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they finally scanned this pic of hwa AAAAAAA
ATEEZ - Seonghwa









the disastrous life of park seonghwa . . . .🍡

was the angle necessary


WAS THE ANGLE NECESSARY PART FUCKING TWO
Pretty boy
February Filth Fest : Day Four

Park Seonghwa x fem reader
a/n: i feel the need to put a disclaimer? i don't think makeup or clothes or anything have a gender but for the sake of fan fiction: hwa puts on more traditional feminine stuff and gets all pretty 🤭
i have no idea why tumblr posted this earlier than i set it for but it's here now so enjoy 😭
"Tell me, tell me I'm pretty."
(>ᴗ•)genre:
smut, p w/o plot
ಠ_ಠwarning/contents:
not edited, feminization, sub hwa, protected(!!!!) cockwarming & penetration, pet names (pretty, mars, sweetheart & babe, angel), praise
tags: @cherryxsang @k-drizzle
SMUT UNDER CUT MDNI
"Doing so good," you praise as you turn your torso and grab your favorite eyeshadow pallet from the vanity. "So patient for me."
"T-Thank you, Angel."
Seonghwa is gripping the arm rests of his chair like it owes him money. Looking up at you with wide, sparkling eyes and a smile on his painted lips. He's doing everything in his power to be good for you. Everything in his power not to buck up into the warmth of your cunt as it hugs him: unmoving.
You dip a small brush into a light color and tell him to close his eyes. He obeys. He always does. Although, he takes a moment to glance at your naked chest before doing so. "Thank youuu." You take a moment to admire him. His lips are a beautiful, deep pink color. He's wearing his favorite earring of yours. He's dressed in a dress you got just for him, hiked up just above his hips. It's plain, really. But he's so beautiful that he doesn't need anything extravagant.
You peck his eyelid gently before continuing to do his makeup. He jumps a little at the unexpected feeling, accidentally rocking inside of you. You brace yourself on his shoulder with a hiss, biting back a moan as he hits your g-spot. "Hey!"
"Sorry, Babe... you scared me." The both of you laugh a bit before you steady his head with a hand cupping his chin. You feel his cock twitching ever so slightly, even through the condom.
After painting his eyes, you purposely rock your hips back as you grab a liquid eyeliner. You smirk at him as he gives you a pair of puppy eyes. "Finishing touches, Pretty. Don't worry. We're almost done." You draw a little cat line out from his eyes and lean back to take in your work.
"How do I look?" His eyes search your face for any signs of approval, finding them all over as your eyes dilate wider than before and your lips turn up.
"So pretty," you rock your hips on his and he frantically grabs onto you. "My pretty boy."
"Please-" you wait for him as he gathers his words, "please, can I fuck you?" With the smallest nod of your head, he's lifting his hips and fucking into you like there's no tomorrow. "God!"
"Oh," you moan, cupping his face in your hands. He's so cute like this. All done up and needy for you. "Fuck me so good, Mars. So big."
The praise goes straight to his head, filling him with a euphoric buzz. All he can do is buck up into you and stare into your eyes and moan for you. "Te- shit- tell me, tell me I'm pretty."
You coo, kissing his neck and mumbling into it, "you are. The prettiest. My Pretty. My good, pretty, boy. My big, beautiful, Mars." The moan that comes from him is almost a yell, his grip tightening with a bruising force as he lifts you up and down on his cock. "Pretty boy fucks me so good."
"Babe, can you... wanna- good god! Please!"
"What do you want, Sweetheart? Take a breath and tell me..." You intertwine your fingers with his curled hair, making him lean his head back and stopping his ranting effectively.
"Please, Angel, kiss me."
You tug on his hair and ask him, "and ruin your makeup?"
"Yes! Don't care, I need you to kiss me! I need it-"
You cut him off with your lips on his and you roughly mesh together, both moaning as he grabs onto your ass. He slips his tongue into your mouth and lets you do as you please with it- taking it all.
When you pull away, his lipstick is now also yours, smeared messily on the both of your lips.
"So messy, Mars."
"Sorry." No he's not. He got what he wanted and he still has you bouncing on him, bringing him ever closer to his climax.
"It's okay, Sweetheart. Still so pretty."
Manners : Part Two
February Filth Fest : Day Nineteen

