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This felt so heartbreaking.
All the room in the world | 1
●Wordcount: 9.719
●Genre: Fluff/Light angst | Friends to lovers!AU
●Min Yoongi x Reader
●Description: After four years, you go back to Daegu for Taehyung’s wedding. However, things aren’t as you left them… and Min Yoongi either.
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Part 1 ● Part 2 (Ending)
A/N: This is one of my first stories, now revamped and fixed, I posted in my old blog. Hope you enjoy it ♥
The countdown to your personal ‘Doomsday’ –as you dramatically wrote on the calendar- started the last September with a letter that screamed ‘danger!’ since you noticed the sender: Kim Taehyung.
You felt guilty just by reading his name, while these last four years made of missed phone calls, forgotten messages and never-sent-letters cascaded on your shoulder all at once, to the point where you almost threw it in the trash. However, boosted by your curiosity -and for that thin voice that whispered you: if you don’t like what you read, you can pretend you never received it- you finally opened it:
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𝗳𝗼𝗿𝘁𝘂𝗶𝘁𝘆 | 𝗷𝗷𝗸
pairing: jeon jungkook x reader
genre: detective au; fluff, a smidgen of angst, childhood friends to lovers
rating: 18+ (mentions of assault, domestic abuse and suicide; minor character death, serial killers are mentioned, minor mention of alcohol and weapons, most likely an inaccurate portrayal of policework)
word count: 7.7k
summary: when a case forces you to re-visit your hometown, you’re also forced to re-visit your past and one particular jeon jungkook, your childhood friend, and the man you’d fallen in love with – while he’d been been engaged to someone else.
author’s note: whew this is me coming back to writing for the first time in a WHILE. happy (belated) birthday jungkook! I’m sorry for being 8 days late T_T
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‘people that walked away.’
“isn’t it wonderfully tragic?
how i never thought that i would be putting your name on top of the list of ‘people that walked away’.
but do you know what is even more wonderfully tragic than that?
how i did that while you were here, standing right beside me.”
hello, everyone. i hope you’re doing well. okay, let’s just get to the explanation. this piece doesn’t need one actually, but there are a few things that i would like to mention.
there are times in life when you try to grasp on something, and you can’t, but thing is just right there. right in front of you but you can’t do anything.
people are like that too. fortunately, many among us see right through this situation and choose the path that provides them peace— i think the better terminology is calmness. there’s no fear of losing someone, because there’s no one left to lose.
but then there are people like me and maybe— maybe even you that don’t realise that someone is falling out of love. that spark in someone is fading. it’s just the body. a hollow structure. no feelings, no sentiments and no emotions. it is just that person’s presence that gives you confidence and there might be times when you foresee this situation and analyse the fact that the spark is no more there. you fall. you still fall. you fall in love with the un-realness of this love, with the silence, with the burned out flames, the rusted spark and everything in between.
Come back ghost boy Shadow of a man That left no prints in sand He did Come back ghost boy This time I'll play your games Because they kept me sane They did Come back ghost boy And love me with that touch That was just never enough It was Come back ghost boy Give me back my soul Put it in the hole you left You left Come back ghost boy Im missing all the lies The lies that made me cry They did Come back ghost boy Listen to my song You haunt me when you're gone You do
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So comfortable, we’re living in a bubble // So comfortable we cannot see the trouble
LOVED this Katy Perry performance at the Grammy’s last night. It was so different from Katy’s usual performances, but I think that’s what made it great. This is a new Katy Perry that we’re getting, and I’m loving it! She looked stunning, and delivered some strong political statements in a very smart and sophisticated way, paired with a song that is much more socially aware than it seems. Also super cool for her to perform it with Skip Marley as well, the grandson of Bob Marley. Super excited to see what Katy Perry will do next!
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Why I Can’t Bring Myself to Tell My Friends I Love Them
I used to tell my friends that I loved them all the time. If I saw them doing something I thought was cute, or if they made an awesome joke, or if they tried their hardest on something, or when I would get the occasional rush of gratitude for them, I would tell them. Love was meant to be expressed when they were still there to receive it, and love was meant for everyone. I wanted everyone to know that love was meant to be given liberally.
Back when my ex best friend cared about me, she was so supportive. She would tell me that there was good in the world and there were things to be living for, and she would always be so happy and in love with life. She was a small person, with a round face and the warmest hugs, and she would tell me that I was worth it. That I was worth loving, that I was amazing, that I made her life better. My second new best friend does that too. She does all of that. They’re different people, but in terms of what they provide me they’re nearly the same, and in terms of appearance, they look similar. And that scares me because there’s a reason my ex best friend is no longer my friend, and to see the same feelings start for someone similar is terrifying.
When I finally acknowledged my first best friend after moving on from the last one, I noticed she was giving me everything my ex best friend couldn’t, but I was resigned to the idea that she wasn’t as verbally or physically affectionate. I still love that best friend, but those are my love languages, and I don’t usually get them from other people. And then my second best friend came into my life and gave me exactly what I wanted and needed that was missing from my first best friend. But now there’s a problem. Because my first best friend isn’t very verbally affectionate, she probably wouldn’t like it if I told her I love her, and even if she did, I would be opening up to her too much and that might push her away. My second best friend would absolutely love it if I told her I loved her, but I’m too worried that I’ll put all my energy into that friendship only to slowly realise that I’m not getting anything back.
I want to love them. I do love them. And I always thought it was a cliché motivation when a character was like “I’ve been hurt before and I don’t want to be hurt again”, but that is exactly how I feel and I couldn’t even trust my second best friend when she told me that she would always care about me because that’s what I told my ex best friend and now I hate her with a burning passion. I hate songs like “Night Changes” or “The One That Got Away” because they remind me that something you think will be infinite could end within a moment, and I hate reading fanfics where characters end up far away from each other with no possible way of regaining the relationship they had before and/or in canon because that’s the truth of life. People will come and go and you can’t do anything about it. Love is never going to be enough if it’s only going one way. Life isn’t a show where everything comes full circle; there are going to be loose ends and regrets and there will be no consolation or closure and everyone leaves eventually no matter how much you or they care. I love my best friends now but if I admit it to them then it solidifies the idea that there’s something to lose, and I can’t stand that. I don’t want to be hurt again. Despite how genuine my best friends may be right now, there will be a day where they don’t care. I don’t want to reach that day. I don’t want it to continue to that point. I don’t want to tell them I love them.