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i missed my wife

Just randomly typed “I haven’t cried over mystic messenger” because I really haven’t but…did you just… Is this suppose to be a threat?

My feeling rn. Gosh god help me to save my feels.

I've had a lot of tests lately, but here's a sweet boy

(Read the comic from left to right)

Tw self harm.

It's about acceptance, not self-harm. Don't be self-conscious, and if you feel you need help, see a doctor. People say that "self-harm will make you feel better", but consulting a professional will help you better.

Take care of yourself, you are beautiful, your life is precious even if you don't feel like it right now.

(zoom in to see the details. I still can't stop praising Tumblr for high resolution photos!)

(Tw for dangerous actions as putting a sticker on Vendy was very risky 🤭)

oh, the holidays are over

Saeran is sad, but let's hope that his ray of sunshine MC will come and fix it

"brother..?"

Baby

a bit of Yoosung!

Shrimpyoung Choi lololol

✨HAPPY SEVENTH ANNIVERSARY✨

Heyo! I don't really often write any long posts and I don't know where to start, really. But this time I'm writing on a special occasion, Mystic messenger is now 7 years old now!

Well, first of all let me congratulate both the fans and Cheritz who gave us this wonderful game. Together we've been through meme moments, creative & traumatic moments, and we also overcame the rumour that the game would be taken off the Google play/Appstore and removed (really, do you guys know how much that scared the fandom? If anything, I think we're all looking forward to at least the 10th anniversary, and hopefully the subsequent ones if possible. Either way, prosperity to Cheritz! Thanks for surprising us all these 7 years with new artwork and more content. I just can't help but congratulate them because I'm sure that a lot of work has been done during these 7 years).

Secondly my first question after the whole 7 year anniversary thing beong announced was "how long have I been asleep?". Like yes, I've been in the fandom for probably about three years (because I remember that I caught out of all the existing anniversary screensavers only the one with cups, who remembers, remembers, and who knows, knows), but I am pleased and pleasantly surprised by the fact that the guys continue to release some content after 7 years!!!! (by the way, I like the style of the new artist, so native, so canonical, in my opinion (P.S. I love all the artists who drew screensavers and all the rest of the artwork in the game, I just could not help but note the work of the new artist, they are very cosy in my opinion).

Thirdly, look who decided to participate in an event from Cheritz for the first time ever (first time in 7 years. I've actually made attempts to participate, but you know my boneheadedness (you probably don't, because like I said, I don't write long posts often) and inability to catch up and post everything in time)? I did, of course. But I didn't find in their tumblr post the template they mentioned (I just don't use twitter (it doesn't work in my country and surprisingly it doesn't work with a VPN either), maybe the template is there), nor information about whether I should post my email or account info here... Just in case I suddenly get lucky....

Oh well, what else can I say in conclusion? I present to you Saeyoung (crying, from happiness of course) and MC in her wedding look (lol, I look similar to her in real life (I even have a meme on this topic that I'll probably post later), so I guess you could say I'm killing two birds with one stone (proverbial, no killing)). I'm glad that I was finally able to accurately portray 707 the way I imagine him in my head.

And I congratulate all of us once again on the anniversary (and on the party theme, which if not everyone, then every third person was looking forward to, I believe ;) ).

Multifandom Wallpaper

I tried finding the artists so I can credit them but unfortunately it doesn’t show up whenever I reverse image searched them. (Please tell me if ever you know an artist here)

Anyways, this multifandom edit consists of Harry Potter, Undertale (and other RPGs), Your Name, AOT, Kimetsu no Yaiba and other Anime. (I do hope you can spot them all!)

You can go to @flowerlyjaded for the original image (and I’ll post the better quality mobile wallpaper there too)

Link: https://flowerlyjaded.tumblr.com/post/614571293909663744/multi-fandom-edit

Feel free to download and please do heart and reblog if so

<Saeyoung3

707 cough... Saeyoung is so handsome that I had to draw him, it took me like 10+ hours and the results are great imo

mysme fandom isn't dead... right? 😿😿

I make boring backgrounds , i will get better at it

Ig 𖹭 | Cara | Pinterest ⚝

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Words cannot describe how happy this makes me

Omg I can finally talk to somebody about my love for mysme g/t!!! Anyways, I had a dream one time that I was a borrower living in Seven's bunker, but I woke up the moment I got discovered. I would've loved to continue that dream, though. So what do you think would happen after Seven discovers a borrower?

