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Day 6

What a strange team they make!

Oh lordy, Papyrus gave him a bomb-

Sci. Buddy. I don't think that's going to be enough.

The calm before the storm, I hope.

End of Day 6

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Night 6

Oh dear. That's not forboding at all.

What a peaceful night. Though I worry for Sans and Fell.

End of Night 6

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Day 7

OH-

Well! Apparently Sans can take care of himself just fine.

Looks like this is the end of Sci's spree.

Seems like Outer is trying out Dust's strategy, and Error's trying out Sans'.

And his reign has ended.

End of Day 7

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Night 7

Hope you guys have a nice talk. You do have a little bit in common, now.

What an unceremonious death for Killer LOL

End of Night 7

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Day 8

And it looks like Sans became Dust's next target after he killed the EXP Horder.

Jeeze, Fell! Maybe you wanna molotone it down a little. [Get it? Molotov?]

Farewell, Killer. You killed Paper Crane and now I'm sad :[ /j

End of Day 8

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Night 8

HOLY SHIT HE GOT HIM

And now Sans' exes have gotten together after his death /j

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Night 9

The remaining trio gather together in preparation to fight to the death.

RIP Sans. To be honest, I was kind of rooting for you lol-

End of Night 9

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Night 9 [YESTERDAY was DAY 9. Oopsie]

Wh-

Wow, Fell! You really suck at dressing injuries /silly

End of Night 9

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

Day 10

And then he just dies! Unceremoniously, and unremarkable, he dies, probably on one of his shifts. No battle of the death.

Welp. Sorry for hyping you up, guys.

Good job on getting so far, anyway!

End of Day 10

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

THE WINNER!!

Congratulations, Outer! Unexpected, but not disappointed! Good luck with the rest of your life! I hope you'll eventually be able to look your family in the eyes again!

Honestly, I had so much fun with this. Couldn't have gone in a funnier way, I swear. I hope you enjoyed reading it! :D

Yesss >:D

[Will update as it goes ^^]

[Pen is from @skimmeh's Post it note AU

Sleepless is from @wily-art's Insomnia AU

Sixbones is from @zarla-s's AU

Paper Crane and Decans are both from @little-noko's AUs

I'm not listing all of these. Just the lesser-known[?] ones]

I'm actually gonna kms

tell me why

a tumblr I HAVE BLOCKED FOR A REASON IS NOW SHOWING UP IN MY DASH

Mental Health at Hogwarts

madam pomfrey holding informative mental health classes and seminars

guidance counselors who work alongside madam pomfrey

students taking prescription potions for anxiety or depression

house elves making specific meals for students with eating disorders

students with depression becoming too tired to leave their dorms in the mornings

gryffindors with low self esteem and lacking confidence not feeling worthy

ravenclaws becoming stressed and mentally overwhelmed with classes and not feeling worthy

hufflepuffs with depression not finding the joy around their classmates they once did

slytherins with depression and anxiety losing sight of their once abundant goals and their motivation for life

hufflepuffs being there for all students when they’re having a bad day

students with ptsd or rough pasts (like neville) being given permission to leave class if uncomfortable with a lesson

students finding creative ways to self harm like using inscendio on their arms

the head of house having a conversation with, being there for, and supporting a student with sucidal thoughts

dumbledore adressing the student body with open arms and a sad heart if a student suicide occurs, and offering to talk with anyone should they feel the need to

purebloods with anxiety feeling like they don’t live up to their family’s expectations

mental health representation at hogwarts is all i want, please feel free to add more, or reccomend any harry potter mental health fics :)

hey you know what would be like. the WORST possible thing? if no time had passed for mortals during God Games. if the entire time, Odysseus had just been frozen on that ledge. and at the start of the Vengeance Saga, Ody's still on the ledge. he looks to the skies, to the trees, out over the ocean. he looks for an owl with knowing eyes and strains to hear her voice over the waves, because surely, surely she'd come for him. the haven't spoken in nine years and he ruined whatever relationship they had when he stupidly, foolishly let the cyclops live, but she has to still care, right? she was his mentor. she was his patron. he meant something to her. he's sure of it

but she's not there. he waits, but she's not there. he closes his eyes, sparing himself the view, and steps off the ledge

and is saved by Hermes. and Odysseus briefly thinks that he has died, since Hermes escorts souls to the underworld. but Hermes assures him that, no, he's alive, Athena heard him, she bargained with Zeus, he can go home now. he can finally go home

his friend came through

@thehollyverse (holly) said: [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying

she doesn't know this is the last time. the last time she'll be held in his arms, head against his chest listening to the beat of his heart. the last time he'll press a kiss to her head, burying his face in her hair. a deep inhale of the shampoo that smelled so sweet & so perfectly her. he had well & truly loved her, more than anything on this earth. maybe that's why he feels the need to walk away: to ease the guilt for dragging her down with him, getting her hooked on everything that should have killed them a hundred times over.

if she looked up, she'd be able to see the tears pooling in his eyes. attempts to blink them away are futile, fingers tangling themselves in bleached blonde hair as if her very being was the only thing keeping him in place [ there's some truth to that ] & his only wish is that they could've had more time together. years of being his baby brother's best friend weren't enough. months of sharing a bed weren't enough.

