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I feel ya Tina.

a week passed; I decided that i want this, i really do. and so i'm going to go for it. february here i come. dear lord get me there whole, maybe a little chipped but still in one piece.

'fuck it we ball' here comes the life i want to live.

okay. im not letting my brain go into panic mode. im going to eat, take a shower, and nap.

then i’m going to make a list of pros and cons; implications; estimated timeframe; financial impact; other related and not related factors that will be impacted.

then i’m going to make a plan.

then i’m going to sleep on it.

come friday next week, if i still want this (and given the plan has had updates as more things have been considered) then im going to go for it. worst case: i lose some family, but i gain my life wholly so. and selfishly i want that so bad.

just passed a comment to my grandfather before; i just want you to know that all my decisions are my own, i'm not being influenced or manipulated, i take full accountability for my own choices.

he just nodded.

i left telling him to keep that in mind over the next few months.

@youadans-reverie

just got k.o'd by a weird contentment about the coming months.

we owe no one permanence btw

eating toast with too much vegemite and drinking chai, everything is going to be okay.

i did it guys. i set a moving-out date. :)

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