Violet Bent Backwards Over The Grass - Tumblr Posts
L.A, not quite the city that never sleeps
Not quite the city that wakes, but the city that dreams, for sure
If by dreams you mean in nightmares
“Daughter to no one, table for one
Party of thousands of people I don't know at Delilah where my ex-husband works
I'm sick of this, but can I come home now?”
-LA who am i to love you?, Lana Del Rey
you don't want to be forgotten
you just want to disappear
my lana cds,
chemtrails over the country club and ocean blvd are missing 😞.
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She wasn’t afraid to be beautiful
And beautiful she was
Tarnished by self doubt
That you can blame her family for
Touched too early
Awoken too soon
She found her power
Now it’s her turn to take the throne
She’s cold
Oh so cold
Searching for home wherever she goes
She don’t buy and she don’t stay long enough to rent
You can catch her hugging street cones
Waiting by stop signs
Exploring her body
Sexuality isn’t a sin
Then why would he up there, give it to me
So c’mon have a taste
My tobacco scent
And your poisonous touch
We can’t make babies
For that I’m ashamed of
Burdened soul
Is the fault her’s to own or was it bestowed out of her control?
Born a boy
I can’t hide my face
Her voice is low and tender
She doesn’t raise it
She sleeps with the doors unlocked
When she gets bored
She’ll unblock your number
And give you a 3am call
“Boys don’t like me, men do!” she giggles
Low self esteem, so she’s easy
Expensive taste, so she’s picky
She’ll rather ⭐️-ve than be loved alone
Dream your biggest dream, but don’t expect to achieve it
You can be happy too, you just gotta buy it boo
I’m that girl, the one withering gray
A pretty black rose
You can’t dle, if you never lived
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my poem:
I burn my hair
Cloud up my mind
And break my own heart
Blue eyeshadow and dark eyes
Tight hips with f-cked up childhood stories
Dreams of bunnies with bows
Pretty is my priority
So I trap myself in my room
3 Coats of mascara
I’m only beautiful when I’m untouched
I like the boys with f-cked up teeth
Dirty Smiles
And a taste of whiskey in their breath
Love is annoying
I don’t text back
If you want my words
Come and kiss my mouth
You know where I sleep
Where I dream
God Is Real
Touch me and you’ll see
Electric veins, warm blood
He’s in me and he’s in you
I hate you
And I love you
And I’m losing my f-cking mind!
Convinced myself
You’re one of a kind
I never left town
An hour that way
An hour that way
A black hole we call the Central Valley
My town is small
Cars race by
As I close my eyes
And wish myself into another story
Where I’m queen
And everybody loves me
Where roses are gifted freely
And hugs aren’t scary
Love’s not torture
And a ring doesn’t mean slavery
Bound to god
My mouth belongs to me
I let out a whisper as my heart talks
My legs loosen up
Come over and get to know me
I’m just a girl
Confessing her sin to anyone who’ll listen
Amen
To any man who’ll put up with me
Living life can be so lonely
When you have nothing to hope for
Maybe a lobotomy could fix me
I’m shocked when he sticks around longer than my pack of smokes
I go through these bros, like a Pack of Marlboros
I hope In another lifetime
I look forward to waking up
My body too heavy
Living in my brain, more than I do in my own home
Did you really think you could fix me?
I’m tired of playing mommy, when I’m empty of my own
Be my daddy, you’re older than me
He calls me Heaven
Little does he know
I’m Living Hell
I’m a burden to everybody
My body is lumpy and bruised
From cuts I was too afraid to deepen
He told me to try vertically
They prey on the pretty
Robbing energy
Stealing all of me
Lacking energy
I sell my milk for free
To whoever’s watching
Offering me ecstasy
He’s my Shot of Hennessy
My one before the one
My in-between boyfriends
My husband’s out there
My husband’s out there, right?
They never stay
Why would they
I can’t give you a baby
Only a promising holiday
My heart’s for breaking, not for keeping
My shadow reminds me
Of my mortality
No ones following me
Yet I still run like he wants to murder me
I close my eyes
Hoping this is all a nightmare
I don’t need rest
I don’t need a nap
I need a coma
Chew on me
I’m sweeter than a cigarette
I don’t last as long
I burn at both ends
Complaining to nobody
I’ll turn up the beat
Knock myself out
Regret I ever dreams
I’m my own boyfriend
And to be honest, I would dump me too
Void of a woman
No matter how much pink lipstick I apply
My smile doesn’t change
Happiness is an expensive mistake
I don’t wanna fix him
Who’s gonna fix me?
I’m broke in more ways than one
Beauty is pain
When you’re born this ugly
Tessa Dipietro
Everyone from home says that you're so cool, come on, everybody to the boarding school₊˚ˑ༄
me core :))
my holiday evening essentials 😇
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and i listen to the rushing cars above
and i think about the last time you visited me
the last time we made love
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