❛ you know i love you, right? ❜ question is mumbled into her hair as fingers tighten their grip & eyes squeeze shut — maybe the drugs are wearing off, or maybe he's just forgotten how to breathe but his chest feels so tight it'll explode. her laugh & ' i love you too ' is music to his fucking ears, even at the end of everything. ❛ you're my everything. ❜ another kiss to the top of her head, & he waits until her breathing is slowed & her grip on him is released: confirmation that she's asleep is his sign to worm his way out of the bed, note left upon the nightstand for her. one last look at the love of his life, one last kiss to her forehead, one last ❛ i love you, ❜ before he's slipping out the door.

* MEME, always accepting.

so is anyone going to drug me and drag me outside into the alley to fuck me until i cry before handing me off to the next person ready to use my throat or cunt for their pleasure or shouldbi just fucking kill myself

Soldiers of the Chess Empire.

Enrick Eldar, a fallen angel which has the power to manipulate metal and summon any type of blade as they wish. They're a good person with a kind personality, but doesn't know how to express themselves.

They fell from heaven because they were tired of such hypocrisy amongst angels. Angels should help and guide every being as a whole, but keep treating demons as monsters. They had nowhere to go, so they kept wandering around realms to find someone who needed their help.

Enrick once tried to help a demon who was being chased by angels and ended up getting bitten and scratched all over their body. It hurt, but they didn't fight back, only defended themselves. After almost dying, they reincarnated again as a fallen angel, but now with a purpose of serving their king.

Robin Caranthir, a demon which tries to look tough, but actually has a soft heart. He had a strict family with parents that constantly told him that he was weak and not worthy of being a demon, because he was gentle and caring. Other demons made fun of him and some even manipulated him, using him like some kind of object. Eventually, he got tired about all of this suffering.

He tried to kill himself by jumping from a tall building, but he was still alive for a few minutes when he hit the ground. Robin reincarnated as a demon again. He decided that kill himself would only mean that he is indeed weak, so now he works for his king as an agile soldier that refuses to surrender on a fight.

Finn Conrad, a demon who used to be a human. Gentle, kind and very open minded about things. If someone needed a person who they can trust, Finn was always a good option.

When he was still a human, Finn didn't like his body and identity at all. He always felt like it was wrong somehow, and then discovered he felt more like himself when he started to identify himself as a man. He's an orphan, so he always took good care of himself after the death of his parents. He did a top surgery and changed his name from Fiona to Finn. Sadly, he was killed by a transphobe "friend", who shot him in the head.

He reincarnated as a demon and now he had the body he always wanted to have. As a form of gratitude, he's loyal to his king and fights for his empire.

And together, they're good friends who love and respect each other deeply.

Something something barney calhoun is hlvrai gordons wife etc etc

Omg y'all i just found out that the day i became suicidal is my mother's birthday pls this is so fucking funny💀😭😭

                   𝐈𝐅 𝐈’𝐌 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐕𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐈𝐍 , 𝐋𝐎𝐑𝐃 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐒 𝐈 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐄 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐒𝐓 𝐀𝐓 𝐈𝐓.

                            [ contains sensitive material , please take heed. ]

THROUGH-OUT    THE    YEARS    IZUKU    MIDORIYA    existed    ,    he    never    once    got    to    hear    the    exact    words    he    oh-so    ached    to    hear    ever    since    he    was    told    he    was    quirkless    as    a    child.    no    ,    he    heard    the    exact    opposite.    