SORRY THIS TOOK MONTHS TO RESPOND TO, I DON'T REALLY HAVE A REASON OR EXCUSE BEHIND IT KHNGJH

This is a very good question though, because I can see it going in a few different ways. Let me see if I can sort them out coherently (no promises)

Discovering a borrower in his house would be alarming. Not only because holy shit a tiny person , but also because of his line of work. Who knows who this person is or if they're working for anyone.

I can imagine Luciel and the borrower holding eye contact for an extended period of time, both either running through what they could do about this situation in their heads or their minds going completely blank. As the trope goes, the tiny would make the first move. Trying to run, using the mess that is 707's house to make their escape, but unfortunately the redhead would be more than capable of cornering them and/or grabbing them in his hands.

Holding this person in an iron-fist, he'd probably look the borrower over inquisitively, trying to sus them out.. but, assuming they(or, I suppose, you in this case) are innocent, he wouldn't be able to find anything suspicious.

This would call for heavy silence, the borrower frozen in fear or struggling, and Seven keeping a firm grip while waiting for them (and himself) to calm down.

Then you'd get a very awkward conversational exchange, introducing names, asking what the borrower is doing there.. but if they plan to stay, Seven would either set down ground rules or completely deny them (he can't risk anything regarding his work getting out, even if you do seem innocent).

Regardless, there's potential for them(or the both of you) to bond, it would just take time! And I can easily see angst in the future of this concept too.

(small bonus)

But, but but but! If he finds a borrower at someone else's house or on the streets, that's a bit of a different story. Less anxiety-fueled accidental aggression, I'd say. Probably just curiosity?? Following them/chasing them, being his goofy self upon introductions... YEA!

Sorry if this isn't to your satisfaction, I'm relatively new to posting/doing G/T stories/concepts

MC 3

“I think I breathe weird”

WORD COUNT: 187

WARNINGS/TAGS?: comfort, fluff, x g/n reader

KC NOTE: We’ve finally succeeded at life gang, I’m finally getting the rfa vip package. And in honor of that I’ve decided to give you guys this. I rarely write stuff like this, so please accept that this it won’t be too good!! I just hope it makes a little sense??? T-T

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“Sometimes I wish I didn’t breathe,” the redhead sighs beside me.

I try turning my head slightly, not wanting to move it too much from his shoulder. “What? Why?” I ask. As he goes to grab my free hand, drawing hearts on my palm as he speaks.

“I think I just breathe weird, lol,” Luciel replies, his voice monotone.

“Anyways, it’s not that deep, so don’t try to look into it, lol.”

“Well, whatever you mean by that, Lucy, I like to think you breathe just fine.” I turn my body fully to him, making sure to look at him. Those golden eyes shinning as they usually do. “Actually, I really like your breath. Well, like I want you to continue to breathe. I think if anyone deserves the air they breathe. Well it should be you seven.”

He chuckles before looking up at me again. “You know, you’re way too cute for your own good.”

He takes a quick deep breath before pulling me closer. “Anyways, thank you, babe.” He places a small kiss on my forehead “I really want you to continue breathing as well.”

RFA with MC that secretly work at a maid cafe

>.> fun fact this list is also in order of how much i like the RFA members i love them all but i haven't played through jaehees and Zens route yet so i dont have the same connection with them (I’m currently playing Zen’s route though) 

JUMIN

·        He only found out when driver kim accidentally mentioned picking you up after work

·        “work? My wife doesn’t need to work.”

·        Driver kim paled before mumbling about how you had asked him to keep it a secret

·        “is she there now? Take me there. Have assistant Kang reschedule my appointment.”

·        Jumin was surprised when Driver Kim pulled up in front of a small pastel pink and purple café.

·        he was even more surprised by all the waitress dressed in short maid dress

·        his blood ran cold at the idea of so many people’s eyes roaming over his wife’s figure in the short skirt and low cut top

·        “I need to speak with mc. Tell her, her husband is here.” He said sternly

·        When you rushed out of the back room to meet him he breathed a sigh of relief at your outfit

·        It was a far more traditional maid outfit, the ankle length skirt and high collar eased most of his worries

·        “jumin how did you, it was supposed to be a surprise”

·        “my love why did you hide this from me?” he asked opening his arms for you

·        She snuggled into his embrace “honestly? I wanted to buy you a gift with my own money. You get me so many nice gifts and I wanted to make you just as happy as you always make me”

·        “darling you don’t have to give me gifts to make me happy I just want to be able to come home to you every day, to feel you in my arms like this”

·        You giggled and stretched on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek

·        “may I also ask why you are the only one in this type of costume? Of course I am glad for its more modest style.”

