Recovering - Tumblr Posts
Can you actually beat depression or do you just learn to live with it ?
About me
Height : 163 cm (5’4)
SW: 36.6 ( dated: Jan 1 2024) 😔😢
Start BMI: 13.8
37.2 (Dated Feb 23) 🙂😕
39.7 (Dated May 1 ) 15.1 ☺️
38.3 (Dated 11 July) 14.6 😞
40.3 (Dated August 14) 😄
39.5 September 29 🙁
🎉UGW: 45kg 🎉 by 2025
Everyone.. it’s not going great im probably not gonna reach my gw by 2025 like I promised myself..
I'll never forget the way you made me hate myself.
I'll never forget the way you made me feel like a burden when no one ever has before in my life.
I'll never forget how I stopped talking about things that bothered me or made me sad, because of you.
I'll never forget how I started apologizing to people because I didn't want to bother them, because of you.
I'll never forget all the lies.
I'll never forget watching your mask finally fall off when I realized I deserved to be treated better.
I'll never forget the YEARS I wasted.
I'll never forget the way you didn't react when I proposed and I instantly started to feel like I made a mistake.
I'll never forget how your anger scared me.
I'll never forget realizing that everything we were, was everything I screamed against.
I'll never forget how easily you gave her everything I begged from you.
So yes... I'll never forget you.
fun fact: i listened to Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol at the hardest times in my life and now i listen to it and immediately start to tear up. its like i’m pavlov’s dog
Hold me tight
She holds me tight Do I put up a fight? None of this is right… She’s forced me open I start praying and hoping Now I guess I’m coping… She says it’s OK! That I shouldn’t be afraid. She’s saying all this in vain… I let out a cry and tell her “NO She needs to let me go! Please stop taking off my clothes…” There’s a knock at the door ‘OH MY GOD, thank you lord!’ She thought I’d lay there like a corpse… I jump up grab my clothes I’m so fucking frazzled it shows! She says, not one word to me as I walk out her home… The next day it’s a blur Was this rape? How can I be sure? Will this tension be cured?
It is now ten years later I still fully hate her She is now my perpetrator… She sends her hellos Whenever she calls home She thinks nobody knows… I am slowly moving on I’ve been told “she’s done nothing wrong.”... That “You need to stop thinking about it, good god!”… I guess.. one day I will stop thinking about it
-Lea
Doing artwork like you’re alone in the world gets depressing really fast. Luckily, drawing goofy images of Battleborn character you have crushes on helps a bazillion times over. (BTW, you think Battleborn will be as upset with porn sketches as much as Overwatch?)
Bruh.
my other social accs:
@Hanv-Iyxn/DeviantART
@Hanv-Iyxn/artfight
This is my kitty Cobra Commander who lost his eye almost 2 years ago. He is such a survivor and man he don't take no shit off no other cat. He's got quite the personality and such a lover. His equiilibrium is off and he often stumbles to the side but he still looks cute doing it. He also has a cleft palete so his nose looks like a dragons nose.. Im telling you guys he's one hell of a cat..
Recovering Antishipper Pride Flag “for those who are recovering from being an anti-shipper. emoji combo for recovering antishippers is 🌷🍵🍬 (tulip tea candy).“