Lonliness - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
to have a home.
I long to be middle-aged
To do taxes and dishes and laundry
And a house to call my own
To paint and ornament and inhabit
To plant and sow the seeds necessary for it to blossom
Blossom into a home
Where i'd never be a stranger
And i'd always have someone to sit with as i'd eat my lunch
03.11.24
-lauren a.p

“Loneliness “
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. Art by: @amir_foo
Renard the sea fox
Part 1: 🦊🎨
In a vibrant underwater world, Renard (or Ren for short), the sea fox, is born into a family of legendary artists. Despite having no limbs, he dreams of creating masterpieces. But his attempts to paint with his tail and teeth are met with laughter and mockery. Feeling defeated, Ren abandons his dreams, just like everyone abandoned him. 💔
When the feeling comes back, the feeling of loneliness, of knowing that no one will come, even the once that say they care don't go out of their way to visit..
I see the raindrops fall to the ground and I think to myself " I do not belong here, I belong to the wilderness"
"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible."
Carl Gustav Jung


"Sometimes....." (ft. Ink Jester)
"Sometimes I just sit down and listen to my memories-mories play, sometimes I wished-shed the voices-ces would stop echoing, but a glimpse-pse of my work of art is what gives me hope-pe" -signed I.J

Graveyards are so peaceful. I love to walk and meditate there.
Two different graveyards, different countries (left one - in Russia, right one - in England),
Such a different soul state and different pain.
But always longing for peace.
And to be able to hear the voice of the Spirit.
Beyond the threshold.


how long will it take me to find people that make me feel whole again, to find someone that loves me for all i am??