·        You laughed at his concern “well I’m the manager so I wear the ‘Head Maid’ costume. My friend owns the café and offered me the position I wasn’t going to accept but I thought if it was this outfit and not the, um other one it would be okay.”

·        Your voice dropped to a whisper only he could hear as you said “I didn’t want anyone but you to see me in an outfit like those, you know”

·        You could only barely make out the blush that tinted Jumins cheeks

·        His eyes though were fierce and hungry

·        You worried you might come home to a new outfit and an impatient Jumin that night

·        It was three new outfits. ;)

 Yoosung

·        One of his friends suggested they go

·        He agreed since you had work and his finals where over

·        Just being in there had his face red

·        So when he saw you the poor boy nearly burst into flames

·        When you saw him your eyes went wide and your face burned and it was the first time you actually worried about if you looked okay in your uniform.

·        He saw you recognize him

·        Saw your face fill with color and you grab your skirt to pull it down before you turned tail and hid in the back

·        He ran after you despite the employees trying to stop him

·        You were locked in the employee restroom

·        “MC?” he called gently “MC I know it you why are you hiding?”

·        The other employees aren’t sure if they should stop him they knew he was your boyfriend and he didn’t seem angry so they decided to let you two work it out (with only minimal eavesdropping)

·        “its embarrassing” you called through the door your voice muffled

·        “but if, if you worked here why would you be embarrassed now?” he asked confused

·        “because, you saw me. I don’t care if other people see me but, you, your different?”

·        “why?”

·        “because I like you of course!” you shout as you throw open the door frustrated by his naivety

·        His cheeks turned red again and he pulled you into his arms

·        “I, I can’t concentrate when I see you dressed like that” he stutters into your hair.

·        You can’t help but giggle at the fact that he was just as embarrassed as you where

·        “can you, um can you bring home your uniform tonight?”

·        Your burst out laughing at that and he starts spluttering, trying to defend himself until finally you kiss him to shut him up

·        “I’m kind of jealous that everyone gets to see you wearing that” he mutters about a week later

·        “they get to see it on me but only you get to see it off me” you joked

·        Yoosung basically self-combusted at that

 Seyoung

·        There were no secrets from seyoung

·        He knew, sometimes he watched your works CCTV to make sure no one tried anything, (he knew maid cafes sometimes attracted less than honorable client)

·        So when someone grabbed you at work he saw and immediately picked you up

·        The next day you notice a very familiar red haired new employee named “mary”

·        Every time a customer flirts with “mary” you have to force yourself not to laugh

·        Until the man that had grabbed you walks in you freeze

·        So does “Mary” but her stair is far more cold than your shaken one

·        “mary” insists on serving him

·        “she” flirts with him the whole time.

·        Until he pulls her into his lap the way he tried to do with you

·        Then “she” leans in to whisper in his ear and you see his face go pale

·        You’re not too sure what exactly happened next

·        You know there was a punch thrown

·        A table knocked over

·        And the guy was on the ground while his friend made their escape

·        “mary” claimed self-defense but still lost the job

·        You quit and followed your hero out the door

·        Once in the car his wig was off and you couldn’t help throwing your arms around him and kissing him

·        Even if he was still dressed as a maid

·        You two did not make it all the way home before you forced him to pull over

·        How could you wait? He had saved you

·        And skirts gave you both such easy access *hard wink*

 Jaehee

·        You came home without changing one-day thinking Jaehee would still be finishing work in your own café

·        You were just finishing your last two weeks at your old job before working on you and Jaehees café full time

·        You sighed and immediately kicked your heels off inside the door

·        “MC?”

·        You froze

·        “what? Um is that your, uniform?” she asked

·        For lack of better words, you spread your hands lamely with a simple “yep”

·        “I have to admit it does look surprisingly nice one you”

·        You let out a breathy laugh “surprisingly”

·        “well I’ve never been a fan of the Maid motif so I never thought I’d enjoy dressing up like that”

·        “but I look nice” you pressed?

·        “yes very cute MC.” She chuckled

·        “aww you’re so sweet jaehee!” you smile and hug her

Zen

·        He found out on a run

·        He was trying a new route and saw you outside trying to draw in customers

·        He froze, his whole brain stopped working for a solid 30 seconds

·        Then he was on you, trying to cover you up (why didn’t he bring his jacket!)

·        “MC! What are you wearing?!? Don’t you know men are wolves!!!!”

