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Accepting Deceit Chpt.1

WARNING; 

SYMPATHETIC DECEIT (ik some  people don’t need warnings for this lil’ slimy boi but some do and thats okay too!),

crying, 

sadness, 

panic attack

Hi guys! So, @ab-artist commented on my first post (deceit freakin’ sanders) about me making my ‘Deceit freakin sanders’ post a chaptered story. I really liked this idea and I got their permission to make this (it was their idea to do make it a chapter story.) So. Who’s READY!

Word; 1111

Virgil liked to think he understood what the road to ruin looked like. To him, when he was so far down that path himself, it was a lack of sleep, an overindulgence in alone time, refusing to talk with others. He knew all people were different, and they coped with things differently but he did not expect this from the one and only Deceit freakin Sanders.

It all started with a petty argument. Thomas had double booked himself. They were talking it out, and the idea of lying was brought up. Of course, everyone in the room tensed, waiting for a certain snake to pop up. But, he did not. The five (Roman, Logan, Patton, Virgil and Thomas) stood in silence. Virgil, like the others, decided this was a good thing. But something didn’t sit well with him. The others dismissed this too quickly. He stayed silent before he eventually sunk out almost as soon as a conclusion was reached. He probably should've expected Patton to come and make sure he was okay.

“Yeah, popstar, I just didn’t sleep well,” Virgil lied. Patton raised his eyebrow.

“You sure, Virge?” Virgil nodded, giving a lazy half smile. 

“You wanna watch a movie? Mulan? I think I still have the DVD here somewhere...”

It was the same setting, different problem. Thomas liked two people at the same time and he didn’t know which one he wanted. Virgil’s level of anxiety had increased? What if one of them found out about the other? What if-

No surprises, but Roman and Patton were conflicted. Patton didn’t want to hurt either male and Princey didn’t know which one could be ‘the prince of their dreams’. Logan was the only calm headed one there.

“If one of them brings up the other, you could lie?” And again, a tension spread throughout the room. Again, no snake popped up. Virgil frowned before he finally realised what was going on. Oh. Oh.

He didn’t even wait for a solution before he sunk down. He found himself in his room and he sprinted, going to the place he tried so desperately to keep himself away from. He knocked on the yellow door before it finally opened. Once Deceit saw it was Virgil outside, he desperately tried to shut the door again, but Virgil pushed through. The stench hit him first. How long had Deceit stayed in his room? The look on Deceit’s face shocked him as well. It was anger, but it was so much deeper. His eyes were watering and his body shaking.

“Well? Here to laugh at me? Kick me out of my own room? What do you want? I stopped showing up because you all clearly love me!” Virgil stayed where he was.

“Deceit,” Virgil said and Deceit flinched. “Dee.I think you’re having a panic attack.” The shaking only increased. “Can I touch you?” Dee shook his head wildly. “Okay, thats okay. But I need you to sit down on the floor - look, I’ll do it too.” Deceit lowered himself to the floor, and Virgil sat cross-legged across from him. “Okay? Focus on my voice. I need you to breathe in for four seconds, okay? Hold it for seven.” Virgil counted with his fingers. “Breathe out for eight. Good, you’re doing great, Dee. We’ll do it again, okay? Count it out with your fingers with me?” It took three or four more times before Dee was breathing regularly. “Okay, are you grounded? Can you give me five things you can see?”

“You, the floor... the bed... uh, the, uh, uhh-”

“It's okay, take a deep breath, go through it slowly,” Virgil said.

“Five... you. The bed. The floor. The window. The dust... Does that count?” Virgil nodded.

“Four things you can hear?”

“Your voice, my voice, the prince’s playlist - it’s so loud all the time - and uh...” There was a brief silence. “Footsteps.”

“Very good,” Virgil said, extending his foot and kicking the door closed and it automatically locked. “Three things you can smell?”

“This room, your hoodie - do you even wash it? - and... cookies?” Virgil could indeed smell cookies. Probably Patton.

“Two things you can feel?”

“The floor, my shirt? No, that’s stupid-”

“It works,” Virgil said. “One thing you can taste?”

“The regret in your voice.” Virgil snorted.

“I have to give you that one, don’t I?”

“Yes, you do. I’m sensitive.” Virgil giggled at that.

“No, princey's sensitive, you’re just... you,” Virgil said.

“Don’t sound so disappointed,” Dee said, gripping his sleeve.

“I’m not. Heaven knows you’re better than I am -”

“Very true,” Dee said, resulting in Virgil giggling again. “You’re giggle is so high pitched!”