Park Seonghwa x fem reader x Kim Hongjoong
a/n: part one — you don't have to read it to comprehend this one but i love it sm , i can't not plug it
You've never felt so close.
✫彡wordcount: 1.5k
(>ᴗ•)genre: smut
ಠ_ಠwarning/contents: not edited, threesome, DP, poly relationship, dom hwa, sub hj, sub-leaning reader, picks up where it left off, unprotected (no no), edging, multiple cream pie & orgasms, so many pet names, intense emotional relationship
FFF tags: @cherryxsang @k-drizzle
SMUT UNDER CUT MDNI
"You said you want to fuck her, right?"
"Y-yes."
"Then get to it, Baby."
Seonghwa guides Hongjoongs hips to yours, holding the base of his cock until he fully settles inside of you. The three of you let on a simultaneous sigh, melting into each others hold.
"Does she feel so good, Joongie?" Seonghwa asks as he flattens his hand against his belly, stroking his thumb over his heated skin gently.
"Yes," he whines, one hand wrapping around his and the other grabbing yours. "Feels so good."
He rarely fucks you in this position, and the fact that he has Seonghwa behind him guiding his hips back and forth slowly is making it all the better. You are in the same boat, completely loosing your dominance as Hwa guides your subby boyfriend.
"Where's your manners, Puppy?" He leans in closer and whispers, "tell her thank you." It's a nickname he's only ever heard from you, but now that Hwa has heard it, it won't let him live in peace. He slides his hand up to his chest and cups his pec, whispering again, "tell our girl how good you make her feel."
"Oh, Mama!" He yells as he ghosts over his nipple. "M- Fuck, Baby, you feel so good! I wanna cum, please. I need to cum again!"
"No," the both of you chime, albeit yours is more broken by pleasure as his hips settle and his cock rests on your g-spot."Don't cum, please, hold it, Joong!" He's never heard you beg for him like this, and it almost pushes him right over the edge.
He mindless follows Seonghwas hands as he withdraws his hips for him. Even though he lets himself be pulled away, he cries for you, "no, Mama!"
He tries to climb right back onto you when Hwa lays him down next to you. He's stopped with his hand pushing his shoulder back and holding him down with a warning look.
"Princess, you remember last week? When we played with your toy?" You nod lightly, rubbing Joongs arm as he's held in place. "You want our Joongie to replace that toy?"
"Really, really?" You sit up with a new wave of energy, nearly jumping his bones.
"Go ahead and ask him, Sweetie." Hongjoong, who's been watching form the sidelines trying to figure out what's happening, is suddenly jumped on by you. You have a big smile, cradling his face and sitting on his stomach.
"Starlight..." You lean and peck his swollen lips. You can still taste the cum on them. "Do you want to fuck me with Hwa?"
He swallows thickly, looking over your shoulder to see him climbing closer. "At- at the same time?"
You hum and nod happily, moaning as Seonghwa rubs your ass. "I can take it! We done it before, we used my toy, but..." He kisses the back of your shoulder to encourage you. "But I think you'd feel so much better." You rub up and down his chest, smiling fondly at the ring that dangles off the chain on his neck. You fiddle with it as you gather the nerves to ask again after he processes the information. "You want to?"
"Yes," he speaks breathlessly, looking up at you with love flooding his eyes like water in a river during a flood.
He holds both of your hands as you wiggle down to sit on his cock. The both of your shiver at the sudden intrusion, holding on tightly.
When Seonghwas head prods at the base is his cock and your stretched hole, he holds you so tightly that your hands begin losing color. "Are you ready?"
"Uh-huh." "Yeah."
He settles his knees on either side of Hongjoongs and holds your back to his chest as he slips in. The reaction you have is one that none of you had expected.
You cum.
Hongjoong has to physically hold himself back from cumming in response, and all Seonghwa can do is rest his head against yours wordlessly. He's only a fourth of the way inside of you, and he can only imagine what will happen when he fully stretches you out.
He's not going unaffected, no matter how composed he seems as he tells you how good you both are doing. Hongjoongs cock pressed against his so tightly in your warmth, he can't even begin to comprehend the pleasure of being so close to the both of you at the same time.
He bottoms out, arms wrapping around your chest tightly and whispering just how good you're taking it. "Isn't she doing so good, Joong? Taking us so well, my good girl."
"So good y- so fucking good."
"Thank you, oh fuck..." Even when you're stuffed beyond your wildest desires, you don't forget how much having manners make Seonghwa happy. He hums into your neck, and you can feel the smile on his lips.
"Doing so good, too, Baby Boy. Holding back so well."
He sniffles a bit, biting back his tears of overstimulation at the fact he knows how good he's doing. "Thank you, Mars."
He turns his attention back to you, gently massaging your breasts."Are you ready, Sweetheart?" You nod, rocking your hips ever so gently.
Each of you has a different sound leaving you at the sensation. Joong cries out in pleasure, you become a moaning mess, and Hwa almost falls onto you as he groans. "Ah! Oh my fuck!" The pressure of the both of them stretching you out together was good, but nothing, nothing at all, compared to the feeling of fucking yourself on them.
"Keep goin', Baby," Hongjoong pleads, hands finding their way around your back. Seonghwa holds his hands in one of his and places the other ontop of yours as you lean over Joong and steady yourself with your hands on the pillow beside his head.
"So good, Princess," he moans from behind you as you lift your hips. "Fucking us so well."
"Ca- Ah, I can't take it! S'too good," you contradict your own words, bouncing your hips faster and faster.
"Yes, you can, Sweetie."
"You can, Baby!"
Stirred on by your boyfriends praises, you fuck them until you can barely move. You don't know how or when Seonghwa got you all in a different position, but you're eternally grateful as you lay on your side: surrounded by their warmth as they thrust into you. He lifts your leg and places it over Hongjoongs grinding hip, making them hit an all new spot inside of you.
When your walls flutter, Hongjoong buries his head in your chest and whines, edged beyond belief and praying that you will cum soon so he can as well. Seonghwa reaches around and pets his head gently, a stark contrast to the way his cock is frotting roughly against him inside of you.
"Mars, Mars!" You yell as he toys with your clit. "Gonna cum, I'm gonna cum!"
"Do it, Princess. Cum for us."
Your arms wrap around his hand and Hongjoongs head, nearly passing out as your orgasm hits you like you've run into a brick wall. You fall silent as it washes over you.
Hongjoong is right behind you when Hwa tells him to fill you up. His warm, thick seed inside of you floods around them, and then Seonghwa is cumming.
He holds the both of you as close as possible as you begin to shiver in the after shocks of your orgasms, fucked out and overstimulated like crazy.
You've never felt so close to one another. Tangled up in each others limbs. Minds fuzzy with no thoughts other than each other.
Hongjoongs never felt so safe. Stuffed inside his beloved girlfriend in a mix of his and his boyfriends cum. Face buried in the warmth of his Mamas chest while his Mars strokes his head.
Seonghwas never been more content. Listening to the heavy breaths of his lovers as they come down from an unbelievable high with him. The shaking hand of his girlfriend following his as he pets his boyfriends sweaty head.
You've never felt more loved. Filled beyond words with both of your boyfriends cocks and jizz. Cradled between their arms as you all catch your breath from the most intense love making you've ever experienced.
"I love you."
—
Bebe

