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You were nervous it was only your second variety show that youve been on. The last one was called “ Sugarman ” and u didn’t do to well, but this time around you had your very loud support group sitting in the audience. “WHOOOOOOOO MAJESTY!!!” you looked in the audience and saw your best friends BTS screaming and yelling with your fans. “Oh my god they didn’t!” you said to yourself whole walking towards them. “What are youe guys doing?” you said to them “ we’re supporting you guys ” said the loudest of the group J-hope “ Well I’m happy your here but just don’t be loud OK? ” you asked them. “ OK we promise ” they all said in unison. You walked back to your group b/c the show was starting. The topic of idols being over weight came up and they asked you how do you feel “To be perfectly honest, I don’t really care about idols being over weight, because still the end of the day its all about the music. If their music is good I don’t really care about what the idols look like.” Everyone applauded you and agreed with You. But one of the hosts disagreed. “Well I believe that if an idol is over weight then they should stop being an idol all together. Your not the right weight to be an idol, and to be honest (Y/N) isn’t the right weight, so she should stop being an idol as well until you get your weight perfectly right.” there was an awkward silence in the studio after she said that. Until the other host changed the topic. You know this would happen if this topic was picked. Yeah you have bigger thighs like all the other idols, but that’s what your fans liked about you, You were different from everyone else. You were used to everyone talking about you. It happened all throughout highschool, but when you looked into the audience you saw the angry looks on your fans faces but they weren’t as angry as your friends BTS were. To calm them down you smiled the biggest smile and waved at them. The audience, and BTS smiled and waved back but it didn’t shake the angry looks on their faces. After the show the members of your group where yelling on the top of their lungs. “WHO DOES SHE THINK SHE IS! SAYING THAT YOUR NOT THE RIGHT WEIGHT! YOUR PERFECTLY FINE THE WAY YOU ARE!” said the to youngest member Bambi. “Hey Bambi can you calm down please? I don’t really care about what she said. I’m happy with the way I look OK?” “YEAH I KNOW THAT BUT STILL THAT DOESN’T GIVE HER THE RIGHT TO CRITICIZE THE WAY THAT YOU LOOK!” It was easy to tell that she was highly pissed off. “You know what..Im gonna girl tell her off!” she said as she was walking out of the door. She out her hand on the door when your manager stopped her. “Don’t even go there..shes just a waist of time.” he said. She looked at him, stopped to her seat, and put her headphones in. You on the other hand weren’t even worried about her too where worried about your other friends BTS. The last time you looked that them they had angry looks on their faces. You where knocked our of your train of thought when a staff member came up to you. “(Y/N), one of the hosts are looking for you.” she explained. You where a little confused but you follower her anyway. When you got to your destination it was the male host. “(Y/N), I’m really sorry for what the other host said to you we really didn’t know that she would say that to you” the host was rambling on and invention um you stopped him. “Oh, its fine it didn’t really got to me. I don’t care about what she said.” “ Well you really should.” You heard a voice behind you and you already knew who it was. “ Look I’m sorry sweetheart but with those looks you will never..EVER..be a successful idol, you better lose some weight and come back again when you have body like mine. Then She just laughed in your face and walked off. ~END PART 1 I don’t know what this is but I lost all inspiration after this I think that BTS will come in the second part. Please give me feedback it would really help a lot.

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Hi 👋🏽 (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

Pairing: Min Yoongi (BTS) x Reader

Genre: Fluff, angst?

Summary: you are a very successful idol. You and your group get invited to a variety show for an interview, but one of the hosts make a comment about your weight. You don’t care at all but your boyfriend his friends and your group members promise to do something about it. What you don’t know

Admin B: This is a old fix I wrote in high school I’m not a good writer as most other people on this app but I tried 🤷🏽‍♀️ I honestly don’t know if this will have other parts I just wanted to revamp it. sorry for the mistakes🙇🏽‍♀️.

Note: (g/n) = your Group name

You were nervous it was only your second variety show that youve been on. The last one was called Sugarman and u didnt really do to well, but this time around you had your very loud support group sitting in the audience.

“WHOOOOOOOO (g/n)!!” you looked in the audience and saw your best friends BTS screaming and yelling with your fans. “Oh my god... someone please tell me I’m hallucinating.” You said to yourself whole walking towards them. “What are your you guys doing here? You said you couldn’t make it said to them “Sorry princess we lied. We just wanted to surprise you guys and show our support” said the biggest sunshine ever and your best friend J-hope.

You couldn’t stay mad at him. Especially with that smile of his. “Okay, okay I appreciate you guys support.. thanks for coming, but please don’t be so loud.” They nodded and agreed. As you were about to walk off your boyfriend stopped you. “Hey babe, don’t stress out over this ok? I know your going to do great.” He smiled,gave you a kiss on your cheek. And went back to his seat.