·        He doesn’t want you to quit your job

·        He also doesn’t want you wearing that in front of other men

·        He is very conflicted

·        Idk I think he works out a lot to try to sort out his feeling on the matter

·        You conveniently don’t tell him that you had already put in your 2 weeks’ notice so you could focus on being his manager

·        He’s just to fun to tease

·        On the Bright side you get to keep the uniform and model it for him regularly

RFA minus jeahee (sorry) and quarantine dates & activities

so i did actually try to write jaehee but i haven't played her route yet and the poor girl is so swamped by work in all the other routes i don’t feel like i have actually gotten to know her so rather than wing it and do something wrong i might just add to this once i finish her route (i’m just starting zens now but her’s is next) anyway here you go. 

the RFA boys and how they pass the time in quarantine with MC (nsfw implied only)

Jumin

-        Wine

-        Candle light

-        He draws you both a bath

-        You massage his shoulders and he washes your hair

-        Y’all talk for a long time

-        You may or may not doze off while leaning back against his chest as he tells you about the new C&R program to help employees through quarantine

-        The next morning, he makes you pancakes and half way through breakfast you remember the cat safe pancake group from the last RFA party

-        You both spend the rest of the morning making pancakes for Elizabeth

-        You download an audio book to listen to while you knit and he does his needle point

-        You two pause it frequently to comment on interesting facts

-        Its comfortable, its sweet, its … kinda boring after a while

-        Then his eye’s gleam and you start to get worried

-        3 hours and 1 cat outfit later y’all are both exhausted and definitely not bored anymore

Yoosung

-        He teaches you LOLOL and you show him your favorite games

-        Rom com marathon

-        Youtube & Netflix bingeing

-        Screen headaches ensue

-        Both of you lay on the floor in the dark because that helps

-        After a bit you suggest a different game and he groans at the thought of the bright screen

-        You laugh and pull out battle ship (look it glows in the dark!!)

-        Okay yeah that could work

-        He makes you breakfast, you make him dinner, Lunch is leftovers

-        You two share headphones and slow dance together it reminds you both of your first RFA party

-        You can’t help but lay your head on his shoulder and half sing half whisper the song against his neck, you just feel so safe and content in his arms

-        After a while you run out of games and have to make you own

-        Not all of them are PG13

Saeyoung

-        Y’all put on cute little karaoke shows (he may or may not save the CCTV footage)

-        you sing duets a lot you sing the male part while dressed as seven and vice versa

-        Quarantine bingo to see who (cleans, cooks, whatever chore needs to be done)

-        Who can embarrass who most in their work video call as time goes one more and more things get added to the forbidden list

-        Best prank war ever (until saeran gets caught in the middle and now everyone’s in trouble)

-        PARKOUR a la office style

-        He teaches you Arabic

-        Lots of naps on the couch while the news plays on TV

-        you convince seven to give you a standup routine

-        boy has showmanship and you can’t convince me otherwise

-        long drives to nowhere

-        DRESS UP!!

-        Y’all do each other’s makeup and nails

-        You never make it out of the bedroom when your dressed up though

Zen

-        Musicals galore, you two watch every musical in existence

-        You frequently pause to ask him to play a certain part or sing a certain song for you

-        He insists you play the love interest for those parts

-        When you shakily and nervously sing the love song duet the beast is unleashed

-        Relaxing Beauty treatments!

-        You help him make lots of encouraging videos for his fans

-        He shows you his workout routine (but you can’t concentrate)

-        you show how much you appreciate his workout routine

-        you try to do his strength training stuff he thinks watching you try so hard is cute

-        y’all play drinking games

-        he teaches you to dance

RFA (plus saeran) with an MC that leaves when she gets angry (don’t worry they all make up)

so this took me all day but i want to try writing something everyday so here ya’ll go let me know if y’all like it. also i just noticed how often i misspell the names and i ask for mercy i have dyslexia and i really am trying to catch these things.

Jumin

-        You two rarely argued but when you did it tended to bring out EVERYTHING past and present

-        You couldn’t even remember what exactly had sparked the argument

-        Something about not eating, or was it because you had worked yourself to exhaustion two days ago

-        Whatever the reason both of you were angry.

-        You knew he cared about you, knew that behind the anger was fear and love

-        That didn’t make his stern and angry voice more tolerable though

-        Didn’t soften his piercing gaze or ease your own frustration

-        “okay. I’m done fighting Jumin.” You say coldly cutting him off mid-sentence

-        “what” he asked looking for intents and purposes like you had slapped him across the face unexpectedly

-        “I’m done Jumin. I’m not doing this anymore. I’m going for a walk; I’ll be home by dinner.”

