS included. Still, my love for the show lives on as does his, and I’m absolutely heartbroken at the news of David, who played Ducky.

Thank you for your endless years of bringing the character to life.

Thank you for being a part of a show that I could enjoy with someone else.

Sometimes, I think the main reason I fell in love with the character is because he reminded me of my Grandpa.

Rest In Peace David McCallum.

i'm surprised i haven't seen any text posts yet about the Unsubtle Differences between astarion’s tiefling party/high approval forest scene and the one you get after the goblin party.

there’s something so terribly interesting about how the conversation afterward plays out depending on which variation you pursue.

like, most people have seen the tiefling party version by now. astarion basking in the sunlight the morning after, playing off most of what tav says with relative ease, even when they ask about his scars and he tells them about cazador. his cadence is smooth and composed, his smile almost friendly, even though you know, as the viewer, he’s playing a game of manipulation at this point. the only real crack in his demeanor is if tav notices that cazador’s “poem” was written in infernal, which, understandably, startles him.

but recently i watched the goblin party version of this same scene, and everything reads so differently. unlike at the tiefling party, it’s still the middle of the night when astarion tries to leave, thinking tav is asleep—almost immediately after the act, in fact. when tav does speak to him, he’s visibly nervous, halting and stammering in the middle of lines delivered unflinchingly in the other version of the scene. he gestures broadly and fidgets more while talking, his smile comes and goes. there’s even some of his distinctive high pitched, fake laughter sprinkled throughout the exchange, almost identical to later scenes where he's very, very obviously uncomfortable (like if raphael mocks him and magics off astarion's shirt to show the party his scars in act 2, or when confronting the gur children in their cell in act 3, etc etc).

siding with the goblins represents something deeply familiar to astarion, a level of cruelty he's more than familiar with and embraces likely because cruelty and duplicity, to him, go hand-in-hand with the power and freedom he craves so badly—but he won't stay the night with this tav, even if he approves of their actions. no, in this case, he'll keep to what's familiar and attempt to leave them in the forest under the cover of the very same darkness he resents having been cast into by cazador. when he gets caught, it sets him on edge, and everything he says becomes such a blatant lie to save face that tav would have to be completely oblivious not to see through him, or maybe just not care enough to.

but if tav saves the refugees? challenges his worldview and comes out victorious? oh, he'll complain of the poor rewards for his trouble at the party and whine about it being boring, but he decides to stay with tav through the night while they're asleep and on past dawn. he takes a moment to enjoy the morning sunlight, returned to his life after two centuries without. the same is true if you have high enough approval that he asks before the party, in which case, you've almost certainly hit his biggest approval gains: trusting him and supporting his safety. maybe he doesn't trip over his words when he speaks because, well, maybe this is someone he doesn't have to worry about. someone who's already more than proven themselves a foolish, heroic sort with a bleeding heart or otherwise demonstrated that they're already in his corner. in other words, not a threat—at least not to him.

does any of this make sense. i wanna study this guy under a microscope.

neither nimueh nor uther knew of the price for arthur's life but uther wanted him enough to risk it and ended up losing the love of his life. merlin didn't know the price for putting arthur's life over magic, but he wanted arthur to live badly enough to risk it and ended up losing him. the parallel is insane and it's always been over arthur's life. ygraine's life was the price for uther's mistake and arthur's life was the price for merlin's. uther and merlin both unknowingly condeming the people they love. I'm going insane if you haven't noticed.

This is so beautiful and so sad it's almost as if each Rose in this story has some sort of tragic connection

The symbolism of flowers in Shadows House (part 10)

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Barbara - the Blue Rose

Blue rose has been a fragmentation of the wishful, imaginative and free pieces of mind.

Blue roses are often used to symbolize mystery or attaining the impossible.

There are many meanings and symbols attached to roses. Each color signifies a meaning of emotion or love. The blue rose signifies True love, associated with the unattainable. A blue rose can mean unreachable or unrequited love. And there are some cultures who associate the blue rose with royal blood; regal majesty and splendor.

Given the fact that the blue rose is a result of fabrication, and not a true product of nature, it may also signify the power of being manipulative, though the true meaning is usually linked to something impossible to reach.

"The meaning of the blue rose could also be in sync with the quote which goes, “some doors should never be opened.”

I shit you not, i almost fell out of my chair when i read this

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