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The first productivity challenge didn't work out. It could've if I was dedicated enough but now looking back, I wasn't. A few weeks back, when I started with the challenge, I felt really demotivated. Not even demotivated, it was more like I didn't see the point of any of it. I just wanted to do nothing. I recently returned back home after a tiny vacation which was very very very relaxing and I cleared out my mind. Since I don't have classes, I have a lot more time to cover some of my weak topics. My exams are starting from tomorrow (nothing too serious) but instead of focusing on my school exams, I want to cover up the topics with are actually going to come in the entrance exam because that is my goal.

I learned a lot from the trip that I recently went on. Leisure and relaxation are just as important as hardwork and continuity. Ngl I was very hesitant about taking two days off while returning back home because half the people preparing for the said exam are not even going back home and by doing that they are saving time and getting ahead of me in one way or the other. But everyone is unique and what works for someone may or may not work for me. They can study for fifteen hours without a break? good for them. I can't so I don't. I go with my own pace. I need a vacation or time of relaxation every few months because staying away from home at a place where everything is so competitive and hectic can get really toxic if you don't find a way to relax. So instead of trying to force myself to function without actually taking care of my body and my mind I'll try to work on myself in the next few weeks and try to be more balanced in every aspect of life, not just studying but also in terms of health. With this note, Lets begin the productivity challenge once again (for real this time). I'll be back at the end of the day :)

Hello again. Okay so due to procrastinating and some other reasons, here I am trying to complete sixteen chapters in six hours for my biology test tomorrow which is next to impossible I know I know but I’m taking this as a challenge. I think if I do somehow manage to complete this before the test tomorrow this will give me a lot of idk self confidence or something or just more reason to believe that I’m capable of doing things like these. Without further ado, let’s get started :))) I will keep everyone posted (that is if I survive this)

Going to start with the six chapters of human physiology now. Hopefully this gets finished before ten it’s 7:40 pm rn :’)

Good morning everyone 🌷 I’m alive :’) trying to haphazardly memorise everything (and also finding out a lot of new things???) by doing past paper questions as a last minute resort :))

Anyway, I wasn’t expecting to finish the entire biology syllabus in half a day anyways. But who in their right minds takes exams back to back honestly but it’s fine :)

We still made it in the end people 😎

Have a lovely morning/evening/night everyone 🌻

Hello hello everyone :))) I did next to nothing today to be honest. But I’m not going to beat myself up over it and instead try to make the best of tomorrow and I’m going to do that by going to bed early and waking up at 5 am :’) I know it sounds hard but I’m much more of a morning person and I’m comfortable with waking up at 6 so I think pushing myself a bit won’t hurt. I’m back at home right now. I think I’ve got a week or ten something days more and then I have to go back and classes will re-start. I absolutely cannot let this year go to waste like last one. It wasn’t particularly wasted but I didn’t work upto my full potential. But with my exam being next year (which is pretty much life changing) I can’t let my potential go to waste and I want to challenge myself more and push myself a bit more and not laze around. I see myself falling into all the bad habits from last year and I feel disappointed myself in a way because there’s nothing holding me back like absolutely nothing but I can’t seem to get out of that comfort zone. I think this is mostly because this new college opened up in my hometown and since it’s new and everything and the faculty is not the best not many people want to join it, which makes getting into it very easy like it ranks third from the bottom or something. So my reason for wanting to join it was that I would get to stay at home and the preparation will be way way way less stressful and since pretty much everything can be studied online by joining an online course, I’ll just do that as well. Now I decided this back in like October last year or something cause things just weren’t working out for me. Tests were going shit and just every other aspect of my preparation was not going very well to put it lightly. Ngl that did help me get to where I am today like mentally but I think I can do way better than that if I try. And I don’t know what it’ll be like in the future but it would pretty much kill me to know that I could’ve done something but I didn’t because I didn’t want to get out of my comfort zone. So now with whatever time I have left being at home, I’ll try to make good habits and break the bad ones. For example, I really really want to or more like need to get into the habit of exercising daily and move my body so I’ll get into that by finding the workout which suits me the best. I also need to increase the efficiency of doing work by a lot. I know everything that there is to know about how to be more productive and everything I just procrastinate in the application of it. If I don’t fix this now, I think I’m going to mess up my getting into one of the top uni’s pretty badly and I can’t have that. Anyways everyone, if you’re still here (thanks for that btw :))) ) I’m ending this with a picture of the sky and a quote :)))

If you want it, you have to work for it

Have a nice day everyone! I’ll see you tomorrow 🌷💕

Hello everyone:) Currently trying to rescue my day because sometimes thirty minute naps turn to two hour ones. It is what it is let’s not dread over that too much. I’ll start by reviewing what we did in class today and if I finish that on time (which I highly doubt cause we did a lot) I’ll try to revise at least a part of one of the inorganic chemistry chapters that we finished last week. I’ll update later :)