burned0utstar

Finns thoughts

vent blog | Tw: sh, ed, suicide, sa | trying to heal | asks open

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I Wish I Could Make You Realize How Much You Actually Mean To Me.

I wish I could make you realize how much you actually mean to me.

I wish I could tell you I love you.

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burned0utstar

1 year ago

"mental health matters!" until your screaming and crying in the early hours of the morning over losing something as miniscule as your phone charger. but the reason your crying isn't actually about the charger, or your favorite pen you can't find.

little things add up.

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calling me out like that is rude also why don't people in my life get that it's not about the stupid little thing that happend it's just everything

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burned0utstar

1 year ago

When our sleep schedules are so different that I have had 3 breakdowns by the time he wakes up and fast asleep again when he's actually getting his stuff done.

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mental health depressing shit vent blog relationship boyfriend sleep schedule schedules

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burned0utstar

1 year ago

Be proud of me, I set a fucking boundary!!!!

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mental health getting better relationship boyfriend boundaries

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burned0utstar

1 year ago

Why don't I feel safe with my safe person anymore?

Why do I feel bad about sending them a text even tho a few weeks ago I would send them 10 audios in a row?

I miss them.

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mental health vent blog depressing shit vent post actually bpd bpd thoughts bpd vent bpd favorite person bpd borderline borderline problems actually borderline borderline blog borderline personality disorder bpd fp fp bpd borderline fp i miss them

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burned0utstar

1 year ago

I like planning a future with him.

But I know we'll never actually have it.

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i'll be gone I cant do this anymore I don’t want to. there is nothing that will change that mental health vent blog depressing shit vent post relationship boyfriend i wanna relapse so bad actually bpd tw sui talk tw sui implied tw sui ideation future mentally fucked mentally exhausted mentally unstable actually mentally ill

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