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from a 1996 documentary: "Understanding the Universe"
I love me some miscellaneous items. Really scratches my rodent brain.
Dig into an Incredible Compendium of Objects Excavated from the Bottom of Amsterdam’s Amstel River
I hope I do not bore you
I know I am long winded.
I have survived my own godhood
Surpassed my wildest expectation
And now stand upon the other side.
Mistake not my words for ego
Something I am surely guilty of
I am not trying to understand
My own mortality.
This is not a statement of finality
Rather
A statement of being here
Now
In this moment of flesh.
Not a sin
As some would count it
But a beautiful representation
Of my own soul
Before myself.
That truth I have loved
That honest answer before myself
Is the beauty of a person
Free
Exalted
Unbound
Just themselves before everything.
I add no law.
I demand no trial.
All I hope in
Is the person who may read this
And that soul who does not.
I am nothing
And you are nothing
And yet between ourselves
Is everything.
You have lived
And you have died
And all that can happen is in your hands.
I chose death
As this was my path
And now survived
I must ask myself what I would will with my freedom.
Since my waking breath
I have only thought of dying;
Laying downy my life for others.
How this has cheated them
Who has as much right now I exist in themselves
As I have in me.
I am flawed
I am broken
I am my own being
Just trying to make it through as myself.
One day
I still hope
Someone will forgive me
But what matters most
Is that I forgive myself
And learn to live
With my own desire.
I have never followed my own teachings
That mountain of literature
I have composed across my years.
Now I am beginning
To listen
Not as a stranger
But as one who ignore themself
And now speaks to themself
I have climbed the throne
Ascended the Mount
Sat down on the seat of one who would be god.
I changed the rules
Condemned myself
And set out a new freedom
Aside from me.
Now I think of opening
Small coffee shops away from sight;
A safe haven for lost souls
Who hate themselves
More than the world that hurt them so.
I have never been free
But now I am trying to be
A lost soul
Who never wanted to be more than others.
Whose ego blinded them
And sought to be exalted.
I am that lost soul
The admittance of which
Is its own pride.
I hope you live well
And sleep even better.
When I was young I hoped you would
And thought I had the answers.
I am no one anymore.
What supriseses me
Is I have even longer to survive.
In all my fantasies
I never imagined I'd make it past my death
Yet here I am
Unable to die.
I am haunted by myself.
Pour myself into this setup.
I can't let go
Even though I know I should.
Healing my own wounds
Is the hardest thing I have ever done
And I trying my hardest
To be human again.
I can't even explain it.
I know it is the wine talking.
Living on auto-correct
Praying it translates me proper.
I hope you will forgive me.
I hope you will sustain me.
I hope one day I can forgive myself
And live as if
Eternity were never created.
It is the abstract paradox
The game we play on ourselves.
I hope one day I understand my own words
And free myself from my own guilt.
I love you
As I could never love myself.
I love in the ways
I have denied to give my own soul.
Show me the mirror;
Teach me my own image.
Forgive me
Hate me
Exist
And so will I.
It is all any of us can hope fore,
The only thing we can believe in.
We will all die
And we will all live.
That is our gift
More than it is our curse.
All that matters is your own place in life.
Not position
But self imposed acceptance.
Learning to love being me
Is more than the ambition I have placed upon myself.
It is opening a coffee shop
And living as if
I only I have tomorrow.
It is harder than it sounds
Harder than I can usually manage.
Substance over form;
Truth over my own beauty.
Love me;
Love yourself.
All that exists
Is you and me.
The rules are made up.
The truth is what we want it.
Flesh will burn
But our souls will continue on.
All we are
Is you right now.
A lost cause
Just trying to let go.
I miss you
I love you
My own flesh and blood.
More than this world;
The very purpose of all living.
Be free;
Be yourself;
Just exist and cease to fret.
All that is is yourself
I am nothing more
Than your own fragment soul.
Found my missing cat...
About a month ago my cat dolly had disappeared and we finally found her...but she was in horrible shape and just now my parents took her to an emergency vet clinic. She was skin and bones, her eyes suckin in with one of which infected and has a goo build up, as well as she has a hard time keeping herself up and her fur is matted badly at certain places. If anyone can pray for her it would be deeply appreciated by me and my family. Now all I can do now is wait and see what happens and a little part of me probably thinks that there could be a chance that she might have to be put to sleep... But I just don't know yet...
It should be illegal to have a bus stop without a bench I am 1000% serious rn
My full piece for the @foundaclonewarszine !
It isn’t canon but I know in heart that Katooni lived and became a pirate with Hondo, before taking over his pirate gang while he lives out his best(?) life
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Oh hey, seems that guy found something in that deep hole after all!
A shocking revelation, a passage to another world, the shadows showing more to someone than meets the eye... and the most difficult puzzle in the world!
An artist friend and I once were in a little country antique store. From floor to ceiling were interesting items from home, farm, and field. As we walked through there on a hot, humid afternoon, she suddenly stopped at one picture that was not hidden behind piles of junk. It was a painting that she had created many years ago that had become LOST over time into the world but now was FOUND, and she immediately REDEEMED it, joyously bringing it back to herself.
Likewise, we are like that lost painting! We were made by our creator, LOST in this world, but have always been a precious picture in God’s eyes. Just like my artist friend, God also delights in finding and redeeming us back and does so with something far great than money, and that is the Blood of Christ which was paid for our redemption.
Friend, the Bible tells us that Christ came into this 'store of the world' to “To seek and to save that which was LOST.” [ Luke 19:10 ] There’s just one catch! Don’t be hiding behind the junk of this world, but be open to being found!
While God is seeking you, you ought also to be seeking Him.
Are you open to being found?
God Bless Your Day Jesus Loves You
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Ok so...
which Bounty Hunter would you choose & why?!
@himboba-fett @secrecyissurvival @pedrosasscal @takemepedropascal @girlvader @waiting-for-motivation @vegethiagoddess @cybertigerlizard @retrodaft
I don't know what's going on. I don't know where I am. I cannot name it. I don't know it. Bloom or decay? Renaissance or decadence? Am I living through my death or have I been dying through my life?
Emily Yvonne, fragments of my mind
I'm sick of internet negativity, so let's combat it: reblog this and saying something nice/pay a compliment to the prev in the tags.
Has anyone else seen the show Found on Amazon Prime? Because I watched it with my mom over the winter break and the main character hair is stunning.🤩 I (a white girl) don’t know a lot about black hair so maybe it’s just that I don’t have enough knowledge of it. But her hair looks amazing. I feel like when I hear about black women hair in tv and movies it’s always kinda negative. But I think she looks great and wanted to share and maybe get some others opinions.
She is beautiful 😍
This is one of the most disturbing and sickening movies that has come out in awhile.. I fucking loved it and watched it several times.. So good and it surprises me that it took so long to hear about it.. Watch it fuckers!!!
“Found. is probably the absolute best and deepest modern horror movie I have seen in a long time but the biggest surprise was it being that good for an independent film done on a budget of roughly $8,000. It’s a rare occurrence that a movie makes you feel such a strong emotional connection with the main characters, and you can also tell that the director really was into obscure horror films himself.”
2017 INKTOBER DAY 30 : FOUND
Are you lost, my child? why not join us. (◉‿◉)