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hc, vaelery's first fantasy. her first sexual fantasy centered around another person, or at least the one she can notably recall (and does revisit on occasion) was about her first cousin, once removed, in prince daemon targaryen. though it was after she had taken her first lover, it was less based on simple pleasure, but more centered around the intoxicating basic concept that he desired her desperately, despite being married to the royce bitch. of course, she did also envision him as a fantastic lover (all fantasies would, regardless, she supposed), but the dynamic and context was what fuelled the intensity of the fantasy itself. there is also the added layer of almost hate-fucking each other, because she truly has never liked him — vaelerys doesn't have to, to want him (she'd never tell him for risk of inflating his ego, and making herself appear weak.)

this fantasy scenario is deeply rooted in her attraction to feeling powerful and desired, which is a consistent theme without her life and those she seeks out to take to her bed.

02. when did your muse realise they had become sexually attracted to others? (for vaelerys!!)

𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞 + 𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬. [ .. ] * 𝐯𝐚𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐲𝐞𝐧

the first inklings would have been in her early adolescence; she had already learned that flirting and paying attention to servants who looked a little too long at her would give her an advantage; and make them more willing pawns in whatever scheme she was playing. though kept under a strict watch under the punishingly pious septa weona, vaelerys still found ways to flout the gods a little every other day; enjoying making other pretty girls blush as well making the stable boys fight over her. her sexuality and it's 'beginning' maturity came about quite suddenly and shockingly clear. it was around her thirteenth nameday, and trigger undoubtedly by the succession of deaths close to her. she had already begun 'weaponising' her body, never doing much but thoroughly enjoying the way some gazed at her; so filled with longing but so perfectly unable to do anything about it. vaelerys became both sexually aware and manipulative in one fell swoop, somewhat tarnishing her perspective on sex; the first man she bedded was a celtigar guard who had caught her burning a dress emblazoned with her maternal houses' sigil, it was supposed a mourning dress for her to wear for late father. the tryst itself was both thrilling and quite pleasureful, and filled with the power dynamic that so delights her; particularly as he was a guard her mother held in high regard to 'reign in' the turbulent targaryen daughter. he remained a consistent lover of hers for some years, though he had wed shortly after the affair began. ( and that only pleased her more.)

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her kisses don’t taste of honey-sweet things or nectar from blooming flowers after the rain she tastes like someone who’s been told  her love will never be adequate or grow old

her lips taste faintly of curses and blood spit out after her soul’s been trampled in mud she doesn’t taste like a goddess from heaven she tastes like a mortal whose only wish is to climb down from her pedestal and rest