Nothing Is Real - Tumblr Posts
I realized that if I only talk when I'm stable I would be ✨mute✨
Hannibal is Geogaddi and Will is Tomorrow’s Harvest
now realizing that my issues with being attracted to men is because i’m looking at it through the cis-het woman’s perspective. for most of my life that was the only way i could see my relationship should i ever be romantically involved with a man. it was the only one afforded to me through my own and family/friends experiences. but since i’ve taken time to reflect on my own gender identity and subsequently my sexuality, i’ve come to a conclusion
fuck capitalism, fuck the patriarchy, fuck “tradition”
in an average woman’s life (especially with a man), she’s expected to be virtuous, and pure, and submissive, and lots of other bs. i rebuke that, not in MY life or MY future. after unpacking what being a woman means to me and if that is truly what i identify as, i realized that when i separated myself from the traditional label of “woman” i found men less unbearable
in general, my life has been less confusing somehow once i started questioning and figuring out who i am, and feeling more alive, more comfortable with myself
antyways, done here
to truly grasp what’s she is saying, one would have to experience everything and nothing.
in this sense - nothing is a noun.
“nothing is real” - a dark matter like void where you feel nothing , you see nothing , you experience nothing. just wind passing by on earth plane
“love is everything” - with the power of love. everything will start to make sense. love keeps your heart beating, love gives you faith in the unknown. love is the one true source to divine enlightenment which will lead you to any and every unimaginable experiences thru out your time.
“and i know nothing” - to know what nothing is. in every shape or form.
Why would you love a stranger who caused your pain? Fucking imbeciles.
fighting the inexplicable urge to disappear into nothing and become everything