Park Seonghwa x fem reader
a/n: father of my future cats
Cat dad Ddeonghwa ! !
✫彡wordcount: 200
ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗgenre: humor, scrap
ಠ_ಠwarning/contents: none, enjoy freely ! though it's not edited sorry
"I've missed you, Mars..." You almost cry when you hear his voice, see his tired face, for the first time in days. "Your pillow is starting to loose it's smell... can't wait until your home."
"Just a few more weeks," he sighs as he falls back down onto the plush hotel pillow. He knows the feeling. The large squishmallow he stole from you before tour started is starting to smell less like you with every passing day. He misses your smell. Your beautiful smile. Your voice. The way you hold his hand when you sleep so you don't 'drift' away. "How's our children?"
"Lucy is on the couch, but Bebe- Bebe!" He hears you call out, ruffling the blanket and searching for your cat. "Bebe, come see Daddy." The cat jumps down from the shelve above the bed and onto your chest, meowing loudly at the screen.
"Hi, Bebe! Daddy's here!" She sniffs the phone, turning her butt to it when she doesn't smell anything. "Bebe," he coos, frowning as she settles on your stomach and starts falling asleep. "Fine! I like Lucy more anyways..."
You gasp dramatically, putting your hand over the cats ears, "don't listen to him, Bebe. Daddy is a cranky ol' man."
"And Momma is an old cat lady."
"Hey, not cool!"
—
what started as a one shot inspired by san and woo in the van has festered into an entire plot in my head and i'm so thankful that people liked the part because i NEED to write this story. thank you so much for the love you gave the first part and i hope that you enjoy the rest <3
DJANGO masterlist

' my chess game at the end of this century will be trouble ' - DJANGO, ATEEZ

Chapter One : DJANGO
San and Wooyoung focus

Chapter Two : DUNE
Yeosang and Seonghwa focus

Chapter Three : WAKE UP
Yunho and Jongho focus

Chapter Four : OUTLAW
Hongjoong and Mingi focus

Chapter Five : BOUNCY
ot8

Epilogue : THE WORLD
The Garden
Chapter One

❥Prince!Park Seonghwa x fem reader
☆ feat. ateez, tomorrow x together, and others
➯a/n: i've had this idea in the drafts for a very long time and it's gone through a million iterations of characters and love interests and something about hwa in the skirt and sword clicked in my brain. i'm still recovering but this idea hit me hard and fast so i decided i'd put something out. i promise i'll stop starting new stories 😭 (shoutout to my gf again for helping this come to life)
✃"I will give you the happy ending you've always wanted."
✫彡wordcount: 2.7k
(✯◡✯)genre: historical fantasy au, drama
ಠ_ಠwarning/content: mentions of violence, anxiety, and loved ones passing, briefly proof read
⁂taglist: @stvrfir3 @tunaasan
MATURE UNDER CUT MDNI

