All Alone - Tumblr Posts
I was never afraid of being alone. In fact, I’m quite good at it. Freakishly good. That’s what I’m afraid of sometimes.
Good morning tumbler,
This is menna and i am not feeling well. I had a bad night yesterday, cold, fever, and a stupid conversation. today i wake-up with a willing to be alone more than ever. Not because of others, just because of me. So i started with requesting 2 days off from work, then I deleted most of the social apps from my phone. Please wish me a quiet rest time.
my deepest hurt.
“it is the kind of hurt
that makes you realise that you like being alone but sometimes you just wish that someone stayed
[alone] over and over again
the one that makes you realise that you’re not the main character of the world that you created
[empty] over and over again.”
it’s just that kind of pain you feel when you realise that you wasted the best moments of your life because you were sad.
the hurt you feel when you realise that you’re not the protagonist of your own story and everything is out of control.
the agony that washes over you when you realise that you are torn between your head and heart.
the moment when you realise that everything has to do with you and no one else— the moment when you realise that everything was never about you, but now that it is- it’s barely about you because now you’re torn between so many versions of yourself, it gets harder to choose.
the only moment when you realise that the one leaving you is you.
and you can’t undo any of this.
i am the king and thats my treasure
but i bet that'll never happen ^-^
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∞
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All Alone by Fun
"..And she sits on my shelf
It makes me think of you
The way she carries the things that remind me of who
We used to be before we became antiques.."
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