'    HA    !    HE    REALLY    THINKS    HE    HAS    A    CHANCE    BEING    A    HERO    !    '

                                                                                    '    YOU    THINK    YOU    CAN    RUB    SHOULDERS    WITH    ME    ,    USELESS    DEKU    ?    !    '

'    WITHOUT    A    QURIK    ,    I    DON'T    BELIEVE    YOU'LL    EVER    BE    A    HERO.    '

                                                                                                                                                                                         '    JUST    TAKE    A    SWAN    DIVE    OFF    THE    ROOF.    '

from    his    classmates    to    his    friend-turned-bully    all    the    way    down    to    the    hero    he    looked    up    to    and    respected    grandly    ,    izuku    was    forced    to    listen    to    them    tell    him    he    was    just    .    .    .    well    ,      useless.    the    dream    izuku    held    so    dearly    to    was    just    .    .    .    trampled    right    in    front    of    his    very    own    eyes.    it    hurt    so    much.

as    he    stood    on    the    edge    of    the    roof    all    might    left    him    on    ,    he    cried    silently.    he    recalls    the    words    katsuki    bakugou    had    told    him    that    day    and    .    .    .    izuku    jumped    without    a    single    thought.

everyone    believed    that    izuku    midoriya    died    that    day    ,     and    he    did    ,     but    he    was    reborn.    

well    ,    that    is    what    all    for    one    told    him    when    he    woke    up    from    the    medical    induced    coma    dr.    garaki    placed    him    under    to    keep    him    alive.

after    months    of    recovering    from    his    injuries     he     sustained     from     his     attempt    ,    izuku    finds    himself    begin    to    travel    down    the    dark    road    of    villainy.    his    respect    for    heroes    had    deteriorated    the    day    he    met    all    might       and       died   ,    and    it    was    replaced    with    pure    hatred    towards    the    hero    society.    all    might    disgusted    him.    they    all    disgusted    him.

he    wanted    to    make    them    pay.     somehow.

all    for    one    saw    that    strong    animosity    and    encouraged    him    to    use    it    against    those    who    have    wronged    him.    izuku    .    .    .    agreed.    he    joined    the    league    of    villains     upon     all     for     one’s     suggestion     .     .     .

and    he    used    the    name    he    detested    so    much    ,    but    knew    it    would    be    a    huge    slap    in    the    face    to    those    who    wronged    him.     he     had     to.     he     no     longer     could     be     izuku     midoriya     for     he     was     dead.

no    ,     he     was     reborn.     reborn     into     deku.    

                  - he was saved by dr. garaki after the fall.

                  -  izuku cannot use his left arm well. the fall crushed it and dr. garaki nearly wasn’t able to save it and it left his ligaments severely damaged. 

                  - uses his intelligence of heroes to help assist the other villains and shigaraki as much as he can.

                  - has not contacted his mother. would prefer her to believe he is dead just like everyone else does , but only for her protection. 

                  - he gained a lot of muscle and is actually very strong , but prefers to battle heroes / others using his manipulation and his own intelligence.

                - does blame all might and katsuki , but more so himself for being weak and vulnerable. 

Awww this is a nice story, albeit very sad...

Murder Drones Fanfic - Cypress Trees and A Good Boy - Tessa and Butler N story (non-ship) TW// Depression and Su1c1de mention

a 12 year old Tessa is dealing with a lot, she goes on a walk at night but needs someone to help her.

Warning: contains mention of child neglect, child abuse, suicide, and depression

The autumn air prickled the girl's skin as she opened her bedroom window, but she didn't care. Her conscience screaming at her, "Go, now... go, run," She glanced back at J who had fallen asleep at the foot of her bed, and N who had fallen asleep sitting upright on the chair Tessa stored her stuffed animals on during the day.

"They... they don't need me," the ebony haired human girl reassured herself as she climbed out the window, shutting it softly behind her so it wouldn't make a sound. She climbed down off the windowsill and began her journey down the garden path and through the marsh.

The song of the few remaining frogs greeted Tessa, and yet the girl didn't react to it how she normally would. Continuing her journey across the property in somber silence.

Normally, the girl would walk under the willow tree and into the graveyard, but she walked west of the tree, through the wild flowers that were starting to die off from the colder weather, her night gown catching the wind yet her striped black and white leggings kept her warm. The longer sections of her hair trailed behind her as she ran to the cypress trees that were coming into view, the ones that made her think of Starry Night. She walked up to the trees and sat looking outward, there was a steep drop off to a lake below, she heard the ebbing of the water as it was louder thanks to the night fall wind. She looked down at the water, her grey eyes filling with tears, she could almost imagine the wind calling her name in a soft voice.

"I wouldn't be able to get to terminal velocity, but... the sharp rocks could do the trick," she glanced back to the manor in the distance after her whispered assessment. Her hair being pushed by the wind so the longer sections flew in front of her face, wicking away some of her teardrops. She turned back to the cliffside, staring down, her breathing turned to sobs as she fell to her knees. Her wrists ached from today, an accident, she had insisted to J, but that was a lie.