“It fucking adorable, mate, and I will fight you on this.” The two sat in a comfortable silence. “Dude, you stink!”

“So does your hoodie!”

“Do you wanna talk about it?” Dee went quiet again.

“I just felt unwelcome. So, I just thought, that if I stopped showing up-”

“Then the feeling would go away? Been there, felt that.”

“How did you get over it?” Virgil thought back

“They accepted me.” Dee snorted.

“They’d all rather die,” he said. It was meant to sound casual, but his voice was thick.

“Do you know they used to scream when I came into the room? And princy? Oh god, it was like he found out his least favourite person was doing better than him. Logan didn’t care - like, at all. He pretended I didn’t exist. And Patton... well, he was just scared,” Virgil said.

“Why-”

“And Thomas? Oof, he just blatantly refused to acknowledge me sometimes. They accepted me because they had to. Because they realised they could use the good parts of me. In fact, they only really recently accept the bad parts too. And it’s not just me, we constantly have to real princy in. He wanted to move into a bouncy castle the other day. And Patton just follows whoever shouts the loudest, which is usually Roman. And Logan doesn’t admit he’s wrong,” Virgil said. “We all have to work on ourselves, none of us is perfect.” There was a silence before Dee cleared his throat.

“Don’t say oof. You’re not twelve.” Virgil stared at the snaky boi for a moment, completely bewildered before he burst out laughing.

“I just spilt my heart out and thats all you can say?”

“I don’t do emotions, they’re complicated and they suck!” Virgil giggled again.

“Then it seems you’ll fit right in.”

Original post / one / two / three / four / five

might fuxk around and post a slow burn anxceit fic

anyway. send me prompts. i’m bored and feeling creative

do i wanna write angsy anxceit where two idiots attend a wedding of their ex or do i wanna write fluffy dukexiety one shot where they have their first kiss?

Virgil: I failed my fire safety course today

Janus: ... how?

Virgil: the question was ‘what steps would you take in case of a fire?’

Virgil: apparently ‘pretty fucking larges ones’ wasn’t as acceptable answer

Not A Lie

Themes: Virgil and Janus actually talk for once, ship fic Warnings: Reference to lies, crying, shouting work, minor cursing. Words: 662 words

“You left us! You were the one who thought you were better than us!” Janus is screaming now. He’s screaming and he can’t find it in himself to care. “Stop acting like you’re the one who was hurt by all of this, you left us! You left me!” There’s silence but Janus is fuming. No, Virgil doesn’t get to just silently sit through this. He has to respond. He has to face Janus’ anger. “Oh really?! Nothing to say now, huh, Virgil?! No, come back?! NO-”

“You left me first.” And the room is silent again. Janus is looking at Virgil, at the silently furry that rolls off him in waves. “You left me first.” He repeats. “You stepped back. I- I kissed you and you kissed me back and then- then, you pretended it never happened! Like we never happened. And you ignored me and lied to me when I tried to ask about it, tried to figure out what was happening. So you get off your high horse, you’re not the only one that got left behind!” Janus is silent. His fuming. He’s so angry he doesn’t know what to do with himself. He wants to shout at Virgil, but he also just wants to go to his room and never leave again.

“We don’t work.”

“We don’t.”

There’s a silent understanding that they could. If they tried, they could work. They could work beautifully. But neither want to make the first move. There’s too much hurt and too much pain there. It’s a wound that neither side will ever fully heal from separately. But together is exhausting. Being together is scary. Janus is look at him, at Virgil, and he almost reaches out. He almost extends his hand and brushes the hair from his face like he’s done a million times before. But he can’t and he hates it. His fingers twitch, almost beginning but then Virgil is looking at him with tears in his eyes. Virgil is crying. He made Virgil cry. And Virgil made him cry,

“Goodbye, Janus.” ‘Beg me to stay. Ask me stay. I’ll stay if you tell me to,’ Virgil’s mind screams. ‘I would stay here and fight but I need you to give me a reason. Give me a reason, Jan, please-’

“Goodbye Virgil.”

They just couldn’t work, could they?

They were improbable.

--

It took Janus a whole twenty seconds to realise he did not fucking care. He did not give a single shit about probability (who let’s math dictate their live?).

It takes him twenty seconds to realise he was wrong. He didn’t want to repeat this cycle. He was never a fan of cycles. 

It takes him twenty seconds to realise he was wrong, and another twenty to start moving. 

