Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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I Saw Him Ride By On His Bike Just Now As I Was Out For A Walk. I Am Confident He Didn't See Me.
I saw him ride by on his bike just now as I was out for a walk. I am confident he didn't see me.
There was a woman on the back.
Rage surged. Not because there's a girl, but because she's wearing my helmet.
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That's a bit unsettling.
I have stumbled upon a small stack of gift cards that I apparently purchased December 20 around 1am. Not exactly chump change.
I have no recollection if doing this at all.
What's worse is that as I am writing this out my brain is saying " Well he probably only did that to scare you because you were upsetting him. He wouldn't have actually pushed you out..."
Flashback
He tried to push me out of his car while driving 80 km an hour.
He was cruel and I was crying. I had put my face out the window into the night air to try to stop crying and feel better.
In one smooth motion he undid my seatbelt and grabbed my door handle.
Had I not shifted suddenly at his abrupt undoing of my seatbelt his hand may never have slipped off the door handle preventing it from opening properly.
My crime? Someone might have seen me.
He called me every name you could think of and insulted me any way he thought would hurt me. Nothing was off limits.
I called him mean. He couldn't handle this insult.
One time he screamed in my face "I'm not fucking mean!!!" And then physically threw me out of the house.
So. He's here, and I have to get up to work and eat meals.
I am stuck with this for a bit. And I'm making myself believe I don't care. Just like I used to.
It's fine.
Happy Friday.
I have a migraine and my pervert uncle is here. I also haven’t eaten since 11am, but there is no way im leaving this room.
I am speechless.
So I blog about being physically, emotionally, psychologically, financially and sexually abused by my ex, as well as a series of other traumas I’ve survived at the hands of violent, predatory, aggressive, and misogynist men. There’s really no mistaking it; I tag the shit out of this thing.
And THIS is the sponsored ad on my dash? Really @staff ? WTF?!