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I was really surprised by your quick and kind response, excuse the pause in my replies. Since you're alright with the topic I gave you, would that be okay if I asked you to write Toby, BEN and Clockwork with a npd!reader? Fem or gn, whichever you prefer
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(♡) Authors note; awh :,-) I'm sorry for the wait! I feel so nervous writing for disorders SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I DID SOMETHING WRONG PLEASE (also can you tell I love toby 🙁 my hcs for him are always longer than the others)
TOBY;
-So...where do I start.
-I really don't want to sound ignorant but I feel like this wouldn't age well with the Toby we all know and love.
-People with npd tend to feel the constant need to be important, respected and powerful.
- and he'd give you just that. It took him so long to finally open up and trust someone after everything that happened to him, no matter how much he tries to convince himself that he doesn't need anyone anymore because they'll just end up leaving like his mother and sister, he actually found a partner. And he's obsessed with them. There is no denying that.
- he genuinely believes that you're too good for him, unintentionally feeding your pride. And that's exactly what you want.
- and he gives it happily if it means staying with you.- yeah... Toby is a dog.
- he loves like a dog.
- even if he comes to terms in his mind that this isn't the healthiest relationship, and that you probably only stayed with him because he gave you his every bit of attention, feeding your pride and need to be the best, he'll always stay.
- sometimes his mood swings kick in. Talking back, throwing snarky remarks your way, perhaps even bringing up your tendencies to bring you down, crush the facade of confidence you've put up to hide the mess that you actually are.
- arguments with him are nasty but he always comes back sobbing desperately, poor guy thought you'd leave him forever. And the cycle repeats.
BEN;
-it isn't as angsty like Toby with BEN, he'd probably catch on pretty quickly. He'd just look for signs in how you act in your day-to-day life just to confirm the possibility of you having said disorder.
-since he spends most of his time on the internet he might as well do some research about the whole thing.
-it doesn't really bother him because ay, he finally got a partner. You won't catch him complaining EVER.
-sometimes has a 'what the fuck are you doing' moment because it's canon that BEN is a master manipulator, I can see him looking right through your manipulative tendencies. He doesn't play into your games, just kind of dismisses you.
-which might bruise your pride a little.
-but he does play in from time to time just so you'd stay.
CLOCKWORK;
-as much as I love Natalie...I really don't have any ideas for her.
-I can definitely see her getting annoyed at your antics every now and then but not enough to break up.
messy doodle of Nina with some head canons of mine because I am bored
She’s born and raised in New Jersey.
She exhibits signs of being a sociopath at the age of ten when she starts bullying kids on the playground in cruel ways. She starts acting out violently towards her younger brothers.
At age twelve in 2001 she lures a little girl out into the woods and kills her, says it was an accident, gets involuntary manslaughter and a stay at a juvenile psychiatric facility until it’s decided what to do with her.
She thrives in the environment, her manipulation skills growing as her violent fantasies do. She hears about a serial killer in Ohio, she thinks he sounds dreamy. She carves a smile into her face just like his. She outgrows this stupid crush by the time she’s 17, she thinks she’s so much cooler than he is anyways.
She continues to manipulate the staff, play nice, until at 21 they decide hey! She’s a good girl, set her free on probation. She escapes, and kills her first victim at a truckstop just a week after she flees her Probation officer. She meets another fucked up girl with a glass eye named Natalie, who shares her violent fantasy. Natalie carves a smile into her own face, so she can be just like her. They wreak havoc on New Jersey.
Nina’s kinda fun and deserves a fucked up reimagining. Make Creepypasta scary and gross I say
Natalie Ouellette headcanons to go with Nina
Lived with her dad and older brother in Canada, then moved to New Jersey when she was 15. Of course moving to a new state and a new school is hard for a teenage girl. She was always moody and violent, but as the abuse from her father got worse so did her outbursts at school.
She once stabbed a girl in the leg with a pencil. Deeply.
In one of her father's fits of alcoholic rage she was thrown into a coffee table, losing her eye at 12. She used to wear an eyepatch but switched to prosthetics as she got older.
HUGE anger issues.
She cant move away from her abusive father, even after graduating high school. She can't afford to go to art school. Her violent tendencies grow and grow as does her rage. She meets a girl with a glasgow smile who has a solution to her problems. She convinces Natalie to do the unthinkable.
With a dead father and brother she flees with Nina, and the two quickly fall head over heels for each other and their shared attraction for violence.
She has a faint french canadian accent. Is a huge butch, and is IN LOVE with her fucked up girlfriend.
