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2 years ago

Thinking about jinx keeping her hair long so she knows time has passed since vi left. Time feels so slow and so quick at the same time, she needs to look behind her and see the inches of blue that dangle from her scalp and remember the length they used to be kept at. Because Vis job was cutting and braiding her hair, clipping her bangs and now that shes gone she watches it grow, and grow, and grow under her absence.


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There's a lot that could be said, but the main thing is just study those cultures and try to make your character real. A flawed human being that isn't perfect, but that tries to live their lives anyway.

Do you agree that non-poc people shouldn't draw pov characters

No. If a non-poc draws a poc correctly, takes advice from poc artists, and does so with good faith/intentions it shouldn't matter.

Poc need good representation. If done correctly it shouldn't matter who did it.


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11 months ago

Is it like, normal to be able to keep your shit together while being in crowded places, but afterwards being so exhausted that you literally can't do anything? Like you fall into bed and are not able to get up for hours??? All you can do is scroll on your phone, bc concentrating on anything or doing anything else is IMPOSSIBLE???


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1 year ago

James and Regulus meeting when they both get trapped in an elevator. Over the course of 3 hours, James calms Regulus from a panic attack, Regulus calms James from a panic attack, they pace around, play ice breakers, etc etc and finally kiss but they both eventually get cell service back and find out both of their emergency calls are to Sirius and realize who the other is


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1 year ago

alright HI youre the only person ive seen be into homestuck AND mha and ive been talkijng about it with some of my friends so i want to inquire your thoughts on the matter too

if he was a troll. WOULD dabi be a purpleblood

omg i love you so much for asking this

i think, yes. Dabi would most likely be a purple blood!

I think Dabi's story doesn't work too well with him as a troll since trolls sort of live solo and the creation of 'dabi' is entirely dependent on his family. So Touya would have to be raised on stories about his ancestor (endeavor) . but if it were to work, I think Touya would be told about some grand highblood that he wants to fill the role of but he has some sort of mutation so his birthright is stolen from him. He'd be rejected as what he thought was supposed to be his and find out someone else (shoto) would have to be given the role inheriting that grand highblood title. Touya would hurt himself trying to become the highblood and become Dabi. And dabi as a troll would wear grey/black and hide his blood color entirely until his big reveal and he'd probably kill a bunch of ppl or smth. But yeah this is just my first thought!!


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3 years ago

the fact that dani was the first person jamie was shown to b nice to rly speaks volumes ok bc jamie is a prick, he’s a prick bc he’s young and arrogant but he’s also a prick as a defence mechanism, when u grow up expecting abuse it’s easy to set traps for people later in ur life to fall into so they give u a reason to leave them before they leave or hurt u; jamie is a prick and when people act like pricks back to him it just means he gets off the hook on being better BUT dani is so nice to jamie, like relentlessly nice that i think it was a shock to jamie’s system and he has no choice but to want to b nice to dani bc he’s not falling into the trap jamie’s set for him and for everyone else in his life, instead he’s throwing kindness back in jamie’s face and reminding him that that’s what he rly wants


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1 year ago

"Akutagawa isn't obsessed with dazai" no. You're wrong. He IS obsessed, just not in the quirky romanticized way people might think. Akutagawa is mentally unstable and he actively hates dazai, but he needs his approval. Craves it. Desires it with almost every inch of his being. He wants to kill dazai, but his obsession with him overrides most other thoughts about it. Dazai is still bad to akutagawa, saying that he's dangling approval just above Akutagawa's head. He knows akutagawa is obsessive, and he uses it.

Akutagawa being an obsessive person is something that should be talked about more. In og bsd, he's obsessed with dazais approval, in beast he's obsessed with getting his sister back iirc, ect

Akutagawa's obsessive behaviors isn't just in og bsd, it's in alternative universes as well. How he acts when it comes to this isnt just dazais doing.

To me he kinda acts like a dog. A dog that has been trained his whole life to bite. It's what he knows best. He bites at enemies. He bites at those who betray. He bites at those who attack the one he calls an owner of sorts, if that makes sense

There's a chance he doesn't even realize that this isn't normal. He might think that everyone has N "owner" of sorts that they must be the guard dog for. Everyone is wired to fight for the one they consider an "owner"

(i don't know if this makes sense im tired and it's three am so let me know if it does)


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1 year ago

"Akutagawa isn't obsessed with dazai" no. You're wrong. He IS obsessed, just not in the quirky romanticized way people might think. Akutagawa is mentally unstable and he actively hates dazai, but he needs his approval. Craves it. Desires it with almost every inch of his being. He wants to kill dazai, but his obsession with him overrides most other thoughts about it. Dazai is still bad to akutagawa, saying that he's dangling approval just above Akutagawa's head. He knows akutagawa is obsessive, and he uses it.

Akutagawa being an obsessive person is something that should be talked about more. In og bsd, he's obsessed with dazais approval, in beast he's obsessed with getting his sister back iirc, ect

Akutagawa's obsessive behaviors isn't just in og bsd, it's in alternative universes as well. How he acts when it comes to this isnt just dazais doing.

