Ex Boyfriend - Tumblr Posts - Page 2

I miss him.

But not because I still love him, but because I could trust him. Because he made me feel safe.

He is the first and only person I ever told everything to.

And today when I had flashbacks and a panic attack, all I wanted was him to hold me.

Because to me he means safety and trust.

Still.

Even if he is not here anymore.

I am always the second choice.

Always.

For ever everyone else will be chosen before me. Everyone else is better.

Why can't someone choose me?

Why doesn't anyone love me?

Someone please love me like I love them.

Please?

Someone I love tells me a story,

It reminds me of you,

Suddenly I am calling you good when you say you are bad.

Suddenly I am still in love with you.

And when I come back,

I am happy like it is now,

I see your name and smile,

My scars itch,

But I am getting better.

I am starting to heal.

On topic of that ask by normanon aka me, your boyfriend also really is a toxic person to others except you

How should you know? My ex boyfriend (you obviously don't keep up) was kind to me and taught me a lot, I appreciate meeting him and he isn't toxic, he is actually still pretty cool.

But yeah, whatever???

Why do i fight for you?

For us?

Is this my mind playing tricks,

Or is this love?

This isn’t how love,

Seemed like in the movies.

I don’t think I did something wrong.

Yet I’m the one who has

To take the blame.

The blame, the guilt

Yet I still love you.

hot girls text their ex 🤭

I hate seeing my ex happy, like you put me through hell and you get to be happy? no.. i’ll always make sure he’s unhappy LMFAOOOO