He moves fast, like he’ll die if he doesn’t. To a degree, he will. Because he’s sick of being scared. He’s darting through the hallway (he’s probably almost knocking into someone but he doesn’t care.) He’s running because this is Virgil and he’s sick to death of being stubborn. He barges into Virgil’s room and his heart breaks when he sees the tear streaked face.

“What?” He says, voice heavy. “What more could you possibility want?”

“I love you.”

“Shut up.”

“I have been in love with you for years.”

“Please.”

“And I know you’re anxious-” duh “-and you have no reason to trust me.”

“You’re a liar.”

“But, liar’s honour, I love you.” He’s standing in front of first now, who hasn’t moved. Weakly, Virgil lifts his hand, hitting it softly against Janus’ chest.

“I hate you.” Lie. “I hate you so much.” Another lie. 

“You know I know when you lie, right?”

“Yes.” Not a lie. They’re silent. Janus hesitantly opens his arms and Virgil falls against his chest. “I wish I could hate you.” Lie. “But I love you too much.” Not a lie. Janus smiles, wrapping his arms against the other side.

“I love you.” Not a lie.

“I know.” Not a lie.

Here. Uhm, have this short fic because I’m not dead :)

It's complicated

I love it. Omg I love it so much!! X33

As always I love that it's so nice to picture the scenes, and you made them so very very soft that it becomes such a happy read! It's a incredible thing to see that that idea became such an sweet and wonderful work :D

Thank you so much for writting it! You're awesome!!

And here is me not being able to control myself XD

But seriously, to everyone that hasn't yet, check them out!! They're great and their works are just as fantastic!

Jealousy

Summary: When Virgil joined the light sides he left Dee behind, that may be the dumbest decision he ever made.  Word count: 1244 Ship(s): Anxceit and Roceit (main ship is anxceit)  Genre: Hurt/comfort Authors Note: @julia-loves-cupcakes helped me create this idea so this ones for her. Warnings: Kissing (well making out but not heavily descriptive), Let me know if I missed anything

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It started a month after Virgil was accepted. The ache in his chest hadn’t disappeared with time and distance and every glance set his heart racing and his mind reeling. Dee was still as stunning as ever. His smile was different, sadder, more distant, his hair was probably just as soft though. His eyes seemed more miserable, but his lips would probably feel just the same against Virgil’s. He was familiar but so entirely different.

Dee stopped smiling at him like that. Their relationship was gone, he needed to leave it behind. He couldn’t remain with a dark side if he wanted to be accepted… so why did it hurt so bad when Dee flirted with Roman? Why did his heart clench when he watched Dee touch Roman’s hair and curl it around his fingers?

He turned around and fled the room, his heart hammered in his chest and his hands shook for reasons he couldn’t comprehend.

The days got worse. Roman and Dee cuddled on the couch. They held hands an sat close. Too close. Virgil couldn’t take it and he couldn’t tell why. He should be happy. He couldn’t have Dee. It should be fine. But why was Roman allowed to hang off his arm while Virgil had to loathe him.

The world came to an end as Virgil rounded the corner. He was looking for Logan, which was becoming a far more common occurrence as time moved on. He froze. His book hit the floor as tears sprang to his eyes. Why did it hurt?

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Sanders Sides E.V.O.L AU

A.k.a the AU where dark versions of the sides all fall for poor Virgil.

Patton- A cupid assigned to Virgil that turns dark by accidentally pricking himself with one of his own arrows. Is now trying to shoot Virgil with the same arrow to make him fall for him as well.

Logan- A witch doctor hired by Virgil's parents to be his matchmaker. They want him married off to someone rich, but Logan accidentally falls for his client and is now trying to slip him a love potion.

Roman- An Incubus that normally eats and runs when it comes to humans but has started to believe Virgil is the exception, since he was the first human to be able to turn him down.

Deceit- A Siren that overheard Virgil singing once when he thought he was all alone. Believes he would make a perfect siren and is now trying to lure him into the water in order to turn him.

Virgil- Definitely didn't ask for any of this crazy nonsense. Turns out to be a long lost descendant of a demigod daughter of Aphrodite, which may explain some of this craziness at least.

Deceit Ups His Flirting Game

Or at least tries to.

A.k.a Sanders Sides Ships as Vines Part 1

Featuring heavily edited Brandon Calvillo and Jason Nash Vines

Roceit:

R & D- * in an imaginary theater *

R- Hi, I'm here for the audition?

D- Good, take off your clothes.

R- Is this for a nude scene??

D- No.

R- Do I have to???