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I hope this letter has found you well.
The wheels crunch the gravel road. Horses hooves clap against the ground loudly. The waves crash just feet way. The sounds echo through the carriage.
I know it's short notice.
The sun is casting down from a clear sky. The grass is healthy, green and lush. The ocean is vast and blue, foam from the waves clings to the pure white sand.
Taedemere is in jeopardy. We are at war. Lord Hwang declared it silently.
It was a bumpy ride. A long one. But you don't seem to mind. You keep your sisters entertained and keep your brothers minds off of the impending war. Doing so, you can almost manage to distract yourself from your own future.
He's already posted spies. Spies in the castle. Gods knows how long they've been here.
"The dragon fell from the tower. It's shrieks echoed through the kingdom!" You read with enthusiasm, looking at the twins who look back with wide eyes.
It's not safe for them here. We had to sneak them away through the tunnels.
"Did the prince kill it?!" Seunghee asks, holding tight to your skirt. "He must have," Soojun is entranced by the story, "right?"
There was an attempt on my life. An attempt on the girls in the garden. Another on Kai and (Y/n). They are everywhere.
You launch forward and scream, spooking the girls back into Kais leg. He's holding back a laugh as he pats their heads. "The dragon soars up from the fog, the princes sword still lodged into its scaly side!"
They are threatening us with no words at all. Lord Hwang is coming for the Taedemere crown.
"Must you scare them with such stories?" Yeonjun sighs as he tugs the young girls back up to the seat, sandwiching himself between them and his brother.
You must forgive our absence. I have to keep the crown secure until we have a more solidified plan.
You simply ignore him, "the creature perches itself on the ledge, it's jaws reach for the prince. He backs into the wall and draws his dagger. 'Foul demon! I send you back to hell!' he yells as he dives at it. They tumb-"
It's time.
The carriage halts. You snap the book shut and lean back to get a look out of the foggy window. Yeonjun slides into the seat next to you and does the same. Kai strains his neck to look out of the window behind him.
Take care of our children. Our future.
The gates are iron, shining like they were scrubbed everyday. The castle beyond them seems to be endless.
-King Choi Seungcheol
As the gates open, you can feel your heart beat in your ears. Seunghee climbs on your lap and peeks out of the window, her eyes widen with every second she inspects the castle.
Yeonjun seems to notice your dismay as the carriage grows ever closer.
He can feel it to. The feeling that your future is being written in stone with every inch you grow closer.
"When I last saw him," he hesitates as he gets your attention. "Prince Seonghwa seemed to be the same. He hasn't changed, he's still your old friend."
You manage a nod with a small smile, and although he can tell it's forced; it helps comfort him. It doesn't comfort Kai, however. He never liked the idea of you marrying someone so far away. He still doesn't. You're attached at the hip.
Everyone knows Choi (Y/n) doesn't want to marry for security or position. You made it very clear. It's a miracle that you've been able to avoid it this long. You figured if you put up enough of a fuss, your oldest brother would simply give up. But you are equally stubborn. And now he's King.
A loud horn startles you, and you instinctively pull Seunghee closer. Your breathing hitches until you realize it's just the castle welcoming your entourage.
As you come to a complete stop, all of your demeanors change. Yeonjun wipes his caring expression away and straightens his back. Kai lets go of Soojuns hand and fixes his blouse. The twins try their best to hide their awe at the beautiful and vast architecture.
And all you can do is hide your growing anxieties with a polite smile.
The door squeaks as it opens. Yeonjun is the first one to exit. Soojun eagerly follows, and Seunghee is right behind her. The remaining siblings can hear the fuss from the bystanders outside.
The middle siblings sit silence for a moment before he speaks up. "You don't have to be afraid."
You look up and let the faux smile fade the second you see his sincerity.
"Don't I?"
"No."He shakes his head. He's sure. His sister has nothing to be afraid of. Because- "if that Prince hurts you; I'll be the one to personally whip some senses into him."
You can't help the small chuckle that leaves your lips, and motion for him to leave the carriage first. He does, leaving you alone for a single moment before someone peeks in.
"Your highness?" You smile at the man in uniform, standing slowly.
"So impatient," you roll your eyes playfully and take his hand as he helps you step down. "Thank you, Yeosang."
He bows slightly before leading you to your place in between your brothers and sisters. Your eyes are still adjusting to the bright light, but you can see the large doors open in front of you.
Yeonjun kneels, Kai follows his lead, you follow his, Seunghee following you; and Soojun stands upright just staring at the royal family until you notice and pull her down by the back of her neck without even lifting you head. You can all hear a small snort of laughter, and Yeonjun worries your family managed to already offend them until the King speaks.
"Please, rise."
The Choi family does so and Yeosang, the knight, steps forward. He bows deeply before turning to the siblings. "The Prince Choi Yeonjun. The Princess Choi (Y/n). The Princess Choi Seunghee. The Princess Choi Soojun. Huening Kai."
A man steps up from behind the other family, introducing them like Yeosang had just done for your family. "His Royal Majesty Park Kyujun. The Prince Park Seonghwa. The Princess Park Bongcha. The Princess Hayoon."
Your family bows, greeting him in unison, "Your Majesty." Yeonjun continues. "Thank you for your hospitality, sire. We are forever grateful."
Your eyes are fully adjusted when you rise from your bow. The king is older than you remember, but it has been a long time. Princess Bongcha has grown so much that you briefly wonder if you've found yourself time-traveled. There's an unfamiliar little girl beside her. The prince, your fiancé, has changed just as much as you have. You contemplate if he even remembers you. But those wonders are cleared when he addresses you directly.
"Princess (Y/n)," he has a bright smile and dark hair, that much has stayed the same. "Your highness," you smile back and lower your head.
Whispers echo through the crowd that's held back by the guards: and it's becoming hard for you ignore them. You wrap your arm around Soojun when she cowers closer.
"Please, come," King Kyujun motions for you all to follow him, and you gladly do.
It's been a long journey, but it's only just begun.
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King Kyujun leads the Choi family down the great hall and they can't help but marvel in its greatness. To the twins, it's a new world to be explored, coming up with their own stories that go along with the stain glass windows. To the older siblings, it brings back memories of childhood, a time when they didn't have such worries that plague their minds these days.
