Nostalgia - Tumblr Posts
🌸The power of nature🌸
I miss you.
I hope you are happy today✨🌌🌙💖🌠
next to you, in malibu
Station to station
our final uni assignment for a Blender 3d modelling class :]
inspired by Rachid Lotf's 2000s nostalgia renders!
scrolling through my old likes makes me feel so nostalgic
Guys, tell me what you were obsessed with or did or loved as a kid. For me, i was obsessed with Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory, I wanted to be like Willy Wonka and own the chocolate factory as I loved chocolate. Or just fabricate a memory you think would be cool. I'm collecting stories, i would like to hear yours. Or simply tell me what you wanted as a kid. I'm looking for inspiration. I am dedicating a whole journal for this. I will write each story I receive in it.
Adrianne Lenker's voice reminds me of all the best parts of being a kid...
I don’t wanna be the owner of your fantasy, I just wanna be apart of your family.
anything by Adrianne Lenker lyrics
Staring down the barrel of the hot sun Shining with the sheen of a shotgun (shotgun) Carol has a little if we need some Joa has a ride if we wanna come
Hanging your jeans with a clothes pin Skin still wet, still on my skin Mango in your mouth, juice dripping Shoulder of your shirtsleeve slipping Christmas Eve with your mother and sis Don't wanna fight but your mother insists Dog's white teeth slice right into my fist Drive to the ER and they put me on risk Grocery store list, now you get this Unchecked calls and messages I don't wanna be the owner of your fantasy I just wanna be a part of your family And I don't wanna talk about anything I don't wanna talk about anything I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again Wanna witness your eyes looking I don't wanna talk about anyone I don't wanna talk about anyone I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving Lay on your lap when I'm crying Circle of pine and red oak Circle of moss and fire smoke Fan on the ceiling like a wheel spoke Push the clutch and I pull the choke Wanna listen to the sound of you blinking Wanna listen to your hands soothe Listen to your heart beating Listen to the way you move But I don't wanna talk about anything I don't wanna talk about anything I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again Wanna witness your eyes looking I don't wanna talk about anyone I don't wanna talk about anyone Wanna sleep in your car while you're driving Lay in your lap when I'm crying Weren't we the stars in Heaven? Weren't we the salt in the sea? Dragon in the new warm mountain Didn't you believe in me? Yeah, you held me the whole way through When I couldn't say the words like you I was scared, indigo, but I wanted to I was scared, indigo, but I wanted to And I don't wanna talk about anything I don't wanna talk about anything I wanna kiss, kiss your eyes again Wanna witness your eyes looking I don't wanna talk about anyone I don't wanna talk about anyone I wanna sleep in your car while you're driving Lay in your lap when I'm crying (ooh)
PARK THAT CAR
DROP THAT PHONE
SLEEP ON THE FLOOR
DREAM ABOUT ME
smoke stings open eyes
So I drew PPG.
It is strange feeling, starting from a scratch, on a blank page, new chapter. exciting and stressful at the same time. not sure, if the path i chose is the right one, but only time will show me that.
i decided to start new blog, where i can be 100 % honest and open about things i wouldn't dare to talk about on my old blog. i really need place to vent, diary in a language, that might understand people with similar experiences.
and not just a diary. i'd like to share my old stories, things i lived through, as a form of therapy, caharsis, whatever you want to call it. there is so many things i need to talk about, that have been swelling under my skin and in my brain fibers for over decade.
really important disclaimer: as i am about to be very honest, i might share stuff that could be potentially triggering for some. (especially sh, ed, bullying, family issues, etc.) my aim is not trigger anyone, but possibly find people that went through similar stuff and need someone to talk, to understand.
so, be my guest and maybe you will find comfort and familiarity in those words i am about to share.
