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last time i ever trust a kid that grew up with full security and money, it ruins a person because they're just as upset as you and feel the need to justify it then before you know it you're villainized for being dealt a shit hand in life. Im grateful I grew up suffering, I know what humanity is. These fancy jail cell apartments the kids are moving into are just very nice coffins with (hopefully) working toilets.
Ego = Pride and Arrogance
Ego = Inferiority complex, Insecurities, Trust issues, Fear of Abandonment, Need for external validation, lack of self confidence.
When Tim hid the secret Batmobile in the batarang budget, I like to think he wrote an itemized list of every. Single. Batarang. So Bruce would skip over it and just give him the money
when i say i’m ‘feral’ it doesn’t always mean i’m angry. it usually means i’m just stupid and if you give me food you’ll earn my trust and i’ll follow you around.
OK HEAR ME OUT
G/t size swap au where the og tiny is like a complete asshole, and og big usually doesn’t take it seriously, like small’s threats can’t *actually* hurt them so it’s fine. Until they wake up size swapped and OH SH- THE TINY GUY WHO KEEPS THREATENING TO STAB ME WITH A TACK IN MY SLEEP COULD ACTUALLY KILL ME NOW
This could go multiple ways like what if the tiny is actually a super caring dude and aggression is just their love language
or like what if they don’t get that og big is actually scared and mess with them more THE FEAR PLAY POSSIBILITIES I CANT—
If anyone knows a fic like this please share T^T
i always feel so out of place i know its a classic teenage trope but i feel misunderstood i never seem to belong not even with my own flesh and blood. i do not know what is wrong with me although everyone else seems to know there is a fundamental difference that i cannot fix. sometimes i will come across someone just like me we spot one another and keep each other afloat perhaps we are the only ones that can the trouble is when they try to conform like the rest that is how they lose me for i cannot be like them and i know that others see it too. they know that i am different that there is something irreparably wrong.
people always think that i am faking it
something i had never considered
yet they seem to claim it regardless
i have thought of telling them otherwise
but they would never believe me.
i often mistake my relationships with others for genuine connection and feel that we are one and the same yet i still manage to be left behind i truly wish that i could pretend that i could be someone different but i cannot which is something that no one seems to understand to be someone else would be my salvation.
sometimes i feel like a flower searching for sunlight in the soil.
how could you possibly
be so blind
to what you have done
to me?
***
how could i possibly
be so blond
to what you have done
for me?
i never used to want to be pretty i just wanted to get my day over with and head to bed. these days i am less lucky i walk with beautiful people hoping to soak it in yet my endeavours never cease to be fruitless. to be beautiful would be to be another.




Lil vent thing cause I was thinking abt this moment recently




Lil vent thing cause I was thinking abt this moment recently

Made this myself.
You left because you saw the way I see myself, didn't you?

Have a video of them walking together💋💔
I'm slowly losing the part of me that has hopes and expectations. I mean even as a child I used to tell myself that I had no expectations because I knew it could hurt me but now as a teenager I feel like I've lost all hope in anything romantic. I can't imagine myself with a man anymore, I might die alone and I think that's okay with me.