Yeonjun can remember his first kiss behind a delicately painted pillar during the dead of night. Kai can remember learning a dance with his mother in this hall, the feeling of belonging. (Y/n) can remember running away from the tutor with Seonghwa beside her.
As you look over to him, you notice it. "You still have that goofy smile," you've dropped the titles and politics. You're just a girl reunited with her child hood friend and fiancé. "I though you may have outgrown it."
"I'm starting to think I may not," he laughs a bit.
"I'd hope not. It's one of your few redeeming qualities," you joke, hiding your smirk as you look up at the new chandelier you pass under.
He feigns a gasp, a hand on his chest. "I'll have you know that I have many good qualities."
You hum, turning to him, "such as? Sparring with a squirrel?" He slaps a hand over his mouth to swallow his laughter. Your laughter rings free in the empty hall.
"That squirrel was a menace! It startled me!" He argues in a low voice. "It had no right jumping next to me like that," he says with an exaggerated frown.
"Unnie!" Soojun hollers, catching your attention quickly as you see that your little sisters have fallen behind. You make your way to them quickly, scolding them that they shouldn't yell in the presence of the King. "Look, Unnie," she points as she ignores your scolding.
Your heart speeds before it stops abruptly, face to face with the intricate stained glass window. The sun shines through it, casting colorful lights on you all. It's a beautiful collage of colors. Every tiny piece is fit together perfectly to tell a story.
You flinch when a hand is placed on your shoulder. The King apologizes, retracting his hand. "You probably don't remember this..." You shake your head and look back to the art. "I remember, sire."
He sighs deeply, and you can feel his energy apologizing even if he says nothing.
"Come on, there's food waiting." The twins cheer quietly, following the King to the room where everyone else has vanished to.
Seonghwa joins your side and looks at the window, basking in the colored light as he looks over the picture for what must be the millionth time. In his lifetime, he hasn't been able to find a single flaw.
He looks down at you. Your skin is painted in a range of blue and yellow, pinks and greens. There's a patchy scratch on the majority of your cheek that's slipped his notice until now. Your eyebrows have screwed themselves up and your lip quivers.
"Don't cry," he was essentially begging, "please, don't cry, (Y/n)."
You sniff in response, rubbing a stray tear away from your cheek. It's silent between you as you have a staring contest with the glass. "Fuck," you mumble as tears start to fall more often. "Ah, (Y/n)," he coos, moving to block your view of the heartbreaking image.
"I... It's just, I haven't seen them since they passed, Cheol put away their portrait... It breaks his heart to see them, but it breaks mine not to. I almost forgot what they looked like."
He doesn't say anything, simply opening his arms and letting you fill them. After so long, it feels the same. You're still shorter, but you've both grown. He's still strong, but now you caught up. You still turn your head to the left and place it on his chest. He still wraps one arm around your back and places the other on your shoulders. After all these years, you remember how secure he feels when your arms link around his waist. Even with the time that's passed, he can recall the fact you love when he rubs his thumb over your shoulder.
So much has happened to each of you and yet you both still have memorized each other's hugs. You used to be each others safe place. And though you're older and have met again in such pressing circumstances, it remains the same.
"Your highness," the familiar voice is just loud enough to startle you. "Yes, Yeosang?" You questions calmly, and it's a stark contrast to Seonghwas glare at the man. "Your brother asks for you, ma'am." You nod to dismiss him, and turn back to Seonghwa when he's gone.
"How do I look?"
"Look like you've been crying."
You tut your tongue and gently slap his shoulder with the back of your hand. He smiles as you do. "It'll be okay," he assures you as he fixes a stray from your neat hair, "it's dark in the dining hall."
He takes your hand and pulls you away from the image of your passed parents lazing in the garden.
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His footsteps are heavy. He's forcing his breathing to be slow. His heartbeat is going wild as he gets closer to the Kings quarters.
He steps in front of the guards and they knock on the double doors. "Prince Yeonjun, your majesty!" The Kings response is muffled by the walls, but clear enough for the guards to be confident in opening the doors.
Yeonjun steps in and looks over his shoulder as the doors close behind him, anything to keep his eyes away from King Kyujun. The doors slam shut and he finds a tapestry to inspect.
"Please, sit." He follows his voice and finds himself sitting across from the King on the large balcony, a round table littered in papers separates them.
"Thank you, your Majesty," he eagerly takes the wine he offers, hoping it would soothe his dry throat. He can't remember being so thirsty before the King called for him.
"How do you find your quarters?"
Yeonjuns lips are still occupied with the glass when the man speaks up, and he takes his time before speaking shortly. "Very nice, sire. Thank you."
"And your siblings?"
"I'm sure they're adjusting well, sire. We thank you, again, for your hospitality while we discuss our plans."
When he finally has the courage to look at the man, it calms his nerves. His crown is gone. His blouse is astray. His nose and cheeks carry a rosy hue from the frigid weather. He looks much more human.
"This is, of course, why I've asked you here."
"Of course."
Kyujun leans back into the wooden chair and lets out a sigh. "Once (Y/n) and Seonghwa are married, we will put our combined efforts against Lord Hwang. He's a vicious man," he tuts his tongue, annoyed at the mere mention of the Lord of Kherhai. "I've heard of the attacks on your family. I'm sorry for you loss and... rest assured, we will not let anything happen to you at this court."
"Thank you, sire."
"Your sister," he hesitates just a bit, "I've looked into quite a few people to help her plan the wedding. They'll meet with her tomorrow. I know she doesn't agree with the circumstances, but that doesn't mean it must be unpleasant."
"I'm sure she will appreciate it, sire. She's been hesitant to do any planning on her own."
Kyujun nods in response. He already knows this. He's kept close tabs on his only sons fiancée.
"Sire, may I ask when the wedding is supposed to be taking place?"
"This week, if all goes well. Lord Hwang is no doubt sending men this way as we speak to get rid of the rest of the Choi family lineage." Kyujun doesn't seem to notice Yeonjuns pained expression, and if he does: he doesn't say anything about it.
He, instead, hands the young man a map of Kherhai: diving head first into strategy.
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Baby