I may write a short story with my versions of Natalie and Nina one day. but here's a quick sketch instead.
uh oh butch with a knife <3
Two Creepypasta charecter redesigns
The first one mccp
And the second Clockwork
"If you think I won't strangle someone to get the last piece of pizza, you're dead wrong."
~Clockwork
Clockwork headcanons?
Clockwork Headcanons (OLD)
Natalie is a very unique person, to say the least.
Before she turned into Clockwork, she was a sweet, quiet girl, but now? Psh, she will throw hands just because she feels like it.
If she has an opinion about something or someone, which, by the way, she most certainly does, she will not hesitate to let everyone know.
She doesn’t have a filter when it comes to words.
She is a very honest person, to the point it’s irritating.
She curses a lot.
Like, a lot.
She finds most people in the Manor to be annoying, so she doesn’t hang around with them unless she has to.
The only ones she can talk to without pulling her hair out is Jane, Sally, EJ, and sometimes Hoodie and Zero.
She is an impatient person, so anything or anyone she has to wait on is miserable and she starts mouthing off pretty quickly.
When she kills, she does so alone.
She is not a team player and finds she gets the job done more quickly when she’s going solo.
Of course, there are rare occasions she is teamed up with someone, and believe me when I say that neither of those people wants to be together.
She makes it absolute hell for the other person, even if that person is one of the more cooperative Creeps like Liu. They do not want to be around her during a mission.
Even though she eventually will shut up, she still is a very undependable partner when paired with someone, and refuses to be bossed around.
She will leave them the first chance she gets, and if they happen to get into some type of trouble, she bails without even thinking about it because she’s so used to working alone.
Sure, she may regret it after a few minutes of running, but there’s no way she’s going all the way back to help them.
They’re their own Creepypasta, after all. They can take care of themselves.
She’s 5′3.
Yeah, not very tall, but she’d still beat someone’s ass if they deserved it.
Her favorite hobby? Listening to Led Zeplin while she throws darts at her door that totally doesn’t have pictures of every other resident’s face glued to it.
She enjoys eating lemon pie, and her favorite drink is Pepsi.
Also watches Fail Army before she goes to sleep and laughs until she can’t breathe, especially if someone gets hit in the crotch or faceplants rather painfully.
She got herself blonde highlights and a dark green streak through her hair so she looks more “badass”.
Will immediately leave a room if someone pulls out cheese of any kind. She hates cheese, the smell alone makes her sick.
So she often got teased for this.
Mostly by Jeff and Zero.
But, Clockwork being Clockwork, retaliated with her fists or whatever was in her hands at the time.
They haven’t done it again since.
~Ａｇｅ Ｃｈａｒｔ~
Jeff the Killer: He’s two years older than his brother, and he was fifteen whenever he killed their father and took off with Liu, which makes him twenty-one now.
BEN Drowned: He’s fifteen, one of the youngest in Slender Manor.
Eyeless Jack: He’s immortal. He was only eighteen when he died, so technically he still is, at least in human form.
Kagekao: He was cursed from the time he was born, though he only stopped physically aging when he turned twenty.
Hoody: He’s twenty-five; old enough to be mature and make responsible decisions, yet young enough to be physically fit, which is the main reason he was made head proxy.
Masky/Tim: Only one year older than Brian, Tim is twenty-six.
Sally: She’s still a child, and will always be a child. Physically, she’s eight, but because of all the trauma she’s been exposed to at such a young age, she isn’t ignorant to the world’s horrors, making her seem mentally older than she actually is at times.
Ticci-Toby: He’s now twenty, which means he was seventeen when he was made a proxy.
X-Virus: Cody is sixteen. He was pretty young when he became a Creepypasta, being only twelve at the time.
Clockwork: Natalie is eighteen, even though she acts like she’s an angsty preteen.
Jane: Ironically, she’s the same age as Jeff, which she very much dislikes, because that means she can’t put up the argument that she’s older and therefore wiser. He can’t either, though.
Homicidal Liu: He was merely thirteen when Jeff snapped and they ran away from the law together, and that would make him nineteen now.
Sully: Since he’s a separate identity from Liu, he of course has his own age, origin, and appearance. He claims to be twenty-four years old.
Bloody Painter: He’s twenty-nine, though has the mindset of a very calm and sensible forty-year-old.
Zero: Alice was thirteen when Zero took over, now she’s kinda-sorta immortal? She ages one year in every five years, so if she was still a normal human, she’d be in her thirties, but she’s only seventeen.
Smile Dog: He’s pretty old, and is also immortal, being about forty years old. He looks like a nearly-grown puppy, though, despite his terrifying size.
