I Hate Summer - Tumblr Posts
Being a little too cold: brrrr i’m a little too cold !!!
Being a little too warm: i am going to kill the next person who makes eye contact with me.
Me, a pale person existing in the summer:
The sun: That’s some nice pale skin you have there! Would be a shame if someone were to
Also the sun: Burn it
If you couldn’t tell, I loathe summer and I love fall. I love cold weather, big scarves, and hot cocoa. And pumpkin pie. I need to make a pumpkin pie at some point ^^
slight exaggeration for comedic affect
it’s just so much of my body that I’m constantly uncomfortable/in pain, cannot wear any of my own clothes (I mainly wear black and giant hoodies) and cannot function as well as usual (which already isn’t great, I need help to do a lot of relatively simple things)
Also skin conditions run in my family, so the heat rash awoke my eczema from its brief hibernation
So many southerners are gonna make fun of me but
I f**king hate summer
The flowers? Love. Green trees? Love. The gentle heat of the sun? Hell yeah.
But noooo I'm here up NORTH in WASHINGTON. THE RAINY BlTCH STATE. The grass is dead and brown and all the flowers are already shriveled in the heat (except the exotic species those are thriving). The fruit trees are producing wonderfully all through town but I can't walk to any of them because I get lightheaded and nauseous when out for more than half an hour.
It's only 30°c out here, but the thermometer easily caps out in the sun. That same sun I was just walking under for an hour and a half and now I want to collapse.
I miss winter. The snow is beautiful, and that sharp sting of the cold burns but at the same time it feels so good. You can freeze your room by leaving the windows open and then bundle up under a cocoon of blankets without overheating and watch a movie while everything outside is icy. Walking in a snowy forest at night is ethereal, and you feel like a spirit. Walking in the forest at night in summer and you'll be tripping over trash while trying to avoid people and not get stabbed.
Lamenting rant over I needed to get this out of my system while I cooled down.
Me, walking into the store looking for pumpkin candles and apple cider when it's still July and a child is melted to the sidewalk outside:
Omfg I forgot to continue writing my Fangan kdal;fjdkl;ajfkdj
I don't even know if I like the first chapter anymore T^T Maybe I should just rewrite it frfr, that seems better then working with what I already have. But also like- Idk if I have the motivation for my fangan right now.
Do I even what to write? Uuuugh
Not to mention all the aus I have for countless of other stuff that I haven't touched in forever. Idk, maybe I should just start something new to watch/play and avoid fandom stuff for a while. At least until school picks back up and what not
Because like- I'm so bored and unmotivated man, all my hyperfixations die of within a week at most and it's so sad because I LIKED that new hyperfixation, like wtf?
Maybe I should go to bed, it's 1am lol
I need fall to hurry up and get here
My mother takes such good care of me, even from all the way across the country.
Summer is hell.
It’s too hot, my sensory issues are worst because of this so I barely eat and I’m even more tired.
Also I’m currently sleeping the day and staying awake at night to tolerate this a little more.
Can’t go on the computer that much too.
I really hope the weather will cool down in not too long...
It’s raining right now and I’m soooo happy ☆*:.｡.o(≧▽≦)o.｡.:*☆ I love rain ! July was hell but this month seems to be way better with a lot of rain !
Rain is great.
[Me, while gesturing vaguely at the whole of outside, at what most people would call a Lovely Summer’s DayTM ]
“LONDON IS AT THE SAME LATITUDE AS CALGARY, KIEV AND IRKUTSK FFS I SHOULD NOT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS SHIT!”