❥Yandere Park Seonghwa x fem reader
SPOOKTOBER SPECIAL
➯a/n: this is a work of fiction and does NOT represent a healthy little and caregiver relationship, or a healthy relationship of any kind. this is messed up but i wanted to experiment with my writing and i think i succeeded. let me know what you think of this cause i would love love looooove to write more
✃ "You're my baby, say it to me." - Mitski, I Bet on Losing Dogs
✫彡wordcount: 4k
♡'・ᴗ・'♡(ಡ‸ಡ)genre: yandere, HEAVY angst
ಠ_ಠwarning/content: stockholm syndrome, mind breaking, spanking, mentions of bribery, mommy hwa (i cannot help myself)
⁂taglist: @stvrfir3 @tunaasan @marievllr-abg
✩index: little space; a regressed state of mind where one feels like a child. hyung; a name for an older male friend or sibling, used by other males.
MATURE UNDER CUT MDNI

"I'm home, sorry I'm late!" Seonghwa called out as he entered the apartment, looking around the empty rooms. "Baby?" He peeked into the kitchen, dinner untouched on the stove. "San?" The living room, the news channel on mute. "Mingi?" Both of his roommates rooms, desolate.
"No!" Your shout calls him to his room at the end of the hall, followed by a clanging and a yell of pain from his friend.
"Baby?! Baby!?" He turns into his room in a panic, eyes wide as he witnesses the scene infront of him.
You're curled up in a ball in the corner of his bed- head in your knees- with San holding Mingis arm as he curses under his breath, one of your bottles on the floor at their feet. "Hyung," He turns quickly and picks up the bottle, pointing it at you accusingly, "she threw this at Mingi!"
"Baby, why would you do that?" He takes the bottle from San and slowly kneels on the edge of the bed, reaching for you.
You say nothing, only whining and kicking his hand away. So he turns his attention back to the younger members. "What happened?" He wants to scream at them, really. How could they make his Baby cry when they know everything he went through and continues to go through to have you as his own? But that would only make you more upset. You don't like when he raises his voice, so he keeps it calm. "Is she hurt?"
"Hyung... We really didn't mean to, we tried to-" Mingi is almost in tears, he truly feels for you. But it's been months. If he could have helped he'd of found a way by now. But they need Seonghwa. And some of the members wouldn't even dream of turning him in- even after what he's done. For selfish reasons maybe. But it doesn't matter why or why not. You've been stuck in their apartments for half a year. They'd thought all of your deficiency had passed. That they could pretend it was okay.
"What happened, Baby?" He turns back to you, gently touching your knee.
That little touch seems to make you snap. Screaming obscenities in his face as you go on and on about how you are not, in fact, his baby. You aren't his at all. You want to go home. You don't love him. You don't like San. You don't like Mingi. You don't like any of the members, actually. You don't like living here. You wish you'd never even met him.
All three of them watch aghast, jaws dropped as you yell insult after insult at them. Hot in the face and tears streaming down like a waterfall so harshly that they wet the collar of your baby blue dress and pool as a drop on your chin. You grab the little plushie that Jongho made with you and hurl it at Seonghwas face, hitting him on the nose.
He watches it fall to the floor and his eyes don't seem to move after that. He's forced to listen as you insult his character directly now. He's a insane person. He's a pervert. He's sick in the head. He's annoyingly overbearing. You loathe his guts. You wouldn't spit on him if he were on fire. You'd shoot him twice if you were in a room with him and a hungry tiger with only two bullets. You loathe his entire being. You aren't his Baby. You aren't even his girlfriend. He's delusional.
The words ring around his head hauntingly. You can't possibly mean those things. He takes care of you so well. He gives you the world and all he asks for in return is your love. And he's gotten it. At least he thought he had. He woke up with you by his side and went back to bed the same way. You gave him kisses on the cheek. You let him play with all of your favorite toys that no one else can touch. You let him bathe you and dress you. You let him do everything.
"Do you hear me?" You scream, throwing his neatly fluffed pillow at his already lowered head. "I hate you!"
The world stops in that moment, the millisecond that word slips from your mouth.
It's silent in the room. In the apartment. Not only could you hear a pin drop—
You can hear the single tear fall from Seonghwas eye and collide with the hardwood.
Both of them look at him. You look at him. He looks at the floor. There's a visible shift in his aura. He goes from unreadable to pissed in the blink of an eye. His shoulders tense up and his breathing gets shallow.
He stands up, almost robotically. He picks up his pillow and dusts it off, placing in back on the bed where it belongs. His gaze doesn't even bother to meet yours as you watch him with wide, fearful eyes. He grabs the plushie and sets it down as well. "...Get up. Bend over, Baby."
"Hwa, wait, pl-"
"Before I get the paddle."
He doesn't say anything else, glaring down at you as you move tentatively. After an incident with an unlocked window and some sheets resulting in you being dragged to Hongjoongs room by the ear, you don't even want to see the paddle. You had to sit on their laps or a pillow for two weeks straight, if memory serves you right.
He doesn't reach to move you faster. He stands at the edge of the bed, deadly silent. He only intervenes when you look to Mingi and San beggingly. "You're not allowed to look at them anymore."
That was a rule when you first arrived. You only got that privilege a few weeks ago. You figured it was probably to make you feel distance to the fact that these were people, who could potentially help you leave him, and not just disembodied voices and lower bodies. A way to make you feel even more lonely. Even when they were so close that you could here their breathing.
Like now, Mingi lets out a few small sniffles here and there. Sans breaths sounds anxious. Like if he moves an inch that he will be next on his Hyungs list.
As you bend your body over the edge, they avert their eyes. They may be complacent with Seonghwas actions, but they will never cross that line. They, all seven of the younger members, promised it. Never touch you. Never take advantage of you. Never directly help Seonghwa control you in any way. In fact, most of them decided it would be best to help you however possible, without ruining all of their lives in the process. Getting you small gifts that Seonghwa pre-approved. Stealing you away to the other dorms for a movie night. Sneaking you an extra sweet or episode of cartoons when you were deep in little-space.
But there was nothing they could do when Seonghwa told you to do something. To go to bed early. To let him wash your hair. To give him a kiss. To suck on his thumb. To bend over.
So they could only look away with heavy hearts as he flips up your skirt and rips -quite literally- your underwear away. The sound makes Mingi cringe, your crying pleas for him make him want to disappear forever. "Ming, please, don't let him! I'm sor-"