D- Slowly. * plays slow jazz off of his phone *

Roceit 2:

R & D- * leaving a musical binge session *

R- Alright, see you later, my friend!

D- See you later, Ro. * mumbles * Love you~

R- Pardon?

D- Nothing! * mumbles again * Wanna be with you~

R- * takes off running *

D- Shoot! Failed again...

Roceit 3:

D- * strolling into the Commons area *

D- What's up, Lo?

L- Well, the ceiling, for one-

D- * ignores him * Heyyy, Roman~~~

D- * gets in his personal space * I missed you~

R- Woah, Deceit, what-

D- * leans in for a kiss *

R- Oh, okay, wait-

R- * tries to hold him back without pushing him too hard and hurting him *

Anxceit:

V & D- * watching the sunset at an inaginary ocean *

V- Love watching the waves.

D- I'm in love with you Virgil.

V- * takes off running *

D- * goes after him and jumps on him *

V- * incoherent screeching *

Anxceit 2:

V & D- * hanging out in Dee's room after Patton and Roman said they should get along more *

V- Hey, I'm hungry wanna go get-

V & D- Taco bell. Jinx! You owe me-

D- A kiss on the lips~

V- * tries to turn tail and run *

D- * swoops over to lock his room *

D- You're not going ANYWHERE, Virgil~~~

Anxceit 3:

V - * cat head rubs Logan's arm *

D- ???

P- Oh, he just does that with everyone he likes.

D- !

V- * comes over and cat head rubs Patton's chest *

D- * getting excited for his turn *

V- * turns to Dee * Oh. Hello, Deceit. * struts off towards Roman *

D- * proceeds to pout for the rest of the day *

Moceit:

P & D- * talking about Dee's good points to try and get the other sides to like him *

D- Yeah, so I was valedictorian~

P- Valedictorian!

D- And, I-

P- Got a monster cock!!

D- * spluttering * Wah, pAtToN!

P- Show them!!!

P- Go ahead, buddy.

D- * hissed whisper * When did you even SEE it?

P- What, your cockatrice Beatrix? Well, I was in your room the other day-

D- O-oh, you meant...oh. * sinks into the cushions in relief and embarrassment *

Moceit 2:

P & D- * talking about a cartoon series *

P- * tearing up a bit * It's just, after the series ended-

D- * gently and sensually takes his hand *

P- * awkward giggling * What- What are you doing?

D- What do you NEED me to do~~~

P- ???

Loceit:

D- * appears in Logan's room *

D- Hey Logan, knock knock.

L- Yes. You need something, Deceit?

D- N-no, I'm trying to tell you a joke...

L- Oh. Well, alright then.

D- Knock knock-

L- Just so you know, my door is always open.

D- * throws hands up in exasperation *

Loceit 2:

P & R- * trying to comfort Logan after a fight with Roman *

P- Sure, your friendship's going through a bit of a rough patch right now kiddo, but-

D- * trying to joke to get Lo to like him * All you can do is put rice in his oatmeal and when he dies it won't get traced back to you~

P- * doesn't know it's a joke * Okay, you can go to your room now...

DLAMP:

D- * is finally allowed in a video ideas meeting *

D- Okay, there's this scene where we all enter the shower naked-

L- Do you just want to see us naked in the shower?

D- * awkward laughing *

D- No~

DLAMP 2:

D- * Is in the Commons area scrapbooking with Patton *

D- * gets an idea and calls up Virgil *

D- * trying to hold a pair of scissors intimidatingly *

D- If you can find me, your father lives~

V, L, & R- * was walking into into the Commons *

V- Well, we can see you so-

D- * sinking with a blush into the mountains of paper *

D- No you can't!

Sanders Ships as Vines Part 5

More Sanders Sides ships as vines. Anxceit Edition.

Anxceit:

* before Virgil joined the group *

V- * feeling agitated about being stuck with the dark sides *

V- I'll be forever alone...

D- * puts hand on his shoulder * You got me~

V- * shoves hand off of his shoulder * No, like someone who makes you feel better!

D- * worried about him leaving the dark sides * I-I can make you feel better! I-I'll suck your di-

V- * hurriedly shadowports away *

Anxceit 2:

V- * is leaving the Dark Sides *

D- Anxiety, please don't go. I can't live without you~

V- * chuckles darkly * Then die. * slams imaginary door *

Anxceit 3:

* are sitting on opposite sides of the couch *

D- * slides over to be next to Virgil and puts a hand on his knee *

V- * put a hand over that hand *

D- : D!

