Older Men's Hands Are The Perfect Jewelry On Girls' Necks.

Older men's hands are the perfect jewelry on girls' necks.

Dear diary - I love him.

R's birthday was this month. Yes, I didn't write about it, honestly because I didn't know what to do. I didn't buy him anything, I couldn't think of anything. I feel a little guilty for not being able to express my gratitude and love to him somehow. >< I've made it a point to try to approach him carefully this semester so there aren't any problems. Am I doing it right? I don't know. Will this be progress? I don't know. However, I didn't leave him without a word, I went up to him at school and said with a big smile, "Happy Birthday!" And he just looked down at me with a cute smile, then caressed my face and said "Thank you dear". He actually gave me a present that day, not me. He caressed my face and my heart was not beating properly.

I NEED MY TEACHER!! GOD PLS I'M NOT ASKING TOO MUCH

What if he has a girlfriend someday? How could you handle it?🥺

I love him unconditionally.

Which means if he find happiness with someone else instead of with me, I will accept it. It's okay. Because I want him to be happy and loved. And yes, unfortunately, this can happen at any time and how will I handle it? Horrible at first. I'll cry, have throw tantrums, shout at myself. I'll feel that the world has ended and a piece of my heart has been taken, "my place" has been taken away. But then I can't do anything but accept and put up with it. If I see that he is happy and good for him with that woman, then this knowledge puts a little band-aid on my broken heart and I'll stay by his side as his friend and student.

Okay I'm crying now lol

When he calls me Bambi im wet...i mean im happy..and wet

So far nothing much has happened, my heart was beating in a normal rhythm, until unexpectedly yesterday afternoon I received a message from him.

O m g.😵‍💫