I Am Si Done W Myself I Hate Myself For So Many Reasons And I Dont Wanna Be Here Anymore. I Sabotage

i am si done w myself i hate myself for so many reasons and i don’t wanna be here anymore. i sabotage myself i cry everyday because of me i can’t even do one thing right and i don’t wanna be seen cuz i am so horrible i hate it there i just wish everything could stop

not being skinny is consuming me not having control is killing me and i wish i was dead by now i wish i was never born

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Pls answer

What was/were your worst binge episode or the one(s) you are the most ashamed of ?

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i NEED to be perfect for him

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