I Love Him Dearly - Tumblr Posts
hehehe even more glammike
colored version
I still haven’t decided what bits to draw him with
Here’s a merperson oc, his name is Bait and he’s a shark that I can’t find the name of that I saw at an aquarium
Doctor Rosch doodle dump time!!!!
We have the king of fun mental breakdowns himself:
A Friday night:
And a little head-shot (non violent kind):
And a little gore-esque gif crumb:
look at this dUDE
It's dangerous to go alone! Take this
OH! Thank you very much! *gently holds birb*
OMGGG MALLEUS BIRTHDAY
Dungeon Meshi - Kabru the Charmer
Mickbell had a point
Actually, as a queer person, Edwin Payne is so important to me. Him experiencing such harsh bullying he quite literally dies for it, because he is gay. His time in Hell, partially spent thinking he deserves to be there because of who he is, and enduring, until he realizes "there is nothing I could have warrant this much suffering for simply existing" and then getting himself out of there.
How that's such a powerful metaphor. How you have to accept the fact that you don't deserve the pain for simply existing snd how the first time around, you have to get out of there on your own. You have ti get out and find a way to form connections again. To learn to trust people again and to trust them to accept you when you are ready to come out.
How his relationships with other queer people aren't perfect, because everyone has their own issues and a lot of the times, those clash when you first start dating. Cat King trying to keep him to himself, Monty wanting a fairytale and then ending up being someone Edwin didn't feel like he knows at all. And yet. They were all doing their best. I think it's even more powerful because Edwin realizes they were all doing their best.
When he talks to Simon is Hell and Simon asks: "Do you think it has to be torture? Being the way that we are?" And Edwin's resolute: "Listen to me. It does not. If you punish yourself, eveywhere becomes Hell"
At this point, Edwin's endeavors with men have ended quite disastrously. Monty betrayed him, and his last meeting with the Cat King in the forest ended om very rough terms too. He didn't even confess to Charles at this point, so there is a very real fear of him ruining their friendship with his feelings.
And yet, Edwin doesn't say it's torture. Doesn't say it's messy and painful and confusing or that he regrets it. Because yes, opening yourself up to affection, both that of others and giving your own away, is always going to be difficult and messy. But Edwin owns it. He is basically saying "I don't regret it. I have loved/liked/had affections for people and they gave me the same in return and it wasn't perfect, but I wouldn't take it back".
Also him being a late bloomer as compared to Charles and Crystal, the way queer people so often don't experience romance until later in life, because we take time to not only figure ourselves out, but also to be in a position where it is safe for us to love someone in that way.
Just!!! Edwin Payne is such an amazing representation and he means sm to me
Yknow what BSD is really missing,, a spin off starring my boy Karl !! solving crimes !!
Look at him,,, best detective in Yokohama
Sanji talking about the All Blue.
"so, mr. black leg, how do you manage to smoke 3 packs a day and keep so fit?"
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Nyx is here again! It's been a while since I drew him in full armor.
Commissioned by @garbria
Art by me
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Commissions are still open!
ACT 1 // CHAPTER 1: Heart
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