it's my drama. appreciate my flaws & learn from my mistakes. it's okay to cry your heart out but don't forget that there's always a second chance. be strong but don't forget to be yourself. you can be wild and carefree but don't forget to be serious at times. oh remember to laugh too! life is amazing and unfair at the same time... deal with it even if it's not the reality that you wanted!
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Crying At 4:30 In The Morning.
Crying at 4:30 in the morning.
I'm not sure why but somehow i felt good while crying. Maybe coz I can't see anything. Just the darkness filling the room. Or maybe cause i felt like the same person i was back then? I felt i was the old me. I felt like a human again that is allowed to cry and not told to not to be weak and small at any circumstances. Or perhaps because no one's around to hear my sobs and witness my weakness?... I am definitely feeling lonely and disappointed. Like no one cares about me and they just want to ignore me like i don't exist. I guess this is how my life is. I just hafta accept it. I just hope i'll be stronger so i can carry on & live my life the right way. I wasn't sad coz i cried or coz i was weak. I cried coz i was alone and no one cares to show how i am loved and how they appreciate my existence. Oh and wanna know another sad part of it? The after effect. I had a bad headache but it didn't last that long which is good. Aja! I need to start this day with a smile. It may be a forced one but i bet it's better than showing a frown and making other people show some pity at me...
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running away...
I feel like running away from reality. Everything is too much. I am so done with it and I don't know if I can still continue... Life has been pretty hard and it keeps on beating me. I am so stressed out with all of these things happening around. What else should I give up to earn some luck?? I feel so empty and tired and useless. Is it still worth it?
coz Taymee can make my day complete just by a simple reply from my tweet...kekeke he's really nice to reply to my tweet. I hope i don't scare him or creep him out with my mentions. i just like how sweet and cute he is. i was smiling the whole day in school because of this. i even sent him a thank you pic at IG lol :) aigoo i think i am starting to act carelessly again since he made my heart skip a beat. I just wish there's still someone like him in this universe that is meant to love me and be with me forever. 10-10-11
Alam mo yung feeling na gusto mong iuntog yung ulo mo sa pader??
Well, that's how i feel right now. Feeling ko i did the worst thing ever and i am so disappointed sa sarili ko cause i embarassed not only myself pero pati groupmates ko in front of the whole class. Anu pang mukha ang maihaharap ko sa kanila next time na magkikita kami. Ugh i really hate this day! Oh and again, pinahiya ko na naman sarili ko sa harap niya. I saw him looking at me while i was doing it and probably ngayon he's laughing at me. I will never look good in his opinion.
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It hurts so much that it suddenly stopped. What happened? Where did i go wrong? Was i too much? Did i over do it? What did i do to make you ignore me like this? I promise i'll behave now. I promise you i won't over do it again. Just please talk to me again. Please don't ignore me. I just want us to be okay. You know that this upsets me coz i feel like i was too mean and i was acting out of the boundaries. I am sorry. Please talk to me again. Please. You are the only person right now in my life who can make me feel special. Please don't stop giving me reasons to love you more. You are now the best source of my happiness. I wanna thank you for that. I really do. I hope you'll know how much you mean to me... how thankful i am coz i realized that i need to do a change... how i became a risk-taker because of you... how i started reaching out to the outside world because you made me feel that i am welcomed out there... Thank you TAYMEE! Let's be good friends. I thank you for being an inspiration.