You ran back on stage to your group members as the show started. “Ok guys let’s just try our best ok?” Said the leader of your group. And with that the show started.

“Welcome to the show we are your hosts Yoo Jae Suk, And Yoo In-na! Thank you for watching” everyone was excited your groups fans are ere screaming your boyfriend and your best friends were clapping and waving in the audience trying to get your attention. “Today’s special guests are the very one of the most successful girl groups out there today please give a big welcome to (g/n)!”

“1,2,3 Hello we are (g/n).” Your greeted your fans and the viewers watching. Waving and giving your biggest smile. “Yes today our main topic is for today’s show ‘ Should idols have a weight limit? ` but first (g/n) why don’t you tell us about your comeback? “ Your members looked at you to speak so you talked about your comeback and all the attention your group has been getting “ We wanted to thank our fans for loving this song we didn’t really know how people would react to us having a sexy concept but it seems like they enjoyed it so.. yeah thank you. “ you said embarrassed and blew a kiss to your fans.

“Ahh yes they song is very catchy! We hope you have success this year “ Yoo Jae Suk said happily. “ Now on to today’s topic, someone sent us a letter asking us if Idols should have weight limits she says ‘ I wanted to become a idol but my mom says that I should lose weight before doing so... I’m not that over weight I just have a little extra of everything extra thighs, but and chest. What should I do give up or keep going please help!’ Now since we have idols her I should ask them first. Do you think idols should have a weight limit? Let’s start with the leader. “

Every one of your group members stated their opinions on the topic then it came to you. “ What do you think (y/n)? “ said the female host Yoo In-na “Well I don’t really care about what the person looks like I feel like it’s all about the music and how well the person can sing their song. I never really looked at looks so for me I think it should be about the music instead of the look.” After you finished everyone clapped agreeing with you, well except the female host. “Well honestly I disagree it should be about the look of the person because that’s what people look at first if the persons look instead of their music, and if I had some say in idols I would say (y/n) isn’t the right size to be a idol either. I feel like the person who sent the letter and (y/n) should lose weight. “ she shrugged and continued to talk.

The audience was silent, Your members were stunned, and your boyfriend was pissed off beyond belief. You knew this would somehow be turned at you. You agreed with the person who wrote the letter, you had a little bit of extra stuff like thighs and but and hips, but you were happy with what you looked like. People always told you to lose weight before you became an idol all throughout your school life but you never listened. You just sat their with a blank look on your face and ignored her. The show went on and eventually ended. Your group members were backstage pissed off.

“How does she think it’s ok to say stuff like that to people!” Said the youngest of the group Bambi. “Like seriously someone should tell her off... and you know what that someone is me!” She began to storm off but you stopped her “ Bambi please she’s not worth your time. I knew it would turn out this way but hey, I’m used to it by now. So please sit down and get ready to go back to the dorms? Okay?” She nodded and walked off still mad but she started to pack her things. You started to do the same but one of the staff members stopped you. “Excuse me, Miss (Y/N) the host Yoo Jae Suk is looking for you.” You nodded and thanked her. When you stepped out of your dressing room Yoo Jae Sukwas there waiting for you with a empathetic look on his face.

“Miss (Y/N), I’m sorry a bout what the other host said about you, I never knew she would say such harsh things. “ he said looking down. “Oh it’s not a big deal I don’t really care about her or what she said.” You said laughing. “Well you really should.” Said a voice behind you. You both turned around and it was the female host Yoo In-na. “ Honestly sweetheart you should just give up while you still can, you will NEVER be as successful as I am, and you will never..EVER...have a body like mine so just give up already, alright?” She laughed and walked to her dressing room leaving you stunned.

Lacuna | Pt. 3

An unfilled space; a gap.

Min Yoongi x reader

Genre/Tropes : established relationship, miscommunication, angst, yelling

Word count : ~2.2k

A/N : Hello sweet readers! Finally the third part!! Enjoy it please<3  Not much left before these two go heart to heart ^^ Are you excited to see how this plays out?

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Next morning Yoongi is once again met with a displeasing view. You silently rushing around the room collecting your clothes and toiletries. His breath quickens and he shoots up in bed clutching the comforter as if he has woken from a nightmare.

His eyes move around following your form and only as you turn to leave you notice him. His eyebrows furrowed a sleepy and confused expression on his face. You take it as a hint to leave the room and quickly scramble out without a word.

Yoongi holds his breath the moment your eyes meet. He couldn’t read the expression adorning your face and it scared him. He once again ran hands down his face taking in a deep breath. His heart still hammering inside. Yoongi was even more scared now then he was yesterday evening. The later realization coming back to hold him by the neck. When a thought shoots in his head. He still needs to apologize to you.