-        “your leaving me?” he asked cautiously afraid of the answer

-        “if I were leaving you I would have just left. I wouldn’t have told you I’d be back. I’m just, I’m done fighting.”

-        And with that, you were out the door.

-        3 hours later you hung your coat up in the penthouse entry way and met your husband at the dinner table

-        “I’m sorry” both of you said simultaneously

-        You put your hand up to quiet him as you see the question in his face before he can even ask

-        “I know I can’t just leave like that. It’s not good to just shut down a conversation like that. I just I hate fighting, I hate being angry and arguing. I’d rather simply not do it. You know?”

-        “better than you could imagine my love”

Yoosung

-        “I wasn’t flirting with him!

-        “he was flirting with you though!”

-        “I can’t control what he does yoosung”

-        “you could have walked away!”

-        “I was pay- no you know what. No” you put your hands up and turned to leave the kitchen where you too where arguing as you put away the groceries

-        “wait, we, we were talking” yoosung spluttered as you tugged your coat back on and grabbed your purse

-        “no yoosung you were talking, you were talking if you want you can keep talking, you’ll get just as far in the argument as you would if I were here so go ahead. Me I’m going to go get a drink at the cat café. I’ll call you when I’m on my way back”

-        Then you were gone. Door shut surprisingly gently behind you

-        And yoosung was left alone angry and confused

-        So he did what he always did when he needed to process emotions, he played LOLOL

-        You called on your way home just as you said you would but when he didn’t answer he couldn’t help the sigh that fell from your lips

-        “yoosungie? I’m sorry I bailed on you. You know I don’t deal with frustration well, but that’s no excuse. I shouldn’t have walked out like that. I’m on my home. See you soon puppy.” You mumbled into the phone as you left a voicemail

-        As soon as you walked through the door he was on you with the tightest hug you had ever felt

-        “MC! I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to make you leave I just I saw the guy at the store and the way he looked at you I guess I kind of freaked out”

-        You couldn’t help yourself, not when he was nuzzling his face into your hair and rubbing your back as he hugged you

-        “puppy!” You cooed pulling back to fluff his hair a bit “I love you” you laughed at the rising blush on his cheeks and kissed his nose

Saeyoung

-        You only fight when seven is closing himself off again. Most of the time when this happens you can usually simply love him through it

-        But every now and then you got frustrated. Frustrated that he still didn’t trust you frustrated that he still thought you were better off without him. After all this time everything you’ve been through he still doesn’t understand how much you love him

-        That what led to this fight. He was shutting you out again

-        “MC seriously I’m trying to work I don’t have tim-“

-        “saeyoung I’m leaving. I’ll be back, I don’t know later I guess I’ll take the routes with cameras so you don’t have to worry”

-        “what? MC you can’t just”

-        “I can. I am. See ya”

-        So you left before he could say anything else.

-        You took the CCTV covered routes and purposefully avoided looking at the cameras.

-        He called you a couple of times and you made sure he saw you see the call on your phone before you decline the call.

-        When you finally calm down you make your way home and find him at his computer.

-        You sit on the floor next to his chair and pull out your phone texting him a quick sorry message and telling him you’ll be right beside him whenever he finishes working.

-        After a while you feel his hand in your hair and you hum contentedly knowing that you two could get through this

-        Just like you had gotten through everything else

Zen

-        He hurt himself. Again. You had warned him that he was pushing himself to hard and he still pushed.

-        Now he was hurt and out of commission for 2 days and you had more work to do than ever.

-        You loved this man really you did, but between the upcoming RFA party, the new fan club coordination position you had taken up, and being his manager you were feeling frustrated and overwhelmed

-        So once he was settled in bed and safe you told him you had to run some errands

-        “ugh you were right jagi I’m sorry”

-        You damn right I was right

-        “listen to me.” You said coldly “I love you, but if you get up from that bed while I’m gone, I will throw the TV through that door and then post that video of you after you met Elly, swollen face and all.”

-        That shut him up fast. Looking at his mouth opening and closing as he looked for something to say almost made you feel bad. Almost.

-        “I’m just, I’m angry right now and I need some time to calm down. I love you but you have to give me a bit. I promise I’ll be back soon” you explained with a sigh.

-        And so here you were sitting on your laptop at local café and posting an update for Zen’s fan club.