To me he kinda acts like a dog. A dog that has been trained his whole life to bite. It's what he knows best. He bites at enemies. He bites at those who betray. He bites at those who attack the one he calls an owner of sorts, if that makes sense

There's a chance he doesn't even realize that this isn't normal. He might think that everyone has N "owner" of sorts that they must be the guard dog for. Everyone is wired to fight for the one they consider an "owner"

(i don't know if this makes sense im tired and it's three am so let me know if it does)


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2 years ago

listen idk i feel like the whole 'white passing' poc thing is just. its weird ok? it erases the person's identity, and even if they are mixed they're still a poc.

ive been told im white passing and yet i still had to put up with racism in fucking elementary school. some kids would make fun of mandarin in front of me, and one even told me i'd be his gardener one day. i was too young to understand what he meant.

even if someone seems white passing they can still undergo racism. distancing a poc from their identity and invalidating their struggles does nothing but divide a community.


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1 year ago

Why is no one talking about this

DOOMSDAY BY LIZZY MCALPHINE is THE doom at your service song 🎧 just look at the lyrics it just screams

Tak Dong-gyung and Myul Mang

Why Is No One Talking About This
Why Is No One Talking About This
Why Is No One Talking About This
Why Is No One Talking About This
Why Is No One Talking About This

Everything about it just screams doom at your service idk am I delulu or

Why Is No One Talking About This

And this like she would have married him if he stayed is just 🤌🏼✨


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1 year ago

RULES <3

ok so. firstly this is a new list because i've been having some feelings about it recently and felt like for my *health* and *wellbeing* or whatever i should probably set some boundaries.

first things first, i won't be writing smut. i tried it once and it was okay but i've decided that i just am not comfortable with it. i absolutely read and support all u fantastic smut writers but this is just not for me to put into words, it does not spark joy for me, it is not my passion, etc etc. i'll do suggestive, but smut and i are parting ways for the foreseeable future. so no smut asks <3 which means that most everything i post from here on out is going to be sfw! yay! (my only smut is in part 4 of my mingyu long fic if you wanted to read my feeble attempt. i am nothing if not a shameless self-promoter.)

i'm also sticking to the "no member x member" rule i had before. got a lot of feelings and opinions about this one, which i will not share bc i know i'm gonna get hate for it, but it's just not for me, i will not do it, it's not happening. and please do not message me privately about your real-life ships.

thirdly: if you are homophobic, transphobic, racist, misogynistic, genocidal, or any other unacceptable behaviors on my page, please leave. you will not enjoy being here anyway.

and finally, if you have criticism for me, i am genuinely open to things that will make me a better writer and a better person. i'm committed to being more inclusive in my writing, owning up to my mistakes, and growing in both my passion/talent and my empathy. but, like everyone else here, i do this for fun, for free. i literally beg you guys to take it easy on me. i am a human being trying her best to survive here (and if we're being honest, it's not going great! i have been very depressed! and in a very dark place! extremely recently!) so if you want to criticize, please think to yourself about the tone you use before you send it in. i am receptive! i promise i am! and it's not that i think i don't deserve/need the help! i am setting this boundary bc i am at the end of my rope and there's part of my experience here on tumblr that makes it better but then occasionally i get messages that make it so so so much worse. so just be careful. with everyone, not just me. everyone is struggling with something.

i hope this doesn't seem too unreasonable, i'm literally just trying to make this an easier time for me. i love you all (especially everyone who reads and reblogs and likes and comments, PLEASE talk to me more, i love having conversations with you), have an amazing new year, and look forward to more writings from your dear jo in the future <3


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10 months ago

i feel things too deeply, my emotions always feel too overwhelming. why does my heart ache thinking about what could be going on in someone’s head


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2 years ago

Thinking abt “I pray the tomb is shut forever” bc Harrow dedicated her entire life and everything that she is to the ninth house and being the reverend daughter, already bc she’s the genocide baby, and then esp. when her parents offed themselves bc of her actions, leaving her (ft. Crux and idk others) the ruler of an entire planet (Pluto, population: like 30 ppl, no kids btw) and the prayer that represents the ninth house and all that it stands for she has to always recite “I pray the tomb is shut forever”. Bro is she the antichrist???


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1 year ago

I have finally stopped hating myself for others’ not feeling the way I wish they’d feel about me

(Idk if this makes sense lol)


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1 year ago

Random drawing of Me and Simon in Adventure Time design

Random Drawing Of Me And Simon In Adventure Time Design

(as in simon I mean Ice King)


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10 months ago

A question for Fictionkins who are a specific character

I have been considering if I'm a specific character. I want to know about your process and how you figured out that you're a specific character. What questions did you ask yourself to figure it out? How did you feel about your kin? How exactly did you figure it out? TELL ME EVERYTHING /gen /srs

I share a couple traits with the character I'm considering. I also have a friendgroup who occasionally calls me by his name because we met on Roblox and I had an avatar of him when we first met. It makes me happy to be called by his name. It makes me happy to be perceived as him.


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1 year ago

after seeing episode 2 and aziraphale calling himself a "demon" it kind of highlights how crowley calling him "angel" isn't just a factual statement but almost an affirmation, acting as a means to comfort and affirm aziraphale's goodness whenever he goes against god's will


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are you ever so obsessed with something that when you think about it you get the intense urge to just like. bite something really hard about it.

or is that just me


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