I Dont Want To Have An Ed I Really Dont Its Not Fun Its Not Cute Im Not Myself But I Also Cant Imagine

I don’t want to have an ed I really don’t it’s not fun it’s not cute I’m not myself but I also can’t imagine gaining weight again I would never want this for anyone else

Hi!!!!!! This is a blog for my recovering ed thoughts <333 I hope that anyone who comes across it might enjoy! I love beautiful things and sweet people and I’m just trying to get better!

I literally never cry but I am rn I think I needed this blog I have only had it for like an hour but now my thoughts can be buffeted between cute animals and gorgeous people and food that looks too good to be real I’m glad I can be alive knowing others have been through what I’m going through and they survived and so will I

You’ve done nothing wrong by eating. The guilt and discomfort will pass so please be kind to yourself.