Cptsd Abandonment Trauma - Tumblr Posts

I’m trapped. Literally. I’m constantly facing my triggers, again and again and again and again and again and again

I’m trapped inside my own head. I stare into space and everything becomes blurry, I’m back to where it all started. The emptiness, the abandonment, and the urge to self destruct.

Let the count down begin.

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Family.

Bullshit. Absolute, utter bullshit. I was a toy. When I was no longer useful, I was tossed out like trash. I was abandoned.

Again.

Now, I’m back in the “ family”.

I’m facing my triggers every. Single. Fucking. Day.

I don’t know how much longer I can survive this. I’m going crazy. Everyone pities me.

Welcome old friend, have a seat. Make yourself comfy, get warm and cozy and I’ll remove the blood from my body to make a home for you.

Welcome home cptsd.