Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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It's Difficult For Me To Discern If This Anxiety And Social Panic Was A Part Of Me Prior To And Exacerbated
It's difficult for me to discern if this anxiety and social panic was a part of me prior to and exacerbated by him, or if this is purely a symptom of him.
Having met him as a teenager I really can't tell what problems were mine to begin with and what he caused.
He has been too much a part of the creation of me.
Tossed out a group invite, included the woman I’m into right now. It’s been 6 minutes and no one’s responded ( or read the message).
My brain is telling me it’s because they hate me and are rolling their eyes at the message preview.
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This time last year he took another woman to St. Lucia. I paid for between 60 and 70% of this trip.
It was supposed to be ours.
Just a cute little diddy that doesn’t speak to me at all.
/sarcasm
Humiliation in parts - Part One
TW - reference to a sexual act under the cut. Also, just... way too much information about me. There is a lot of things I won’t be tagging here.
In the thirteen years he and I were together I think I can count on one hand, maybe two, the number of times he performed oral. Yeah. And when he did it wasn’t exactly ‘enthusiastic.’ He tinkered just enough to make us both uncomfortable, and give him the gall to say say “but what about that Tuesday last month?” when he was making some unrealistic demand.
I never pressured him to do it, hell, I didn’t even ask for it. I wouldn’t want him to do something he had an aversion to (though I’m sure we could speculate why he didn’t want to do it). However he ensured that it was never something I actually wanted or asked for.
I bet she was asking for it.
I mean, you can totally tell it's what she actually wanted. Her mouth was saying no, but the bruises on her skin where he grabbed her and held her against her will were saying yes.
Seriously @staff - why do i have to keep doing this?
I am a survivor of domestic violence. I am a survivor of sexual violence. I have said " let go of me" and been ignored. Stop showing me abuse and calling it sexy.
