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Had birthday plans for my 21st tomorrow but literally all of my friends bailed last minute :/
Shit hurts, man
I know I shouldn’t miss him but I do. I’m not sure if I miss the memories we created together, or who I thought he was. All I want is to forget about him. But how can I forget about him if he gave me so much to remember?
part of me is glad that i walked away but another part of me wishes he gave me a reason to stay.
On my way home from school, when I was in middle school, I’d practice giving the middle finger until I could do it without it feeling awkward and I could do it seamlessly. I was convinced that high school me was really gonna need that finger. I was wrong. I hardly use that finger.
i was just sitting and redrawing the 13 on my hand for the 638272th time when i realised that the eras tour is going to end.
at first it was like: aw, no more taylor.
but then, it was like: no more intro. no more cruel summer bridge. no more fearless hand hearts. no more you belong with me double clap. no more diving into the stage. no more the one note changes. no more surprise songs. no more rep suit. no more bejeweled dance. no more 22 hat. and just i was thinking this, i thought about karma. no more karma outro. the colourful costumes as they dance around and skip off stage, no more “ahhhhh”s, no more fireworks.
i spiralled more when i though of stuff outside the tour.
no more live streams. no more crying over the surprise songs you missed. no more checking which city she was in that day. no more clowning about the outfits. no more eras tour.
the last thing i though of is that one morning, i will wake up early for the last time to watch the last livestream. i will cry, alone in my room. everyone else will go on with their day.
no more eras tour.
we will never experience anything quite like it again. it’ll be okay, we’ll be okay, one day.
and after all, it’s not ending until december.
until then, stay strong swifties.
and thank you taylor.
@taylorswift @taylornation
I thought once I had a little control of my life I could breathe freely but with each day and every year it’s just getting a lot harder. I feel like if I let myself take a slightly deep breath, I would completely break down… As if me inhaling and exhaling without any inhibition even once would cause everything I’ve been trying to do to hold myself together to come undone…
İçimde yarım kalmış bir konuşmanın üzüntüsü vardı.
- Sabahattin Ali
I can guess what you will think but ... see you in two weeks ... I love you guys... 🖐🖤💙💜💚💛🧡❤
Hani bazı insanlar vardır ya; gizlisi saklısı olmaz, bişey olduğunda hemen anlatır. O insanlardan ''boşver, şimdi konuşmayalım'' lafı duyunca dayanamıyorum. Öyle olduğunda benden uzaklaştığını düşünüyorum... kendimden uzaklaştırdığımı...
Unfortunately, I have to take a bit of a break from The Sims. I'm probably going to be moving to another state and haven't had the time or motivation to play. Hopefully I'll find some time for Sims in a few weeks once everything is sorted out!
“Papyrus? Do you want anything?”🥺😭 I know it’s been years but I still can’t get over how amazing the Undertale story telling is. It’s indescribable. Anyway, I drew some genocide run Sans art. I hope you enjoy it! To Finish this post off I wanna say like the wise Toriel (Sans) once said before-“don’t forget to brush your teeth before crossing the road Frisk!”
Flowerfell
"sometimes, kindness is all we can give."
"sometimes, kindness is enough..."
"sweetheart..."
"Take my soul and please, set them free..."
A part of me died rn
I will have a home one day. It will be warm, and it will be safe. It will have large windows so that it never feels like a prison. It will have comfort and light and colours, and there will be joy echoing off of each of the walls. There will be no shouting in my home. There will be no violence, no harsh words, no abuse ... it will be safe, and it will be my home.
I just got dumped.
I just spend almost a year trying to love a guy the best way I could, and he just dumped me, because he no longer loves me. That’s life, I guess..
People will hate Making Fiends now, because the show now have a bad name.