-        It had only been 15 minutes but you already felt bad for leaving him alone. So you began to pack up. That was until you noticed a new message on your latest post.

-        The fans wanted to put together a collection for Zen’s injury. That actually gave you a good idea

-        30 minutes and 48 different emails later and you were ready, this would be perfect and you couldn’t wait to get back to your zenny

-        When you got home you were relieved to find zen asleep and not waiting up for you as you worried he might. You kissed his forehead and set to work connecting your laptop to the TV.

-        When he woke up you helped him to the couch and just before you showed him what you and his fans had put together you set of a camera

-        “jagi? What is all this?” he asked laughing a little at all the stuff you had set up

-        “trust me Zenny you’ll love it and so will they. I just know it”

-        You played a compilation of the videos the fans had sent you of them wishing Zen well and telling him how much they loved his work. Video fan mail would definitely lift his spirits.

-        Not to mention posting his reaction would make the fans happy.

Jaehee

-        Cake burned, coffee spilled, cat hair everywhere.

-        day ruined

-        You were dog tired and so done with today when an equally tired and grumpy jaehee stumbles from the cafes back office

-        “MC what, it’s a wreck in here!” she exclaims

-        “really? I hadn’t noticed.” You replied sardonically before sighing “I know I’m working on it right now.”

-        “no it’ll be faster if I do it you just go, go make dinner at home” you could hear the edge in her voice and couldn’t help but respond in kind

-        “You know I’m not the one who let the cat in right?” you almost spat

-        “I didn’t say you did MC.” She sighed rubbing her temples

-        It had all started about 2 hours ago when a child had let in a street cat to get it out of the deluge outside. The ensuing chaos led to shutting early and trying to desperately heard a scared and soaked cat outside into a slowly fading rainstorm.

-        Needless to say that the café you two had worked so hard for was currently in shambles.

-        “fine. Your right. It’s probably faster if you just go it alone.” You muttered before stalking out the door and into the rain.

-        You had only made it half a block before you felt the rain stop

-        But it hadn’t stopped. You looked around only to see jaehee holding an umbrella over your head

-        You couldn’t help the breathless laugh the left you

-        “I guess I wasn’t thinking when I left was I”

-        “I wasn’t thinking when I told you to leave. So we’re even.”

Saeran

-        you knew this wasn’t about you

-        it was about the new councilor, who had mentioned his mother

-        it was about seven doting over him about his medicine

-        it was about everything and everyone smothering him

-        so you told yourself again and again that this screaming wasn’t about you

-        you tried to be understanding and most of the fights ended with the catharsis of a tantrum and the comfort of a gentle hug

-        this was not most times

-        “I should have just left you at mint eye where you belong!”

-        You had worked so hard to support his recovery. You were used to insults, used to frustration

-        But he said this quietly, seething and dark and you were angry.

-        You felt your stare go icy and saw his eyes widen in surprise

-        You didn’t get angry often and he was always surprised when you did

-        “saeran. I’m leaving for a while. I’ll come back when I calm down”

-        “you can’t just leave”

-        “I couldn’t leave at mint eye but I can now” you spat without even looking back at him

-        “you wouldn’t dare!”

-        “I will be back when I calm down” you said slowly before finally walking out the door

-        He was furious, and with no one to point his anger at he paced his room.

-        As his anger faded he felt the all too familiar regret and guilt wash over him as he let himself fall backwards on his bed

-        You had been gone for quite a while and he wondered balefully if this would be the time you didn’t come back to him

-        It had to happen sooner or later after all

-        You had left nearly an hour ago and you could still feel the cold and icy grip of anger on your heart. You really had to do something, anything with this feeling.

-        you yelled. You raged and spat and cursed alone in the middle of the woods. Primal scream therapy, your mother had called it; cathartic your father had said. All you knew was you felt better and Saeran didn’t have to take the brunt of it.

-        When you returned you saw saeran laying on the bed and you cleared you throat as you stood in the door way. He sat up and eyed you in clear surprise

-        “your back” he said simply as though you hadn’t told him you would return.

-        You chided yourself when you remembered all the people in his life that HADNT returned

-        “it’ll take more than a raised voice a few mean words to get rid of me” you said making your way to sit next to him

-        “you just left.” He mumbled not meeting your eye’s

-        “I know. I shouldn’t have done that. I was very angry and I didn’t want to say something I’d regret. Next time I Promise to try to calm down here instead of leaving.”

-        “I don’t like when you leave”

-        “I don’t like leaving”

-        These quiet moments were few and far between, but you cherished them, they meant progress.