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I have that kind of neurodivergence that makes me happy when my clocks are exactly 30.5 minutes ahead of what time it actually is

Elaborate please, i need to know

(Also im quite ballsy today bc my meds have worn off hehe the tism be FREE from the confines of prescribed druggos)

wahhh

I wanna make roleplay blogs but emotions are hard and i dont fully understand a lot of characters that i wanna rp and wont represent them properly

Probably

And by probably i mean definetly

Why did I get the immediately give up on everything autism and not the good at art autism? It's unfair. Any time I encounter any challenge, my brain just goes "nope, you're shit, move on and give up cuz you're bad at this" annoying asf

Funny autism story-

When I first got diagnosed they send me to a professional place I don’t remember much but I do remember them trying to give me a cup that changes the picture on it as you rotate it.

They tried to give me one of these cups as a stim toy and scratched the surface of it as they handed to me. It went from a stim toy to a stimn’t toy I remember them trying to give me more/exposing me to more of them

They had to force me to even touch them and I was clearly uncomfortable. My family knew damn well that these kinds of cups I just cannot handle the noise they made and got rid of them when I expressed my displeasure with the cups

The place did no such thing and I had to tell them repeatedly that those cups “make my brain tingle in the wrong ways”

I honestly haven’t really felt understood until I downloaded tumblr a few months ago so thanks you guys for being someone I can relate to.

Bears ⭐️

Sorry for not posting so long, I was celebrating my birthday last weekend :;(∩´﹏`∩);:

Tried something with oil coloring pencils (similar to Faber Castelll Polychromos)

i'm just saying if orpheus was autistic this never would have happened. that bitch would have walked a good ten paces into the sunlight and asked her to walk around to his front.

i dont really think ill find the courage to talk to people who seem cool and who arent problematic, or that ill even find people who i want to be friends with

SO

GOAL FOR THIS YEAR

just fucking dont care. wear makeup. they misgender me? i know myself. its okay. put pretty flowers behind my ears because nature fucking slaps. listen to music even if it destroys my ears. go to a park. sit on the floor, sit on the concrete. go to that one band merch store. go sit on the pavement and read. study, laugh. watch movies. sit outside. sit inside. i dont care. go to an art exhibition. give money to street artists, dance or sing along to their music. wave at tourists. go to the market. wear the same outfit for 4 days because ultimately, who cares?

i want to take all the things i did last year with my best friends and do them by myself just because who the fuck is gonna tell me i cant?

How my hands be when I stim for the 'tism

Someone said SCP Curt and I RAN WITH IT but also maybe?? Curt on the foundation’s side asking the recreyo members to join him?? MAYBE???

being autistic is fighting for your life whenever someone tickles you.

Happy Autism Acceptance Month!

I'm glad that we have these characters which mean so much to us and our representation! They mean a lot to the community.