He quickly throws on sweats and moves out of the room. He can hear the shower running in the guest room and stays behind the door, scared to invade your personal space now and tick you off.

On the other side of the door you were getting dressed with those same thoughts. Scared to tick Yoongi off you try to make yourself scarce as fast as possible. The stare you’ve been met with this morning almost put you in cardiac arrest as you heart stopped.

You exit the shower and start pulling on your work clothes. Suddenly a knock on the door stops your heart once again. “Y/N?” A small voice catches your attention.

You haven’t heard your name leave his lips for so long. You stop for a moment frozen in space but quickly recover as your phone lights up with notifications. You need to hurry or you’ll be late for the new presentation.

Yoongi can hear you shuffling inside the room. Excitement fills his insides when he hears your footsteps coming closer to the door. He braces himself to face you, hug you, kiss you and fall to his knees before you to apologize. The door opens and Yoongi barely catches sight of you before you scurry down the stairs. A thought enters Yoongi’s head. You’re running away from him…

He comes after you hot on your trail. When he stands on the bottom of the staircase he can’t do anything but observe you putting on your shoes and taking you bag in your hands. That’s when it clicks for him. You’re leaving. 

He nears you in three big strides and catches your arm before you can disappear out the door. “We need to talk” he says assertively. You only look at him with big eyes and stutter out a “I’m late for work” before removing yourself from his grasp.

Yoongi stands there frozen in place. Everything seems to drop into place for him now. The detachment in your eyes, the space between you two now miles. This relationship is hanging by a thread...

You were full of adrenaline as you reached work, not only from running but from the weird morning encounter with Yoongi. You quickly pushed Yoongi out of your mind and walked through the office door. After setting your bag on your chair you grabbed your computer and set off to the meeting room.

After three hours you finally slumped down in your chair a smile adorning your face. A tear of happiness escaped your eye and you wiped it laughing. You got it. You got your position.

You could not contain yourself as you started typing out a message to Yoongi. Your finger stopped right above the send button. The whole world stilled as you deleted the message not wanting to annoy your lover any further. The thought once again made you sad… he didn’t feel like a lover any more…

“Congrats Y/N you were amazing!” Your colleague Hyun clapped you on the back. You turned to him “Oh!” You were startled but recovered “thank you, thank you” you smiled once again. “Great even amazing job on the presentation. Finally, you put that Lee in her place. Please fire her I’m getting tired of listening to her..” he rolled his eyes jokingly and lounged on your desk beside you.

Hyun kept up small talk asking you about the document, your days and finally reaching a topic of a new café down town with famous Japanese buns that you’ve been craving to try.

“That place is bomb! I was there a few times while in Japan they have the most delicious buns I have ever tried” Hyun almost melted on your desk holding his tummy “It’s all I want in life” he closed his eyes theatrically. You laugh boomed through the office at his actions and you held yourself back after receiving some judging glances. “I’m convinced alright stop making a scene someone might kill us” you giggled.

Hyun got serious, straightened up and looked into your eyes “Come with me”. Your giggle stopped in your throat “W-what?” “Come with me to the opening. We can go on Saturday it’s our free day thanks to you” he smiled. “C’mon Y/N we do need to celebrate you somehow” his eyes were full of affection.

Your head was spinning. Hyun has been your good friend for a couple of years in the company. But that’s it, there was never anything more than that. You had never taken your friendship out of the confines of this office and now you were feeling like maybe you wanted it. It was nice having him here at this moment, having someone congratulate you, take interest in you day and laugh together.

You gulped as Hyun got up from your desk a hand on your shoulder “I’ll get back to you” he smiled and walked away. Your eyes followed him and your heart lit up with a possibility of a new friendship.

While you were congratulating with Hyun, Yoongi was having a fight on his own.

Repairing his music was going as NOT smooth as possible. Despite the fact that he had no music, he also had producer Cho on his ass. Cho has not left him alone for the whole day.

Yoongi could deal with Cho being in the studio but he could no longer deal with his shouting and constant nagging, tough Yoongi could not say a thing back.

Apart from Cho, you were also on his mind. The morning encounter, the evening fight all of it pressing him from within. Yoongi wanted to cry. He wanted to cry his whole body out and curl up in your loving arms so you could nurse him to health again. He wanted everything to be alright. But most of all he wanted YOU. He wanted YOU to be alright. The thought made Yoongi tear up and drop his head into his hands for the hundredth time that day.

