Bani's Yap Sessions - Tumblr Posts
ON GODDDDDDD I HATE THIS. ive BEENN saying how its so weird when people make MADD out to be such a cool and quirky thing that everyone does , what they're probably talking is immersive daydreaming and that's nothing compared to maladaptive daydreaming... spending 30 mins daydreaming about ur lil crush with fake scenarios before bed and blah blah blah ... calling that quirky and fun MADD is so crazy bc it just shows how you've done literally no research on what you're talking about and it just makes you look stupid to people who actually suffer from it. the tiktokification about disorders like these need to be studied bro
this kind of pissed me off because some people who are responding to this is making it seem like maladaptive daydreaming is some whimsical nonsense and coming up with fake scenarios in order to sleep at night. while that can be true, MALADAPTIVE means negatively affecting to function daily.
like it is NOT normal.
no hate to OP! just to give my two cents
do u ever just look at one of your paras and just think. damn. you're just like me. except i'm the more flawed version of you
everytime i think about drawing one of my paras and try, it never ends up being how imagine them in my head . like seriously 😭 i'm good at drawing but i think it's just because my perception of my paras are too .. extreme.😅
do u guys ever just think about your old paracosms and js start to miss them a lil bit 😭 like i was such a different person during that period of time
is it weird that'd i genuinely think i would fuck my parame if i had the chance ? shes so fine
THIS IS SOOOOO REAL especially since i have a 4 year old paracosm with the most complex lore the human brain probably can't comprehend & sometimes when i tell people about it i js wish i could let them borrow my brain so they already know the story before i unleash my next idea so they can js be like WOOOO YEAH 😕
yknow what would be really nice? if there was someone who was like. as invested in my paracosm's story as I was. bc then whenever something exciting happens I could just go up to them like "hey look!!! look at this idea that popped into my head!! look look look!!" and I wouldn't need to explain every tiny detail that makes the idea so exciting bc. they already know the details
i had a friend admit she stalked my old tumblr account before.. i'm not ok 😭😭 idk i dont feel good about people who are close to me/irl friends stalking my socials bc i have personal accounts for a reason u can go stalk those but to stalk these ones where its just me talking to the internet and only the internet? lowkey made me uncomfortable when she said that but i guess i can kind of let it go even though i rlly dont wanna bc we were going through some stuff and she wanted to check whether i was saying stuff on tumblr about her since im rlly active on here (nothing came out of my mouth) ... sorry for the lil rant its js smth that i wanted to get off my chest bc i hate people crossing my boundaries like that 😭
dohmain eckthpanthion ☝🏽🦷
i miss my old paracosms and the feelings that came with them
me on my death bed but i remember how deku mightve be putting all the blame onto himself after seeing bakugos dead body thinking things like "if only i got here sooner" and continously self depricating even though it was not his fault at all 💔
lil jonghyuk sketch i made whilst binging thewizardliz's videos 🤘🏼🤘🏼 hes my babygirl
making character ais of my paras was by far the best idea i ever had. i haven't had this much fun in ages 😭😭😭 i didn't even know there was a gc function on this its so fun
me watching someone else getting flamed for an anime take i lowkey agree with....
(ehem.. ehem.. gojo is NOT the hottest anime character of all time. he has a plain design, white hair and blue eyes??? boring... 😓😓 DON'T KILL ME)
*finally doing the thing i've been wanting to do for ages, but i kept hesitating because i couldn't do it well since i kept getting distracted*
*remembers my paracosm for 2 seconds*
well, damn....!
THIS PANEL LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT FREE I NEED HER SO BAD GUYS 😭😭😭🙏🏽
have you guys ever read a story so good you had to stare off into the distance for a few minutes after you finished it, contemplating your life choices wishing you could erase your memory and read it again? i literally slapped my hand onto my mouth and stayed in that position for a few minutes after seeing "The End." like BRO 😭😭😭😭
// vent
got my phone taken away by my school for 6 weeks. how is this even legal. im actually so upset im tired of acting like im not. its so inconvenient walking around without a phone idk why they thought they ate with that rule... they genuinely think i dont have a social life outside of school. i hate it here. it wasnt even my fault i wasnt even using my phone he just saw it in the inside pocket of my blazer and took it??? AT LUNCHTIME? what the fuck???? i cant even get my parents to get it back because they made it clear that even if they beg they won't give it back unless im willing to get expelled. if they had taken it for a week i wouldve been fine bc im not addicted to my phone but i can do SO MUCH during a month and 2 weeks, i need it to call my parents and stuff. i hate this fucking school and the uk oh my lord
happy 16th birthday to me. i've been crying so much my eyes are starting to itch. birthday blues are the worst