Oh But, Heads Up, If You Hug Me For 3 Seconds Longer Than I Am Comfortable, I May Panic And Bite You.

Oh but, heads up, if you hug me for 3 seconds longer than I am comfortable, I may panic and bite you.

I am an adult, and, I’m sorry, I can’t help the fact that I just need a damn hug today.

Please stop.

I haven't been mentioning it because I've just been hoping it goes away. Looks like it won't.

He's been calling me every day without fail. Often multiple times a day. Today it's hit a new level. He got a new phone number and he's sending me cryptic messages hoping i answer ( i run a small side business, strangers text me occasionally if a friend refers them).

I have not responded to him in 12 weeks. Not a call, not an email, not a text. I have never said "Don't call me", but I feel I've been clear. And I'm losing it every time he calls. This phone change is another escalation. Is he just going to keep doing this?

Before you ask, he's violent and he knows where I live. This may be a false sense of security, but keeping the communication open lets me keep a guage his level of rage.

I don't know what to do.

I went out on my own tonight to listen to some jazz. I did not go out to pick up or attract attention, but I couldnt help, as i was looking in the mirror getting ready, feeling that I look old and tired.

You stole my 20s from me, you dick.

Im reading through all the text messages in the last year because I'm trying to find something specific. I have a year's worth as I purchased a new phone around the new year in 2017.

If he wasn't telling me to buy something for him, he was telling me how awful I am. There is basically no other content. For an entire year.

Of course.

Sorry for the meltdown last night. That was dramatic.