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It's difficult for me to discern if this anxiety and social panic was a part of me prior to and exacerbated by him, or if this is purely a symptom of him.
Having met him as a teenager I really can't tell what problems were mine to begin with and what he caused.
He has been too much a part of the creation of me.
Tossed out a group invite, included the woman I’m into right now. It’s been 6 minutes and no one’s responded ( or read the message).
My brain is telling me it’s because they hate me and are rolling their eyes at the message preview.
Dark night.
Not that dark as it seemed.
It's just a phase.
And I'm cold.
Overfilled with emotions.
Dragging out of my chest.
Piano melodies going through my ears.
Playing an endless elegy.
Just for me.
I'm still here.
Sleepless, still tired.
Let me soak into the dark.
Feel complete.
I will sing my elegy.
sweettragedyworld
(If I do a follow-a-thon on Twitch will it draw more people to check out the stream? I have a certain follower goal in mind and hope by doing this I gain more average viewers.)
good morning here’s a psa to inform the world that liyah deserves all the love in the universe bc she is the sweetest angel. && she also deserves to catch super rare pokemon.
you know what’s weird, years of insecurity and self doubt have made me believe that im unworthy of love or that people don’t truly like me so when guys/girls find me attractive or try to pursue me i get so confused or don’t believe them at all and that’s just sad
Found my missing cat...
About a month ago my cat dolly had disappeared and we finally found her...but she was in horrible shape and just now my parents took her to an emergency vet clinic. She was skin and bones, her eyes suckin in with one of which infected and has a goo build up, as well as she has a hard time keeping herself up and her fur is matted badly at certain places. If anyone can pray for her it would be deeply appreciated by me and my family. Now all I can do now is wait and see what happens and a little part of me probably thinks that there could be a chance that she might have to be put to sleep... But I just don't know yet...
Oh gosh.
Umm…
Well, this was weird. Smack dab in the middle of a neighborhood BBQ, Brad and Chris’s neighbor Luke couldn’t remember if he was drunk or flirting.
Those were separate things correct? Work from home did have its drawbacks.

Trying to figure out cute couples ideas. Any suggestions? Poll for what I have so far:
What if Emmet witness Ingo getting yeeted to Hisui but was completely helpless- powerless to do anything? Imagine there were others who witnessed it as well and saw a man lose a big part of his soul in a span of minutes that day.
"PLEASE, NOT INGO- NOT MY BROTHER, PLEASE!"

Tw: Eyestrain under cut (Glitch effect)













Demon squad finally assembled
silly ahh ancient oc idea
ancient so tied to the carnal plane that not even the void or the echoes could help it tried to ascend but was rejected by the void so badly that they didn't even become an echo, their strong will literally just created them a new body out of void and they crawled out of the void lake like that. now they're just out there??
I realize I’m still at only 25 followers but should I draw something when I hit 100....? Ah well, I’ll decide when I’m done with this next thing. Hint: Ron Stoppable
actually I'm curious abt something so. another poll.
one of the first things i've noticed about 2x10 and what got me really excited for the new episode is that the title is transformation. in the description, the sleepovers are supposed to be to be for the cast to brainstorm Broadway-worthy ideas.
based on the title, maybe a part of that could be how to do the transformation from the beast to the prince in the play. in the preview, we see ash sorta holding ricky on stage and it looks like the part after the mob song when belle realizes that she likes the beast.
however, i think that there could also be a lot of changes in feelings. maybe gina will explore her feelings towards ej and see if she's really over ricky.
this kinda goes back to the title of the episode, transformation. having something there in the episode kinda plays into the idea that feelings that weren't there transformed into ones that were, or in other words, there's something there that wasn't there before.
maybe i'm just looking wayy to much into it. i can't help it, it's the english lover in me :D



romance route unlocked!
based on this post, which seemed like an interaction shen jiu would have