Seonghwa doesn't even start easy on you, he smacks your bottom harshly, over and over again until your cheek is sore and aching all the way through to your hip. And then, for the briefest moment, you all think it's over when the loud echo of the smacks finally ceases. But that was only him moving to get a better angle on your other side.
You cry loudly, and the sound officially makes Mingi cry. He lowers his head and turns his body away completely to try and distance himself from the abuse. San gently takes ahold of his pink in his own. It does little to comfort either of them, but it reminds them both of the pact that they made.
All of their pinkies interlocked, a promise that they would do their best for their obviously challenged Hyung.
Both of your cheeks bruising and hot to the touch, Seonghwa finally backs up. He moves his knees from their place on either side of you and lets you crumble to the floor in a pile of sobs. He stops briefly to pull your skirt over you half-hazardly before leaving you completely alone as you blubber into your arms.
His palm is red, as angry as he was. He takes a deep breath as he takes a pump of lotion, rubbing it into his hands as he turns to the other men.
"Tell me what happened."
Mingi wipes his face roughly, straightening up as San speaks lowly, "we turned on the TV. We were going to watch a movie, but... but she saw it on the news before we could even change it."
"What did she see?"
"Her missing persons photo..."
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The door was locked behind them and there was no noise in the apartment. If you hadn't known better, you'd say they all left. But Seonghwa refused to ever leave you alone. Even when all of the members were busy. You either went with them or had a staff member watching you, one who'd coincidentally received a raise moments before.
You stayed right there on the floor for the longest time, sobbing and snotting all over the floor as you tried to calm yourself.
Oh, you really outdid yourself this time.
Even at his angriest, Seonghwa never left your side when there was a tear in your eye.
You knew he had no tolerance for that word. Hate. Ironically, you could say he hated it. Especially when it came out of your lips. You once said you hated the show he put on. He gave you a fourty minute lecture and three smacks to the behind.
And you just aimed it right at him. You meant to make him angry. And you succeeded.
Now, into the night, when he still hasn't returned, you start to wonder wether you snapped his last string of humanity. If he hated you just as much as you claimed you hated him. If he's out in the kitchen planning how to get rid of you.
Your body aches as you sit up, screaming at you as you crawl into the small pink tent in the corner of the room. It's placed on top of soft play mats and filled with baby-ish things that he insisted you needed every time he saw them. The softest blankets. The cutesy, most hug-able plushies. A small box of your favorite pacifiers and toys.
You untie the ribbon keeping the sheer fabric open and let it drape closed, as if it will shield you. Perhaps, in your fragile mind, it will. He never comes in here, only ever reaches in to grab the blankets to wash every other week.
You let yourself flop onto your side into the pile and find yourself sobbing all over again. Maybe, just maybe, in a fucked up, delusional way... Seonghwa does care for you. Maybe, just maybe, in his mind, he does all of these things because he believes it best for you.
You can still see Seonghwa in his room when he's not there. Maybe that's why you hate being cooped up in here. Always begging members to let you hang out in their rooms instead.
It's so neat. Even after the chaos of earlier. So color coordinated. Grey and white and warm lights.
You're the only exception. Toys and clothes and books strewn about in your little corner, just out of sight of his cam-corder.
Maybe that's why you get so mad when you slip out of the little space he's built for you. You know you don't fit into his life seamlessly. You know the truth of your situation. So you may as well start making the best of it.
With a groan of effort, you sit back up.
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It's well past midnight when he turns the lock on the outside of his door. Which also means its well past your bedtime. You've become so well accustomed to it over your time together, he figures you've probably fallen asleep.
And he's right. He immediately spots you on his side do the bed, holding his pillow tight to your chest with your swollen eyes closed.
A pant of regret hits him right where it hurts as he realizes just how much he made you cry. How much he made you hurt. His anger got the best of him, and it hurts his heart that deep down, he knows it won't be the last time.
He's done it to everyone. His family. His members. Himself...
His darkest thoughts reach out in the corners of his mind, saying that his Baby is better of without him. But he is quick to slap them away as he tip toes into the room.
Somethings off, somethings different. Everything is in place.
All of your toys and coloring books and short stories. All of your pacifiers and stuffed animals. They're on the shelf exactly how he puts them during his Sunday reset cleanings. All of your favorites are on the wall, your side of the bed. The multitude of blankets and throw pillows in your tent are folded and organized neatly. Your tears and snot have been wiped up. Your ripped panties in the bin.
"Oh, my Baby," he whispers, immediately crawling into bed behind you and holding your back close to his chest, careful to avoid your bottom. He doesn't even want to fathom what he did to you... "My Baby..."
He can't help but cry, though he tries to do so silently. He wants you to rest, you need it. But the smallest movement of the bed wakes you in your fragile state.
When you stir, he expects you to crawl away. But you don't. Instead, you roll over to face him and shimmy into his arms. "Hey, sweet girl," he coos hoarsely.
You were right, earlier. You weren't left alone in the apartment. San was sitting in the living room comforting Mingi as Seonghwa stormed off and went upstairs to Hongjoong. While they sat in silence, he screamed and screamed and screamed until he couldn't breathe.
Eventually, Hongjoong and Yunho got him to calm down, and they talked and talked and talked. Yunho suggested, lightly, that you should stay the night with them. And then Seonghwa screamed some more.
In all this time, your nighttime routine had never been interrupted. He had a very specific way the two of you did things before bed and he would have it no other way. In all this time, he's never let you out of his arms as he slept. Even that first night, you kicked and screamed and punched until you passed out. But you did so in his arms.
"Mommy." It's a simple acknowledgment, but it calms him ever so slightly. He takes pride in that name. And it makes him happy you can still call him that after what he's done to you.
"Are you okay, Baby?" He knows that the answer is no. But he'll give you the opportunity to speak for yourself. To tell him how to help.
"Hurts," you sniffle as you press your face into his chest, " 'm hungry..."
"Come on, Sweetpea, I'll take care of you."
You koala hug onto him, arms around his neck and legs around his waist as he stands.
And the nighttime routine starts now, a pattern of familiarity to calm both of your shot nerves.
He gently sets you in your seat at the table, but not before pacing down a pillow he grabbed while passing the couch. It still burns even with the soft cushioning below you.
