Myself First - Tumblr Posts

I cant hate myself,no I cant it's not a choice but the only option.when people around are hating me, I cant

How can I hate these arms who despite been detangled hold me at night and keep me warm,who Pat's my hair when their aren't smooth.

How can hate hate these fingers to undergo all tortures when I am feeling anxious,who feels so deliciously warm after holding a cup of tea,who never hesitate to squish a newborn's cheek 'cause they are squishy, who despite me falling apart hold me together and warms me, who unconsciously tries to make me smile every morning in front of mirror, who tries and tries and fail to wipe my salty tears; I just hope they doesn't hurt the cuts on hand I made in morning.

How can I hate this body,this face,this whole ; even when I picked it,kicked and screamed to get away from me it was there like air and I can breathe a little more with ease every night..