Grinny Cat: Same as Smile; he’s immortal, and around a hundred years old.
Slenderman: He’s been around since earth was created. He’s definitely the oldest Creep to ever live.
Truth or Dare w/ the Creeps (OLD)
Y\N: Who wants to play Truth or Dare?
BEN: Sure.
Cody: Yeah, me, me!
Natalie: Eh, why the hell not.
Jeff: That game is for dumb kids.
Y\N: You’re right, Jeff. Which is why you need to play.
Jeff: Huffs and walks away
Liu: Count me in.
Y\N: Great! Clockwork, truth or dare?
Natalie: Dare.
Y\N: I dare you to kiss the floor.
Natalie: That is such a generic dare it’s comical.
Y\N: Or, ya know, you could always kiss someone...
Natalie: Hell no. Kisses the floor Blegh. When was the last time somebody washed this fucking thing?
Liu: If I remember correctly, you had mopping duty yesterday.
Natalie: Shut your mouth, you two-faced freak.
Sully: I’m not the one with a stopwatch in my fucking eye socket, now am I?
Natalie: Psh. At least I only have one identity.
Sully: I make Liu a whole lot more interesting. Come to think of it, you need another personality.
Y\N: Okay girls, you’re both pretty. Let’s continue the game, shall we?
Sully: Call me a girl again and you’ll regret it.
Natalie: Call me pretty again and I’ll shove a clock into your eye.
Cody: Not if I protect her.
Natalie: Okay. I’ll shove a clock into both of your eyes.
BEN: TRUTH OR DARE! Just say TRUTH OR DARE.
Natalie: Truth or dare... Sully.
Y\N, whispering: Oh this will be interesting.
Sully: Dare. Bring it on, tick-tock.
Natalie: Narrow eyes I dare you to go outside and get eaten by the Rake.
Sully: Ladies first.
Natalie: It wasn’t my dare.
Y\N: Okay Nat, the dares have to be non-lethal.
Natalie: This game has no rules.
Y\N: It does when you want someone to kill themselves.
Natalie: Who says?
Y\N: Yours truly.
Natalie: If I can’t send someone to their grave, I don’t wanna be a part of this.
Sully: Fine by me.
Natalie: Now if you noobs can survive without me, I have a murder to commit.
BEN: We can definitely survive without you.
Natalie: Fine, elf boy.
Y\N: Clock, don’t leave. We’re in the middle of a game!
Natalie: Ta-ta for now, losers. Walks away
Sully: Well now that we got rid of her... Doll, truth or dare?
Y\N: Are you talking to me?
BEN: I think he’s talking to you.
Y\N: Truth.
Sully: Who do you like most, me or Liu?
Y\N: That isn’t a fair question!
Sully: Just answer it.
Y\N: I like both of you the same amount!
Sully: No you don’t. I’m better.
Y\N: You both are annoying as hell. I have no more feelings for you than I do Liu.
Sully: Winks Okay, I’ll keep it between us.
Y\N: Rolls eyes BEN, truth or dare?
BEN: Dare. And make it saucy.
Y\N: ...
Y\N: Okay, go eat two spoonfuls of hot sauce.
BEN: Wait- not that kind of saucy!
Y\N: You should’ve specified.
BEN: Groans
BEN: Gets up and goes to the kitchen
After eating hot sauce
BEN: Internally screaming
Y\N: You okay there, BEN~?
BEN: I-I’m fine. Cody, truth or dare?
Cody: Dare!
BEN: I dare you to leave and not come back.
Cody: ...Oh.
Y\N: BEN. Pick someone else or give him another dare.
BEN: No. He has to complete the dare or he forfeits.
Y\N: Grabs Cody’s hand He isn’t leaving.
BEN: Why do you care so much, anyway?
Y\N: Because he is a part of this game and he will be treated as such.
Cody: Blushes
BEN: Fiiiine! If you’re gonna be so crazy about it. I dare you to stay still the whole rest of the game.
Cody: Okay. Y\N!
Y\N: Hm?
Cody: Truth or dare?
Y\N: Dare...
Cody: I dare you to sing Baby Got Back.
Y\N: Wut.
BEN: Giggles
Liu: Stares at you with a smirk
Y\N: You’re kidding me.
Cody: Nope!
Y\N: ...
Y\N: I... like big... butts and I cannot lie...
The boys: Snickers
Y\N: Cringes You other brothers can’t deny... that when a girl walks in with an... itty bitty waist and a round thing in your face... you get sprung... want to pull up tough...
