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HERMITCRAFT IS A FAMILY-FRIENDLY SERVER FULL OF PG CONTENT CREATORS
Doris salcedo, Installation at 8th International Istanbul Biennial, 2003.
Some of my fave Black Fae Day lewks:
Slays.bySarah on IG
Etoilesroses on IG
Phleshe on IG and maybe on here?
Feycrafts on twitter
KSHAW_tv on Twitter
Kagoneko on twitter
Hotboybebop on Twitter
Queer_Elf_Club on Twitter
And Thorns_and_Flames who lives in my head rent-free
Uh ok catching tumblr up on some drawings I’ve posted elsewhere part whatever, I’ve got a lot of Simon’s Quest stuff to go through. This one is mostly a single sketchbook page I think, maybe one is from a different page, but yeah all made around the same time. Also lol idk how to post anything so I just kinda dump things into the same post I guess, hope that’s fine d(^^ ; ) I’m keeping all the serious ones to the same post tho
This one has a really long explanation, but I just can’t think of it on the spot rn. I like it still tho :3
Just some little doodles, some of these have a lot of scribbled ones around them cause I was struggling drawing him again at the time and couldn’t figure out why, turns out I was just drawing his hair the wrong direction lol
Bro’s a little hysterical here, I don’t blame him, I imagine rotting alive would not be very good, hmmm I should rant about that sometime. I have too many ideas for curse’s effects and stuff hehehe >:3c
Speaking of:
These are all attempts at depicting some effects of the curse. They’re cool I guess, but I think I need to work on my depiction of it a little bit more to get it to look more like rot rather than just wounds if that makes sense. It’s really hard to depict with just red gel pen tho, rot is really mostly a lot of colors and rounder patterns idk it’s hard to explain. I guess he’s like “nude” but it’s just Ken doll level detail for anatomy practice and so that the curse is visible.
Idk if I should like tag for something or put a nsfw or content warning on this????? I also don’t know if this is too long and I should cut it shorter or not uhhhh yeah
Idk uh anyway bye that’s it
Happy Father’s Day to all the fictional men that collectively bring out everyone’s fatherless behavior. ✨
Reblog if you've ever read a fic that was better than published books
There are quite a few posts floating around talking about jjong and they make me feel really uncomfortable.
As someone who has severe mental health problems its quite upsetting to read things that make it look like our way of thinking and acting makes total sense.
I just want to say that: yes, jjong did what he did bc he couldnt handle life anymore and i can relate to that feeling and understand that he felt hopeless.
But:
I absolutely dont think it was a good choice to make. Its not. Never…
Please keep in mind that his brain was physically damaged and !!!!his sickness!!!! decided what was good for him, not his rational and healthy part of mind.
Its srsly like you have a totally disgusting version of yourself living inside of you and you can lose the battle against that insane negativity.
What we saw was mostly the good side of him. What took his life was something only he truly knew about.
The jonghyun i love is the one who loved.
The one i hate is the one who hated.
And i hope people understand that what he did is so insanely sad and just shows how much power the hate you feel towards yourself can have.
Its nothing good. Its horrible…
The only good thing is that he wont ever have to hear that voice again.
But even that is not something positive.
At least not to me as someone who decided and learned how to fight this voice over three years of therapy.
Please dont make it look appealing to give in to the wish to die.
If you read this and you think about leaving this world, even if its just a little bit, please take it as a sign to continue to fight.
It breaks my heart to see so many people feel so hopeless. I gave up on my life 3 years ago and now im here…
I still dont want to give up. I have lost what was my reason to live for way too long. I lost the man who replaced my mother who died 3 years ago and she was literally my everything. I have watched her slowly die all my life and thought i could never live without her. I still kinda feel that way and jjongs death triggers me a lot and makes me feel just like i did years ago.
Im extremely depressed, i think about how i dont want to live in this sick world and can barely eat, what means i have lost almost all of the weight i have gained back while fighting my ED last year.
I talk too much…
But i want to show you that theres still hope.
I promise to try my best to learn to love myself and finally live a somewhat normal life in 2018.
I hope that you will try to find happiness within yourselves too. Its important and possible to do so, i strongly believe it.
Please stay strong and safe. I promise you that you are loved and that i love all of you. I care, truly care about every struggling soul on this planet and i want all of us to feel great.
Please reach out to someone and try to get help no matter how little you believe in healing or how uncomfortable it is.
I promise you that it helps.
I promise.
I truly promise.
You just need to be patient with yourself.
Be gentle, be kind.
I love you.
ANYWAY. i would love it if you reblogged this with the best book you read in 2022 so far
i drew submas bc hyperfixation
trying to sleep but the demons (characters in my brain) keep haunting me (developing without my consent)
Reblog if you have mourned the death of a fictional character.
If you do not reblog this, you are in fact lying.
"Netflix cancels show because of capitalism" is true but they aren't even succeeding at capitalism. Pretty much all streaming services are hemorrhaging money right now. In their desperate attempts to win at capitalism, they are failing at capitalism. They are killing art for the sake of a pretend profit they never receive. Pathetic.
Day Three - Heartbreak
Reblog and put in the tags how many fandoms you've been in
reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something