“Hyung it’s time for practice” Jungkooks voice filled the studio and immediately irritated Yoongi. He let out a groan “yeh I know.” Jungkook slipped into the room leaving the door ajar and and looked around awkwardly “Hyung are you alright?” He laid a comforting hand on Yoongi’s shoulder and Yoongi shot up out of the chair making Jungkook jump back and land awkwardly on the carpet before the couch. “DOES IT LOOK LIKE IM ALRIGHT?! IF YOU DON’T ALREADY SEE NO NOTHING IS ALRIGHT YOU- YOU-UH?!” Yoongi towered over the younger male body shaking with anger. It didn’t take long before all of the members filtered through the door to see what was happening. Namjoon and Jin quickly evaluated the situation and jumped in front of Yoongi making him sit at his chair while Taehyung and Jimin helped a tearful Jungkook up. “What the hell is going on here?! Jungkook are you okey?”the leader tried to bring peace back.

Yoongi glanced around the room eyes meeting Jungkooks. Eyes filled with tears looking up at him, a sight so sad it reminded him of a worse one... 

Yoongi was taken over by his emotions once more, he could feel something brewing inside him and he had no idea how he was going to deal with it without you. “Yoongi? Tell us what’s wrong? You’ve been distant for a long time now? Is it Y/N??” Jin’s voice uttering your name was like the final straw in Yoongi’s emotions and he let it all flow.

With his tears flowing down his cheeks all the hardships flowed out too. All six members sitting around now listening to their brother cry out his concerns about his relationship and work. 

“And I’m so sorry Jungkook that you happened to probe me at the worst moment. I didn’t mean to dump all of this on you…” Now Yoongi felt embarrassed not only about this Jungkook situation but also about opening to his members up about his emotions and struggles with your relationship.

“Hyung it sounds like the two of you just …grew apart…” Said Hobi and Yoongi’s head shot up to his brother eyes full of fear. “No no no not that way, maybe not grew apart but simply spent too little time together and have simply misunderstood one another’s feelings now. And to be honest time has not been kind to the two of you” Jimin tried to help his friend who looked like he was having a heart attack. 

“Jiminie is right, when was the last time you talked with Y/N?” Yoongi fell into deep thought and the members looked at him hoping for an answer. The longer they waited the more scared for their friend they got. Yoongis face went from thinking to breaking in a few seconds and tears once again flowed.

A soft chorus of “Hyung” and “Yoongi” was let out by the boys as they stood from the couch and gathered around Yoongi to hug him and wipe his tears. “Yoongi look at me. Stop crying and go. Find some flowers a nice drink and something delicious then go get your woman and tell her that you love her.” Jin looked sternly into the younger man’s eyes. 

Yoongi blinked a few times and nodded his head but then a revelation from yesterday popped back into his mind and he lowered his eyes to the floor again. “What if she doesn’t want me anymore...” he whispered the paralyzing words for the first time and it hit him more than he thought it would. The air got knocked out of Yoongi and the others noticed. “Yah! Stop it hyung!” “Yah go get Y/N! You know she loves you just don’t give up”

It felt like a breath of new air being supported by his brothers and it gave him new bravery to text you.

Yoongi: Hey...

Yoongi: When do you finish work?

Your eyes shot away from the computer and back at your phone when you read the senders name. You gulped and could feel cold sweat coating your body. The text was exactly what you had been expecting for a while. This is it. “Maybe it’s something else, c’mon respond” you thought trying to stop yourself from going into shock.

Y/N: Hi

Y/N: I finish work at 9

Y/N: Why?

Your heart beat fast and out of rhythm as you waited for a response praying for a better one than you have imagined.

Yoongi: I’ll pick you up.

You sat now thoroughly confused by the message. Why would he want to pick you up? Was he at home now? He wouldn’t just break up with you now would he?

If this situation had occurred weeks ago you would have jumped up and down at the thought of your boyfriend being spontaneous, however now it only served to make you nervous. You couldn’t imagine being at such a close proximity with him.

“Y/N did you get my message?” Junhi stood at your door and you awoke from the nightmare that was going on inside your head thanks to your boyfriend. “Ah message? Oh yes yes I got it sorry” you buffered looking at your computer screen trying to find a message. 

“Interesting” Junhi chuckles. “Huh..?” You turn to him dishevelled. “I didn’t send you any messages. Are your messages haunted sweets?” Junhi came inside your cubicle and sat on your desk. “Don’t call me that it sounds like we’re dating or something..” you lowered your gaze in disgust. 

“That doesn’t sound that bad huh? I could be your work boyfriend? We’d make an office power couple. At least you’d have someone to attend the party with on Friday” he flashed a smile searching your eyes for contact. He locked his eyes on yours finally and you let out a weak chuckle ‘this idiot again…’ . “Is there anything you need help with Junhi?” you asked looking through your documents, only one man on your mind, heartbeat elevated.

Please don’t let this be our end…

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