Sometimes It Feels Like I Am The One Who Doesnt Want Me To Success Or To Be Happy. It Feels Like I Sabotage

Sometimes it feels like I am the one who doesnt want me to success or to be happy. It feels like I sabotage myself on purpose.

For example I will eat even when I am not hungry or not even craving something. Or I will throw up even when I didnt binge.

Maybe sometimes I am just afraid of the power I hold and the progress I am able to do and already did.

Idk how to explain but I am my biggest enemy and that shit is hard cuz I wanna be happy but I am afraid cuz what will I do then ?

i am si done w myself i hate myself for so many reasons and i don’t wanna be here anymore. i sabotage myself i cry everyday because of me i can’t even do one thing right and i don’t wanna be seen cuz i am so horrible i hate it there i just wish everything could stop

not being skinny is consuming me not having control is killing me and i wish i was dead by now i wish i was never born

How I stop hating myself

Need tips to get rid of fat in thights pls

When I loose weight it's never there and except my thights my body is not really fat anymore

genuine question: do you have your meta days on the same day every week? (asking cuz you mentioned it in a reblog, sorry if this question doesn't apply)

Heyy sorry for the late answer anyway

No I don’t have meta days the same day and the food is not the same tho

If you want to know on these days I usually eat two meals between 11am and 10pm max and little healthy snacks

Hope this helps !!

Born to be skinny