Doctors Will Give Me A Test And Go Well Obviously We Hope Its Not That And Im Sitting There Like Bitch

doctors will give me a test and go “well obviously we hope it’s not that” and I’m sitting there like bitch I have been through so many tests so many doctors so many specialist I have been in the ER more times than I can count I almost do hope it is that because then at least I know what’s fucking wrong with me instead of walking into the ER with my issues and being told it’s anxiety even though I know it’s not

Mobility aids and other disability tools are really hot

If I see you in public using something that's helping you to get around or feel better then just know I'm thinking you're hot

Just because it’s “to be expected” doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to be upset about it.

i really respect people that say "oh i wouldn't wish this on anyone else" about their chronic illness because I WOULD

(unfortunately i might have become a little bitter, but i'm working on it)

thinking about the time i fainted and after managing to get up with my friends help i walked up to my gym teacher telling him i gotta sit down and he refused to let me because "sitting down will make you feel worse"

SIR i have a chronic illness and was just laying face down in the gass...

but he obviously didn't notice cause he was too busy yelling at me for being late

(he knows too, it's not like he's unaware of me having health issues)

rain is annoying because i don't have the strength to use both a cane and an umbrella...

love leaving the house thinking it's just a few drops of rain and then basically taking a literal shower