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I was thinking that one of my biggest wishes on my “void state” list is for school to be easy. I mean, man, I’m good, I participate a lot, I get along with a lot of people (so far), I eat well, I have fun, I’m always on time and I always get my grades, I do my oral presentations, which even if they’re not perfect, they’re close to the goal…

But… I’m missing something, I hate school a lot, I only do it out of obligation, but, I hate it. There are things I don’t know, and it frustrates me, I have stage fright, and it frustrates me, I have to get up early, AND I HATE IT!, and, to top it off, my best friend and other friends I made at my previous school, are now in other courses. 😭, do you understand the seriousness of the matter? I’m pretty, but I want make everyone fall in love (except the teachers 🥲).

I want so badly to be the best in the whole Polytechnic, because I'm in one of the most acclaimed Polytechnics and everything, and they are very strict, but, well... Oh! And I also hate singing the national anthem under that strong Caribbean sun that hits us in the face. (I hate the sun, I love singing my anthem.) I also put on my list that I will be in a line where there is shade, because there is shade: that of the older students, but, now it should be the other way around: them in the sun, and us in the shade. 😃

In fact, I spent the whole night crying about it. I'm so stressed, there's so much homework and so many presentations, and I'm a perfectionist and I want to do more than everyone else, which I always end up regretting. 😃😭

Oh... And I also want a handsome boyfriend who looks like Tom Holland. 🙂🥲

Finals week was not my final week

it should be a crime when i’m forced to leave my bed in the morning. so cozy and warm. and a girl like me is expected to leave it and what?? DO MATH??

xxx, sephora, megan and vivian

“why r u so loud” BECAUSE I CANT FUCKING HEAR YOU DUMBASS

ARGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE SCHOOL

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Sorry for this late notification, the comic will be pause. I hardly to continue it on these times, I have school and lots of things to do for my career.

I'll continue it when I have time.

fuck my life

in all the universes, galaxies, planets, continents, cities, i was placed in this one. and i’m doing fucking algebra

Damn i'm so bored rn

I'm in school and i can't even write or play genshin

I almost finished ff with Benny boy and i want to post it as soon as i can =~=

But bc of school i don't have that much time TTvTT

Hope you dears have a better day~

(photo made by me)

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

Today this kid gave me a bag of cheetoes, and I saved it till 8th period, in 8th period I set it on my desk, turn around and my friend goes: hey, (crush name) stole your cheetoes. I turn around, they are not on my desk, and bro is looking at me with a (attractive) shit-eating grin. He passes it to his freind asanji who puts it in his girlfriends backpack. I take it out and, later asanji turns around and says, "did you steal back your cheetoes after I gave them to my girlfriend" and as I munch down, I say yea. He waggs his finger at me and his gf glares at me.

WHAT THE FUCK, THEY WERE MY CHEETOES FIRST!

School scares the shit out of me

Stuck in Language class making an essay :(

Traveled 3000 miles just to be alone

I still can’t believe that for one of my specialty programs I could choose from I can literally go to the zoo, I can’t understand science for the life of me and the zoo program is just learning more about science but I’m doing it for the giraffes. Wish me luck😅

crying rn cause why can't I sleep and draw 28262892 art pieces and update my 4 fanfics and watch my favorite shows while somehow passing al my tests why do we as creative humans have to suffer not fitting into the societal standard that education is important honestly fuck the government

me after school everyday

i hate school ugh

I hate whenever my parents act like they care about my mental health then get all pissy at me when I tell them that I don't want to do school anymore even if I explain why, and I'm genuinely fucking tired of it.

I don't know about you motherfuckers, but when you are mistreated by the people around you CONSTANTLY for your entire life, without any breaks, and when that's done you're then blamed for it all, it really does take a toll on your mental health, and trust me when I say that it royally screwed my entire life over, I MEAN IT.

I had to face constant stigma and ableism for over 13 years, and the harder I tried to fix myself, the more people had pushed me away.

So, I'm gonna be BRUTALLY honest when I say this:

I've given up on wanting to go to college because it's way to expensive, I gave up on wanting a career because there's nothing out there worth doing, I gave up on even trying to find a job in the first place because nobody wants to hire a mentally unstable retard with no work experience, and overall I've just abandoned all of my passions and ambitions. All because people have kicked me when times got rough, and when I tried my best to make things right, it was never enough, they still kept pushing me down, and I just can't do it anymore.

And it doesn't help that my basic human rights are slowly being stripped away from me because I happen to be a disabled queer trans AFAB kid with a mental illness, basically meaning that by the time I make it to my 20's (if I don't kill myself before I make it to 18), I'll be living in a constant hellhole where I'll die in the worst ways possible to humankind.

All I'm ever going to be in life is this sad, mentally unstable, egotistical virgin who makes other people's life worse, and there is nothing I can do to change that, let alone anyone else.

I was doomed to be like this since the day I was born. And that's probably one of the hardest things I had to accept as a borderline auDHD person.

And that's the entire reason why I want to drop out of school, it's making my mental health worse anyway, and what's the point of being in school if I'm not gonna have a good life regardless??

And instead of actually listening to me, my bitch ass parents told me to suck it up and that my feelings were invalid and that I deserve to suffer, and honestly, fuck them.

"I was like you two when i was your age, and I regretted it, so you should stay in school" good for you i guess, but that won't change shit.

Stop pretending like I have a future, you're only making it worse.

good thing I'm suspended for 3 days so that I won't have to put up with school for the rest of the week...

Anyway I'm supposed to be working on homework rn, but I'm not going to because there is no reason to.