BEN: STOP, stop, I can’t take it! Laughing hysterically
Y\N: Alright, shut it! Blushes
Sully: Never did I think I’d see the day when Y\N sung a song about loving a girl’s ass.
Y\N: Cody made me!
Cody: And it was so worth it! Snickers
BEN: Cody, bud, I may have underestimated you.
Y\N: Huffs indignantly Liu, truth or dare.
Liu: Stifles laughter Truth, please.
Y\N: Glares What’s your favorite game?
Sully: Taunting Jeffery and his ugly clown face.
Y\N: I asked Liu, Sully.
Liu: What, like board games, or...?
Y\N: Just overall.
Liu: Chess, probably... although I like Monopoly and Charades.
Y\N: Cool! Maybe we can play one of those next. And get some other residents involved...
BEN: Sounds good.
Sully: Not that psycho clock girl, right?
Y\N: She already left. I doubt she’d be willing to come back.
Sully: Well, you won’t catch me trying to convince her.
Y\N: I wouldn’t have expected to.
New Year’s Resolutions (OLD)
Jeff: Stop killing quite as many people. Maybe narrow it down to eight murders a week.
Liu: Get a stuffed koala bear that looks exactly like the one he had when he was a kid, and name her Kelly.
Sully: Find and insult Jeff at least 5 times a month.
Toby: Get his nightmares about Lyra under control.
Helen: Try out encaustic painting techniques.
Zero: Prank Kage without getting caught.
Jonathan: Dye his hair blond.
Kagekao: Prank Zero without drawing suspicion.
Cody: Find somebody who cares about him.
Natalie: Change up her wardrobe a bit.
Jane: Beat Sully at five or more chess matches in a row.
Brian: Try to convince Slenderman to give him fewer lethal (for other people) missions.
Tim: Become stronger mentally.
Sally: Save more children from abuse.
Jack: Hold off his cravings for as long as possible.
Candy Pop: Make as many hybrids as he can\Stop himself from making more hybrids.
Slenderman: He just wants to control and kill people.
Challenge: name 5 things Clockwork likes and 5 things she dislikes.
Five things Clockwork likes:
1- Graham crackers.
2- Chinchillas.
3- Horror video games.
4- Fail Army.
5- Paleontology.
Five things Clockwork dislikes:
1- Ventriloquist dummies.
2- Everything about Kagekao.
3- Naked mole rats.
4- Velvet cake.
5- Sexism.
Puppeteer Headcanons
The Puppeteer Headcanons
Jonathan is a unique fellow, to say the least, but I think everyone residing in Slender Manor is unique in some way or another.
He's the kinda guy that will steal someone's lunch but then spend the rest of his life denying that he ever did even when the evidence is right there in front of everyone.
He's not a prankster like Kagekao is, but he also isn't a stick-in-the-mud that doesn't know how to have fun, either. If the right opportunity presents itself, he will indeed have a good time.
His sense of humor is...questionable.
"What's red, small, and sits in a corner?"
Queue the looks of confusion.
"A baby chewing on a razor blade."
Like I said...it's questionable.
Surprisingly enough, he and Clockwork get along fairly well. They're both a fan of dark humor, are keen on people getting hurt as a result of their own stupidity, and adore making their housemate's lives as miserable as possible.
This can be done by either cracking crude jokes, starting fights just cause, and making fun of someone for the dumbest possible reasons.
Ones like Liu, Cody, and Toby have discovered insecurities that they never even knew they had before for these exact things.
For example, Liu now makes a big effort to pluck his nose hairs because they're "long and gross", Cody is now constantly on-edge for worrying about his "thin lips", and Toby just stays in his room more often because he doesn't wanna be around people who see him as nothing more than a "depressed son of a bitch".
Jonathan is one of the taller ones of the Creeps, reaching a height of 6'3". He's also one of the more well-built ones, so he's pretty strong. And trust me, he will show that trait off any moment he gets.
He isn't self-centered, in fact, he's to the point of not even caring what he looks like, but he knows it makes people like Jeff who are very boastful about their appearance mad, so of course he flaunts that around a lot just to see his face of absolute resentment.
When someone dares to bring up his past life, his love life especially, he gets extremely sensitive and blows up at whoever it is, even if they were only genuinely curious. When this happens, he gets over it pretty quickly, but it still makes him angry for reasons unknown to everyone but Slenderman.
He never thought about having another girlfriend, not after what happened, only preferring to live alone eternally. It sounds lonely, but that's what he wants. In his opinion, being in a relationship would just needlessly complicate things, and bring back bitter memories he would rather just not remember.