"The little match girl..." Tessa spoke with a whimper, "She... she got to be happy..." she inched closer to the edge, her soft voice almost lost in the torrent of air, "It's for the best," The girl felt a hand on her shoulder and turned around, being slightly startled by a pair of snow-white LED eyes of a little butler drone.

"Hi Tessa!" the curly-haired butler drone greeted cheerfully.

"Eep!" the little Aussie girl squeaked as she was greeted by N, her beloved little butler.

"I noticed you left your bed and the window was open," the drone trilled sweetly, "A night walk is sure fun though." He kept holding Tessa's shoulder, noticing the tears in her eyes. "Are you alright?"

Tessa looked away, she knew he meant his best. The little Aussie voice quivered as she asked, "D-do you ever feel..." she hesitated, knowing that he was a delicate soul and she'd have to be gentle with her words, "... unhappy..."

N pulled Tessa into a hug and responded, "I do sometimes, but, it's hard to stay sad long with you around."

The 12 year old Elliott heiress felt more tears coming on as she hugged the butler drone back. "D-do you ever wish... you weren't ever built?" she began to ask, her voice shaking like a scared puppy, "L-like you don't want to be here, at all?" She leaned into the hug more, she held back her sobs to not make her precious little ray of sunshine more worried.

N rubbed his friend's back, he didn't realize how deep this well of emotions went. "Tessa," he began gently, letting go of her but still holding her hands in his, "I enjoy every day since I was built by you, but... sometimes it can be scary. Do you want to talk about your feelings?"

The girl sat on the grass next to her butler drone, she hugged his legs and began to explain, sugar-coating the scarier parts, "What do you do when someone who's supposed to care for you hurts you a lot, and the other someone who was there for you since you were little now doesn't care anymore?" she meant her mother and father when she said this, she rubbed her wrists that were aching a little from being chained up this afternoon. Her grey eyes twinkled, the moonlight making her tears look like orbs of crystal while they ran down her freckled face. "What did I do to deserve it? Why do I want to-" she stopped herself, explaining as she looked up to the drone's worried eyes, "Run away, where no one can find me..."

N got down to Tessa's level, he had seen many times when J would do that and give some amazing emotional wisdom, but this was N, he just didn't have that knowledge or emotional maturity, but he offered gently, a story he once read. "Once upon a time, there was a king, and he had a troubled heart. He asked a blacksmith to make him something that would help make his sorrowful heart hurt less."

Tessa felt odd that N was telling her a story, but she let him finish.

"The blacksmith returned later that day with a golden ring, he presented it to the sorrowful king, and when the king saw the words engraved upon it, he smiled," the butler told, a smile in his voice, despite the worried expression, "This too shall pass" He pulled in the girl for a hug.

The Elliott girl started crying, holding onto N like he was a life preserver after she almost drowned in a pool.

"It might be bad right now, but it won't be bad forever, we still make happy memories through all the scary times," the butler explained soothingly

The girl hugged her drone silently, they listened to the sound of the waves at the cliff's bottom, looking out to the stars. Eventually, Tessa found her voice, she remarked softly, "When I'm big and strong, some day... I'll get far far away from here. And we will all be under a big starry sky again... and all of this, will be a memory"

N reassured kindly, while smiling to his favourite human, "I'm glad you didn't run away, Tessa. All of us adore you; me, V, J, and even the maids and butlers without names all like you lots." The snowy-haired drone even trilled, "One day you'll be our boss and you'll be able to keep us all safe and you'll be free to do whatever you'd like."

This made the ebony haired girl laugh a little, she let go of the butler and looked up to the crescent moon in the sky. "I can't wait to be in charge, the first thing I'd do is give you all the names I wanted to give you, your name will be Nate, which means Gift from God."

The butler smiled at that name, responding joyfully, "I can't wait to be called that! It sounds nice!" He stood up and held his hand out. "Let's get you back home, okay? I'll make you waffles in the morning."

The girl asked curiously, accepting the butler's hand up, "Will they have strawberries?"

"Always!" the drone insisted happily, pulling Tessa to her feet before they began heading back to the manor. Nate giggled cheerfully, "I love your new hairstyle, by the way, Tess. It looks great."

Tessa knew her hair was breaking off lately due to not eating enough and she had to cut off most of the longer bits with a razor comb, but still wanting to protect Nate, she giggled, "I had a little accident and I thought, hey, it'd be fun to try something uneven. Might as well, makes it easier for Jaybird to brush."

The two laughed together at Tessa's reasoning as they headed back to the manor, and while the next day wouldn't be that much better, at least Tessa knew in her heart that she was loved, even if it wasn't by her parents, the drones of the manor were her support system, and that gave her courage, only returning to the cliff side to practice the harp or for reading books during the day.

The End