@nor314 - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
does anyone else feel like they're shit at having an eating disorder?
I hate the cycle of "Oh I'm actually gonna lock in tomorrow" cuz it's so annoying. Like if I actually wanted to lose weight I would've started by now but it's so hard to when your literally surrounded by food 24/7.
Can someone please help me with self control or give me tips on how to not eat my whole kitchen everyday 🙏🏿 please. If I don't lose some weight this month I'm gonna tweak out.
I miss back in February when I had my heartbroken by my best friend and guy I had feelings for… literal heartbreak makes you not eat💔
Ughhhh I found this on Pinterest and it’s about to be my new fav thin$p0
Went for a walk today again and burnt a good 200/300 calories and did a quick workout
- 10 fire hydrants
- 10 donkey kicks
- 10 rainbows
- 20 crunches
Also cleaned up my apartment so I’m sure I burnt a good amount today so far
Quick little list of fucked up things I've done because my ed is feeling invalid At the moment (TW)
i remember when I was 7 being physically and mentally terrified to eat anything that wasn't healthy
When I was 10 I would walk around the kitchen while I was eating to try to cancel out the calories and work out in my room for 3 hours a day
When I was 12 I would write down everything I ate that day with the specific measurements ( like 3 goldfish )
When I would cook food using vinegar because I was scared of oil
When I ate a pop tart once and walked back and forth in my room for 5 hours to the point where I threw up at my dad's wedding shower
When during the summer I used to go to the neighborhood gym while my family went to the pool
When I was wearing hoodies and sweaters in the middle of summer bc I would sh after a binge
When I would look at my self in the mirror for hours looking for every single imperfection
When I had a walmart bag in my closet of chew and spit that got moldy
When I broke down crying when I got home after sex and sent a paragraph to the guy apologizing if it was horrible and he didn't love me anymore
Anyways hope you enjoyed my random dump