At times in vulnerability, he does miss his little siblings, since he was the oldest and therefore responsible for their well-being because his garbage mother refused to take care of them herself. This left him being forced to drop out of school and get a full-time job at just 15 in an effort to pay bills and make sure his brother and sisters didn't lose their home.
He shows his occasional sadness through complete anger, and just about everyone knows not to screw with him when he's in this state.
The only person in the entire house that he's really fond of is Sally, and that's mainly because she reminds him of one of his younger sisters, and he treats her as such, even though she can find him intimidating at times.
He hates dogs with a passion. This is why he and Jeff are rivals in particular. If anyone dislikes Smile, Jeff dislikes them. That's just how it goes.
Jonathan is more of a reptile person than anything - in fact, when he was around 12, he owned a couple of pet salamanders. The family dog got ahold of them though so that ended badly...it also explains why he doesn't adore dogs like most people.
This guy is perhaps the most charming individual in the Manor when he wants to be, which makes it all the more deprecating whenever he sweet-talks someone then turns around and insults them. Which of course, makes it more hilarious to him.
He lives to watch someone's expression fall from flattered to discouraged in an instant.
Definitely one of the more disliked members in the mansion because he can be so cruel and overall just annoying, especially to well-tempered ones like Brian, Jane, and Liu.
Clockwork!!
Just a quick Ticciwork drawing >:D
I know, it's kinda bad but idc
Just some random Clockwork sketch I made....at 4am.
My problem with fictional brunette/dark haired men is that I don't know if I wanna be them, be with them or be with their cool af, girlboss gf.
Clocky's and James' friendship!
[Just a little snippet of how I think my OC James would get along with Nat. ALL PLATONIC!!!!]
James and Natalie could consider eachother something like friends, yet they didn't talk much. Often times they'd just sit in silence, enjoying the scenery that would stand before them.This one time, Nat caught James staring at her instead of the scenery.
"...You good?"
"Hm? Oh, yeah I'm fine. You have a nice eyecolor, reminds me of green sea glass. Actually, you really have a nice face shape in general!"
"Oh, uh.....Thank you, I guess..?"
James would smile at her before turning his attention towards the mist covered woods again. The slightest smile crept up Nat's face as she also looked back at the scenery, appreciating James' compliment. It wasn't first time he would just give her compliments or say details about her, that he had noticed over the time they became friends, out of the blue. She knew that he was a very observant and honest guy, which she liked.
(sorry for any grammar mistakes, English isn't my first language lol)
I LOVE TICCIWORK, I LOVE THEM, I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, IT'S INSANE.
James' opinions on the other creeps/proxies p.1
"Toby, hm? He's alright. It took some time for him to open up a bit and actually indulge in conversations but I appreciate him nevertheless....However it is quite unfortunate how much of a trained guard dog he is though, for the Slenderman I mean.....Barking and biting at anything, almost as if the entire world were a threat to him......But I've seen more sides of him, he can be very pleasant to be around. Sometimes he just talks about the most random things but I like that, it makes me smile.....I do hope that he'll get better and that he'll start to actually start to live and not just survive. Oh well, he'll eventually figure things out on his own, the only thing I can do is to stay beside him."
"Jack is actually a very sweet and kind soul, it was quite the surprise to be completely honest. We talk a lot about life, art and books, he's like a lost shard of my soul in a way.....I like being around him, he makes me feel comfortable."
"Oh, that girl? Natalie is alright, a bit stubborn and quiet but very nice once you talk more. I like her drawings, they interest me.....She hangs a lot around Nina and Toby, right? Well I guess I like her, she seems nice.....Tough young woman, that's for sure..."
"Nina is like a beaming ball of sunshine from what I know and I appreciate her for that. She often just talks to me about all kinds of things and I actively listen to what she is saying.......Like listening to a podcast......Oh, and her sense of fashion is absolutely gorgeous."
".....Hm....Well, we don't talk a lot, Kate and me I mean. But Nina often rambles on and on about her.....Maybe she's into Kate..?....Well, in any way, she doesn't talk much and neither do I but I never had any bad experiences with her."
"Oh, Sally! Yeah, she's a sweet girl but oh god, she has some really bad temper management issues. It's fascinating how much rage and despise is stored inside such a young soul......Scary in some way.......But we get along great, we also live in the same territory of the woods. She's like a little sister to me."
"Brian and Tim...?......Oh those two proxies...I haven't talked to them all that much but they seem okay. Toby sometimes talks about them, annoyed how they act so 'authoritarian'.......But, isn't the Slenderman more authoritarian than Brian and Tim? So why does Toby do whatever it makes him do yet gets all pissy when his two colleagues need something from him?.....Weird...."