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Very controlled, put-together, cold characters losing it™️ is one of thee sexiest things in fiction

I searched up whump on tumblr and I am having fun. Most of the ideas are just downright amazing. Though am I now confused whether I should make this one character a caretaker or whumper. Then I realised ‘Kia that is a stupid question how did you forget your own story’s plot. Edgar was supposed to be a caretaker in the beginning of the story and then reveal his inner whumper self in the end of it’

Oh and the wip is about pedophilia

Ignore this i am high on water (I tried swallowing with water cause I can’t eat food that gives blood to save myself.)

The writing community on tumblr is so sweet. Much more than I had expected.

KIA RAMBLES WHOOOOO, INCLUDES VENT LOL jfkfudgdf WARNING: MOOD SWINGS (I THINK) check tags before just in case???

Man, you know, I certainly picked this life because of writing. I just love thinking of my stories. Yapping and rambling about them with that one girl, Posting my rambles on my Instagram stories like:

THAN THOSE ARE MY THREE FRIENDS, I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR THEM (THO I BARELY EVER COMMUNICATE WITH THE CAT PHOTO ONE) I HAVE MORE FRIENDS. I EVEN SOMEHOW MANAGED TO BE FRIENDS WITH A BOY THAT I HAD A FRIEND CRUSH ON. And I am the ‘shy kid’ in class so that’s shocking. (I am not the shy kid, I just stay in my lane. I do presentations well)

Like no one expect the one in the middle has any idea on what in the dictionary of womanary am I talking about (Making my own words because I am too lazy)

I love this. I love talking about writing. I love being proud of my writing. I love being insecure of it because at least I feel some emotions hah- It boosts up my ego too.

Like do you ever write something so good you are like- Oh my…. I think I just… created an Ao3 level piece of art.

I was sulking, on the verge of depression. Couldn’t show an inch of emotion to my mother who had let me eat my favourite lunch meal (I really don’t allow myself to get attach to her because I don’t wanna be hurt again and again but I feel like such a bad person. So I sometimes utter ‘I love you’ when I don’t mean it, and for some reason in makes me want to pull my heart out of my chest.) Even though I am not supposed to eat anything unhealthy because I just recovered from Typhoid and my body has extremely low blood.

Writing makes me alive. Alive. Alive. It distracts me. Takes me away from this life, reading other stories isn’t exactly the same. I usually can’t keep up, I feel anxious. Reading makes me realise I am wasting time and could be doing something much much more productive. Finals are in 1 month and 5 days and I studied nothing. It’s draining me. I should go and do it, but… ugh I can’t explain it’s irritating. Father says a lot of things. He would say I don’t have Control over my own life in a spooky scary way that will traumatise me for the rest of my life. He would say something about my health, he recently said that I had a mentality of a six year old; he will say how I am not controlling my mind. And stuff like that. Believe in yourself, that I very well do. It’s much worse that way actually, because you know how much potential you have, yet you are wasting it.

I am tired, I don’t have time. My room is cleaned, yet I feel empty. I am so so tired yet I do nothing. I am too write. I am lazy I suppose. I should be studying. None of the tricks and tips I leaned from online works. I need energy. Something. Actually no, I am too tired to even handle anything. Maybe I should sleep, but I am not sleepy, and sleeping will mess me up more because of the guilt for losing time. How ironic, as if I won’t be wasting my time on reels or sth.

Ahhh ugh oof

'When you wanna upload your writing but you are scared of people stealing although that's kinda stupid cause there's a sea of people sharing their work.'When you wanna upload your writing but you are scared of people stealing although that's kinda stupid cause there's a sea of people sharing their work. Ok, folks- sharing a part of what I just wrote.

I know this won't get too many people, so that's an unfortunate good thing ig. I had always feared people stealing my ideas, (because in school people did try to)

didn't write much but glad I got to Evie. No matter how hard I try I can't change Andrew's personality. Man is like: Nuh uh you aren't changing my behavior

Hmmm, here's more because I am feeling brave today (it's 6:48 am here):

I certainly have done better before, but it's fine. The main part is that Evie is written. Now I can rest.

Thanks for the tag! These characters are from my unnamed pedophilia wip.

Edgar: Alright, you are crazy,

Andrew: You seriously concern me.

Emma: Yes, I understand. Now would you be kind enough to perish out of my sight.

Evie: Did you… hit your head when you were born? Did your mother drink alcohol when she- uhhh it’s gross to think how a woman would carry such an… unidimensional being. There are a lot of dumb people I have seen my life, but you… are quite out of the ordinary.

Mazjen: Gah, you’re annoying.

Character Voice tag #Seriously Guys

Thank you for the tag @mysticstarlightduck

My line is: "One could say I've failed this task successfully"

Marril - "... Alright, It worked! Let's get the hell out of here!"

Shyre - "Well, it works I guess. Yay!"

Kasi - "I did this horribly wrong, but it still ended up working out, so yay me."

Xhaazi - "I mean... I screwed it up, but I didn't ruin it?"

Chrin - "I used the wrong equation and got the right answer."

Sokuna - "I mean... I'm not complaining?"

Viasaki - "Well it did the job. Just... Not in the way I intended."

Kila - "Oh thank God. It worked."

Geon - "How the actual hell did that work out?"

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Your Line is: "Okay, I hear you, I do. But absolutely not."