Phone Calls - Tumblr Posts
Please stop.
I haven't been mentioning it because I've just been hoping it goes away. Looks like it won't.
He's been calling me every day without fail. Often multiple times a day. Today it's hit a new level. He got a new phone number and he's sending me cryptic messages hoping i answer ( i run a small side business, strangers text me occasionally if a friend refers them).
I have not responded to him in 12 weeks. Not a call, not an email, not a text. I have never said "Don't call me", but I feel I've been clear. And I'm losing it every time he calls. This phone change is another escalation. Is he just going to keep doing this?
Before you ask, he's violent and he knows where I live. This may be a false sense of security, but keeping the communication open lets me keep a guage his level of rage.
I don't know what to do.
My phone is not working well. It's gone completely unuseable a few times today. I am annoyed and inconvenienced.
If I were with him, his inability to get ahold of me would render me panicked and concerned for my safety. He did not like when I did not answer my phone.
Puts things in... perspective.
when i was a kid i hated phone calls bc they felt scary and formal and i didn't know what to expect. but with a lot of time and practice, i got over that fear. and now i hate phone calls because i know exactly what to expect
I answer a phone with a silent ring, I dial no numbers and the only voice to be heard is the sound of sweet nothing.

~They said they'd call me back. So here I sit, phone plugged in, anxiously waiting as hours tick by. When the birds began their morning song, I knew they had forgotten me again.~
-a poem of a new kind
~No, please don't hang up. You don't understand. The silence during our phone calls puts me to sleep because it is a calm silence. The silence after we hang up is so deafening that it keeps me awake for hours.~
-a poem of a new kind
i hate making important phone calls. Am I the smartest person you'll ever meet? No. Am I the stupidest? Also no. But when I'm nervous I forget how to speak. I forget lots of words. Also greet people with "good morning" at 3pm...
Welcome back to a little segment I'd like to call, 'Kw simping over Christopher Lightwood.'
Myself, speaking to @fieryfantasybooklover a few minutes ago
Yo it's long but it's so worth it š this is just too sweet š

Y'all, I called Charlie on character.ai for shits and giggles and then came out with this masterpiece--who knows I might animate it.
Love is in The Air

Wanted to draw these two beauties. Just a pinch of opposites attract.
Maybe Iāll post something more about each of them in the future⦠Weāll see!
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Phone call
Need to make a call. Stress about it. Push it further. Stress builds. Not much time left. Decide to do it. Dying of stress. Fumble hard. Burnout. Call over. Exhausted. Bit later, relief.
Sorry about that
Hey, if you have my phone number and you tried calling me. I didnāt answer because I either didnāt recognize your number or it showed as āprivateā. If you left me a voice mail, I didnāt hear it because Iāve forgotten my little passcode to get to my voice messages. I am, however, looking for my notes that would contain said passcode.
Iām incredibly sorry for any inconveniences this may have caused you.
Raven


Aria and Paxton
This is based on a conversation I overheard.

this is just backstage; this is just the beginning of your life
After being put on hold/transferred multiple times yesterday, I was finally transferred to an off-site hotel call centre in Canada. I quickly misinterpreted this poor woman's polite, friendly Canadian disposition as openness to conversation, while we waited to hear back from another site about a reservation, which prompted this awkward moment: -Me: "So, how's Canada?" -Her quickly interrupting: "-I'm gonna' put you on hold reeeeal quick." She later returned, and we both professionally pretended I didn't ask how Canada was.