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i grew up in a small house near a cemetery, could hear them howl as they lower the ones they love in the ground. i pulled out my own baby teeth, the pain never seemed to bother me. i made friends with the kids down the street..

and i still lose it every now & then in an interview, or a photoshoot. i could be halfway through a show and it all comes creeping in. and i've sacrificed all my friends birthdays, weddings, everything, and it's heartbreaking but this is my dream. and i did it all without a phone call, or a christmas card. you have no heart. this is my way of saying don't start.

and you should see the shows i play, and hear them sing the words i say. i wonder sometimes if you are in the crowd. 'cause i needed help, i needed love, i needed care, i needed a hug, i needed praise, i needed time with you. and it plays on my mind all the time, all the time. i wanna love you but i need you to try.

don't start now i'm winning and finally happy. don't start now i've done all the years of hard work. don't start taking over, and asking for favours.