Transgender Poetry - Tumblr Posts

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my poem:

I burn my hair

Cloud up my mind

And break my own heart

Blue eyeshadow and dark eyes

Tight hips with f-cked up childhood stories

Dreams of bunnies with bows

Pretty is my priority

So I trap myself in my room

3 Coats of mascara

I’m only beautiful when I’m untouched

I like the boys with f-cked up teeth

Dirty Smiles

And a taste of whiskey in their breath

Love is annoying

I don’t text back

If you want my words

Come and kiss my mouth

You know where I sleep

Where I dream

God Is Real

Touch me and you’ll see

Electric veins, warm blood

He’s in me and he’s in you

I hate you

And I love you

And I’m losing my f-cking mind!

Convinced myself

You’re one of a kind

I never left town

An hour that way

An hour that way

A black hole we call the Central Valley

My town is small

Cars race by

As I close my eyes

And wish myself into another story

Where I’m queen

And everybody loves me

Where roses are gifted freely

And hugs aren’t scary

Love’s not torture

And a ring doesn’t mean slavery

Bound to god

My mouth belongs to me

I let out a whisper as my heart talks

My legs loosen up

Come over and get to know me

I’m just a girl

Confessing her sin to anyone who’ll listen

Amen

To any man who’ll put up with me

Living life can be so lonely

When you have nothing to hope for

Maybe a lobotomy could fix me

I’m shocked when he sticks around longer than my pack of smokes

I go through these bros, like a Pack of Marlboros

I hope In another lifetime

I look forward to waking up

My body too heavy

Living in my brain, more than I do in my own home

Did you really think you could fix me?

I’m tired of playing mommy, when I’m empty of my own

Be my daddy, you’re older than me

He calls me Heaven

Little does he know

I’m Living Hell

I’m a burden to everybody

My body is lumpy and bruised

From cuts I was too afraid to deepen

He told me to try vertically

They prey on the pretty

Robbing energy

Stealing all of me

Lacking energy

I sell my milk for free

To whoever’s watching

Offering me ecstasy

He’s my Shot of Hennessy

My one before the one

My in-between boyfriends

My husband’s out there

My husband’s out there, right?

They never stay

Why would they

I can’t give you a baby

Only a promising holiday

My heart’s for breaking, not for keeping

My shadow reminds me

Of my mortality

No ones following me

Yet I still run like he wants to murder me

I close my eyes

Hoping this is all a nightmare

I don’t need rest

I don’t need a nap

I need a coma

Chew on me

I’m sweeter than a cigarette

I don’t last as long

I burn at both ends

Complaining to nobody

I’ll turn up the beat

Knock myself out

Regret I ever dreams

I’m my own boyfriend

And to be honest, I would dump me too

Void of a woman

No matter how much pink lipstick I apply

My smile doesn’t change

Happiness is an expensive mistake

I don’t wanna fix him

Who’s gonna fix me?

I’m broke in more ways than one

Beauty is pain

When you’re born this ugly

Stupid Slvt 🔞 (my manic pixie dream girl dark poetry reading and priscilla presley fashion lookbook)

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my poem:

He loves you

Anyone with eyes could see

Everything I’ll never be

Soft and sweet

Dreaming about pregnancy

Opening doors before you speak

Crawling babies, you’ll never be alone

Scribbles on the walls

A secure place to sleep

A nest he built for me

Furry arms to doze the day away

All the things a girl like me could wish for

Burden to what’s in between my knees

Perfect for a hall pass or midnight vacation

A cheating scheme

Who you visit only after she goes to sleep

John pays for this to be discreet

Daddy pleads for a discount

Promising you’re all he needs

Yet if it weren’t for what’s underneath my skirt

He wouldn’t blow up my phone

Delivering roses and sweets

Requesting pictures and videos of me

I’m a vision, a muse, a watercolor painting

One tiny man could buy but never keep

Grab her by the hips

And rob her delicacy

Innocence belongs to the naive

I’m all out of trust

Love was too expensive

Only left me falling to my knees

The tears roll and frowns cement

The boys I choose promise one thing

To cherish me while leaving me bleeding

A stream on my cheek

He cradles my manicured face with an open fist

Tells me I have to beg for more

Soaks my bedsheets and breaks my bed frame

I guess I like it

My mind’s empty and legs weak

I asked for this pain

Block your number as I lock the gate

The checks cleared and lipstick smeared

If loves so cheap, why am I still here picking weeds?

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my poem:

Do you want to tame the devil?

Hold his hand and brush his hair

Kiss his forehead and cheeks

Make him smile with glee

Tell him everything’s going to be okay

Wait and see

What’s coming isn’t here

It’s only near

Dexth doesn’t come by surprise

It’s promised

Accept it

Let the kindness in

Through your cold heart and bulging veins

You don’t always have to spread your legs

For a taste of heaven

She’s shy in secret

A jester in spirit

“Stay with me” sounds like a death sentence

Prison isn’t on her to-do list

She’s already stuck in hell or earth they call it

Paradise is promised

Purgatory is a safe space

Life’s Elementary

You either fail or die punching air

Distance is the killer

But if he wanted to, then he would

Run toward the minotaur

With my blade through my own chest

Offer him my dark eyes on a silver platter

And watch him guffaw in dissatisfaction

She’s not bending over just because you paid for her attention

Use your own hand, baby she does the same