You eat in silence. Usually you would speak about your days, and the next one's plans. But there doesn't seem to be any words that either of you can find at the moment.
He rinses the dishes before picking you back up. No matter how many times you insist you can walk- he insists right back that his Baby must be carried. You pass Mingi on the way to the bathroom, and he gives you a small wave, his eyes bloodshot and his posture slumped. But he can't help the small smile that tugs at his lips as you wave back over Seonghwas shoulder.
The pillow goes down on the counter before you, and he starts your meticulous skin care. Your face wash, then his. Your toner, then his. Moisturizer, eye cream, spot treatment, the list goes on until your both brushing your teeth.
You will admit Seonghwa takes exceptionally good care of not only himself, but you as well.
He likes to massage your face after all is said and done. He says it's good for blood flow, which is true. But he does it for a few simpler reasons.
Your face in his hands. And a chance to admire you at the end of the day.
No matter how rough of a day it was. He could always count on this.
He cups your cheeks as he stands between your legs, massaging them gently. "My Baby." He whispers. So quiet you actually miss it. You're too busy melting into his affection. "You're my Baby." He speaks, however lowly.
"Mhm," you moan quietly, blinking up at him, not knowing what exactly he's meaning.
"Say it to me," he says. He pleads. His forehead rests on yours. Eyes growing wet as he uses your eyes as a window into your soul. "Please."
"I'm your baby," you whisper just as gently as he. Nodding against his head lightly. "I'm your baby, Mommy."
He nearly collapses as his shoulders finally relax. His mind flooding with happiness as he hears those words. You're all he's ever wanted. You're all he feels he truly has.
He knew it since the moment he saw you. So delicate, so beautiful and kind. He was overcome with an urge that he can only describe as a mix of pure love and anxiety. He loves you so deeply, how can he ever rest if he doesn't know for certain that your safe and taken care of? So he took matters into his own hands.
He's never felt it before. He knows he'll never feel it again. He will never. Never. Love someone as much as you. As much as his Baby.
You reach up and wipe his tears gently, the tiniest of smiles playing at your lips, "you gonna wash away all the stuff you jus' put on."
He can't help the chuckle that leaves him, leaning into your touch as it leaves a tingle on his skin, "you're right, Baby."
He gently, oh so gently, places a kiss on your lips before your routine resumes.
He leaves you to do your business as he goes to the living room and gathers your pajamas, and when he comes back he finds you all done, rubbing your bottom with a pout. "Oh, Baby, I'm so sorry! I forgot, it must have hurt on the toilet," a pout of his own forms as he crouches and rummages through the cabinet.
"Yeahm," you whine, watching him closely as he grabs a tube.
"Bend over, Baby." That simply sentence almost has you spiraling again before he reaches and rubs your head ever so gently. "It's okay, it's okay. It's numbing cream. Let Mommy put on you and it'll feel better, promise."
You hesitantly bend over the counter slightly, and are relieved to find he's telling the truth. He's barely touching your behind enough spread the cream, his touch is so light. But he manages to apply the treatment without causing you any more harm.
You know that this will be part of your nightly routine again when he sets the tube down with the rest of his products. It mocks you as you look at it. Knowing you'll have to hear those words over and over again until you're healed.
He helps you rid your dress and redresses you in one of his t-shirts before changing into his own pajamas.
As he carries you back to bed, you speak up while fiddling with the buttons on his shirt, "Mommy?"
"Yes, Baby?"
"Can sleep in my tent tonigh'?"
"Oh, Baby, you know I have to hold you to fall asleep. Baby can have a nap in there tomorrow, how about that?"
"No, Mommy too," you look to him with a pout as he closes the bedroom door behind you, "Mommy in the tent." You point to it as if he doesn't know what tent you're referring to, and it makes him laugh how adorable you are when you're so deep in little-space.
"Okay, Baby," he sets you down first and lets you crawl in, watching you with stars in his eyes as you curl up under the blankets and move to make room for him.
His feet poke out of the side even as he's curled spooning you, and he knows the sight is probably ridiculous. But it's very possibly the coziest he's been with you. The tent and the plushies inside of it smell like you. All of the soft blankets have accumulated into a weighted blanket of sorts and keeps you both warm in the cold October air. His chest pressed to your back and your numbed bottom snuggling back into his hips. Your soft, calm breaths luring him into a state of tranquility. He stays just like that, for a long time, it feels like. It almost feels like he's meditating. His soul being cleansed. He can see why you like it here-
Oh. Oh, he's really in here.
It dawns on him as he looks up. What is usually a white ceiling is a pink fabric just a few inches away from his face.
You invited him in.
Ever since he set it up three months ago, you made a strict 'BABY ONLY' policy. And you stuck to that. Not even Jongho, who was admittedly your favorite of his members, was allowed in. They were all confined to the play mat just outside.
But not anymore.
He thought after the pain he had caused, after the outside world had reminded you what he'd done, that your progress would be set back. That he'd back back to square one with a brat. But, you went ahead and proved him opposite.
You proved him that you are and will continue to be,
His Baby.
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Watching the coachella performance. Yeosang, Yunho and Seonghwa look like they could be the byronic lead main character in a gothic novel. I lowkey need a gothic inspired tv show with them playing brothers it would look so good.
Ateez did so well at coachella. Immensely proud of everyone.
I've been listening to the golden hour part 1 preview and this is the ranking of the songs that i think i'll like best. At least based on the snippets.
1. Empty box
This sounds like it would be soothing and comforting. I haven't read the lyrics though so i could be wrong.
2. Golden hour
Similar vibe to empty box.
3. Blind
Everyone calls this Arriba's little sister and i think i might like this one better than Arriba. I'll be honest....i liked Arriba but not as must as the fandom loved it.
4. Work
Not a big fan of the rap chorus i guess. I'm pretty mixed on it. Hopefully i will love when it get released in its entirety.
5. Siren
6. Shaboom
Just watched Work teaser and mingi in his blonde willy wonka era, seonghwa riding an ostrich? Yeosang and his chicken, that golden egg or at least thst's what i think it is and of course jongho "playing" the clarinet on the flute while being totally buried with the exception of his head and Hongjoon literally cooking something with a devious expression on his face.
This MV will be so goofy and i look forward to it

Did some quick seonghwa fan art
Thinking of doing artwork like this to sell, 25$ per hour I have to do it (starts at 25$)
What do y'all think?