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2 years ago

TW: ED

I triggered myself back into my eating disorder. It's been gnawing at me for weeks and I finally decided to bite the bullet and do the trigger. I hate it, I hate myself, and I hate how easy it is to slip back into old habits. Yet it's so addictive. The hunger, the numbers dropping, even the triggering material itself. Please never do what I did, please avoid this life. It's like a drug, you always want more. It's nearly impossible to fully recover, at least for me. I've been clean for months and now I'm back, I feel like such a failure, yet it feels strangely good. I hate it. I hate it here. Everyone is gonna be disappointed and upset with me.


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4 years ago

*Me starving myself to lose weight *

My PCOS, that makes me pile on weight because that's just what it does: hi :)

*6 months with no weight change at all when I'm 10lbs away from my first gw *


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