V- * promptly uses his other hand to slap him in the face *

D- > : O!

Anxceit 4:

V- Fuck you, dude!

D- Well, I mean...If you want to~

V- What??

D- * makes smooth jazz music start playing out of seemingly nowhere * Wanna fuck?

Aren’t we friends?

I’m not so sure we are.

Disney Based Sanders Sides Ships AUs Ideas!

Part 1 because this was becoming a long post.

❥ Lady and the Tramp Moxiety AU but with abandoned cat familiar Virgil and neglected dog familiar Patton(his witch keeps paying more attention to other magical creatures they capture than him). Virgil keeps stopping by to warn Patton that 'all witches go for an upgrade eventually' while Patton keeps trying to convince him(and himself) that there's always hope and love in the world.

❥ Roceit Lion King 2 AU but set in modern times with shapeshifters. The dark lands is where the werecats reign while the pride lands are werewolf territory. Roman is the son of the alpha werewolf while deceit is the werehyena from the dark lands that saved his life one day while they were kids. (Patton and Thomas are werewolves. Logan is a werebear that lives in the pride lands. Virgil is a black leopard. Remus is Roman's long lost half brother who's half werecoyote/half puma that was banished to the dark lands. Remy is a fox who lives in the dark lands.)

❥ Analogical Atlantis AU but set in the lost kingdom of Roanoke (based on the Lost Colony but changed a lot for the au) instead of Atlantis. Virgil's people and inherited royal powers are more shadow based instead of water based(They kind of look like dark elves). Logan is a traveling conspiracy theorist with a blog and YouTube channel that leads a team to finding it.

❥ High School Musical Logince AU with Roman who's the top jock in school that secretly wants to perform in the drama club and Logan as the super smart new student that immediately joined the debate team and academic club but has an appreciation for poetry and after meeting Roman has started liking the theater too...

❥ Aladdin Anxceit AU with Deceit as the prince who sneaks out of the castle grounds and has a giant pet anaconda that scares his guards and Virgil as the street rat with a ferret who helps him steal things. Virgil does pretend to be a prince at first to get into the castle BUT  tells Dee who he really is as soon as they're alone together. Together they then both keep up the ruse for a while whenever they're  in front of Deceit's controlling father and his advisors.

❥ Hunchback of Notre Dame Demus AU with scaly, snakey 'deformed' Deceit and gypsy jester Remus. Deceit was kept locked up in the town’s clock tower by his adoptive father due to his snake-like appearance making people think he’s possessed by a demon. Remus is a jester but still leader of the rogue gypsies and is used to taking ‘misfits’ under his wing.

What the sides gift Virgil for his birthday!

Logan gives him more ebooks and podcasts he thinks would soothe or interest Virgil. Roman gives him all of his favorite emo band albums but as vinyls because ~classy vintage aesthetic~. Patton gives him a few stress ball plushies ( a black cat, a Jack Skellington, etc). Deceit gives him several creepy cute accessories (such as skeleton hand hair clips, bat wing bows, ouija planchette earrings, crow skull ring, etc.)

Bonus: Remus hunts down one of his favorite cryptids and gives it to him as a new pet. (Like a small, fluffy mothman or jersey devil.) (Also if it’s a mothman they end up naming it Luna Mothballs Mothra because they couldn’t agree on just one name. They call it Mothra for short though.)

What other fandors mean when they say the sides are all dating each other: LAMP or DLAMP

My weird ass:

So I was thinking about the angstiest possible Sanders Sides Ship Configuration and I think I've reached the conclusion that it's this:

Anxceit (Virgil x Janus)

Logince (Roman x Logan)

And Intruality (Patton x Remus)

* Chef's kiss * The sheer angst potential.

I finally made an AO3 account!

My user on there is KittenInTheStars.

Any new E.V.O.L AU chapters will be uploaded on there instead of on here. But I will post a link to each update on here! <3

I've also started writing a sweet Dukexiety human sides highschool AU! So please check that out as well. ^u^

Broke: Janus and Virgil completely hate each other.

Woke: They don't actually hate each other, Virgil is just mad that Janus forgot their anniversary one time.

Bespoke: They started pretending to hate each other so it would be easier for Virgil to get accepted, and now they're just seeing how long it takes Thomas and the other sides to notice that they've actually been dating this whole time.

fanart of the fic “Chaos is Normal (For Us, at Least)” by @sml8180 on ao3

This is kinda Anxceit, isn't it?

Deceit and Virgil watching Snowdrop tralier.

(AndVirgilstraightupburnningdeceit)