I Have Adhd - Tumblr Posts
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I am so out of the loop for Redacted Audio, somebody catch me up
every once in a while i learn some wild new piece of information that explains years of behavior and reminds me that i will never truly understand everything about my ridiculous adhd brain
I never actually set a timer when I cook, I determine when the food is done purely based off vibes
The cycle of turning off your wifi because it’s taking too long to load so you rely on data and then getting back into a reliable wifi zone and 2 hours in wondering why you’re not connecting to your house router
Took my meds for the first time in a couple weeks and my head hurts.
I think I experienced ADHD paralysis for the first time. Started with wanting to make ice to I got the ice trays but the counter was cluttered so I moved the dishes out of the way to the dishwasher then I saw there wasn't much needed to fill the washer so I put more dishes in the dishwasher to fill it but grabbing a dish I notice the grease jar so I move it under the sink but then I notice they're full so I put them in triple grocery bags to put outside then I finish the dishwasher and close it then move to do ice and when that's done I put them in the freezer then go to my living room to finish writing something I thought of for one of the fics I'm writing and I've suddenly got really focused and ended up writing half of the fic and then I'm getting a text asking if I can make the sender a sandwich and suddenly I just felt overwhelmed and stuck.
I want to finish this fic but I also want to get back to the kitchen but now the kitchen doesn't sound all that fun to clean anymore and I don't want to make this sandwich, I just want to say no, but the sender isn't feeling well so saying no will make me feel bad so I move to the kitchen but then I feel stuck again and sit down in the kitchen just think and suddenly I want a hoodie, I want confinement, but something mentally is stopping me from going upstairs to get a hoodie so I just sit in the kitchen and it's been a couple minutes since I was asked to make a sandwich and I'm just stuck in the chair and suddenly I want to just curl up in my bed in my covers but there's that mental block again and suddenly I'm crying, why and I crying? I feel like I'll be in trouble for not wanting to make a stupid sandwich then I hear someone come downstairs and I go to hide in the bathroom and instead of just explaining how I'm feeling I'm hiding and crying because I'm fucking paralyzed just for being asked to make a sandwich.
My mom then asks if I'm alright and I lie. She asks why I sound like I'm crying and I lie. I lie because for some reason I feel like I'm in trouble for not wanting to do this one thing.
I've never felt this mentally stuck before and it was genuinely weird because what the fuck, why can't I do this and I realize that my meds are bringing out bits of my thoughts that I never have when I was off my meds because it's not that I can't do it, I can make a sandwich, it's that I can't do it. My brain isn't letting me because of all the other stuff going on.
Now I remember why I'd sometimes skip taking my meds in school.
put in the tags:
whether you are neurodivergent (or starting to consider the possibility)
your exact score
anything you hate that wasn't on here
and the number one food you Will Not Eat.
Random Barret doodle?
Why yes, yes it is.
Random Barret doodle?
Why yes, yes it is.
Random Barret doodle?
Why yes, yes it is.
Mf I don’t need thoughts and prayers I need basic problem solving skills and mental health
why do i always feel the need to explain/justify myself to myself?
like when i’m talking to myself and i say something that’s controversial, fsr i feel the need to explain it to the non-existent person in front of me so they don’t misunderstand my words…
is this normal, or am i just crazy?
What I lack in common sense I make up for with pure, unrestrained golden retriever energy.
"Wow, adderall is like a drug"
Genuine thought to myself after getting all my assignments done
Bro I hate it here, why does my boy keep getting sidelined like this?!
"Who's Hotter?" Walking Red Flags
Did this for fun a while ago.
Tag urself, I’m top middle.