Self Sabatoge - Tumblr Posts

ovrmymind

1 year ago

Saaaaaaame.

I hate being self-aware with no self-control.

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ovrmymind

1 year ago

As a bipolar, I never felt so relatable to Monica from Shameless as I do right now.

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ovrmymind

1 year ago

Its like a self sabotaging fucking switch!

My thought process is damaged.

My brain is against me.

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cakemixkookies

2 years ago

could you do a self sabotage web weave? a person who ruins everything around them because they don’t think they deserve it

"What strange claws are these scratching at my skin? / I never knew my killer would be coming from within"

"[...] confidence, sometimes, because, like, look, I... I used to care what everyone thought about me... so much. All I cared about was what other people thought of me. And I don't anymore. And I don't because I can honestly say, what is someone going to do to me that's worse than what I would to do myself. What, are you going to cancel John Mulaney? I'll kill him."

"[Verse 1] / I made a wreck out of my hand / I put it through the wall / I made a fist and not a plan / Call me a reckless wrecking ball / I throw my plates against the wall / And give it all I got / I am to break not one but all / I'm just a big ol' wrecking ball"

Screenshot from animated series "Bojack Horseman." A woman with short, dark hair sits on a blue couch. She is wearing a white shirt, green jacket, blue jeans, and a thin pair of glasses. She is surrounded by boxes on the right side. Behind her is a broken and obviously taped together picture frame. She holds a letter in her hands that she's reading.
"I wasted so many years being miserable because I assumed that was the only way to be."

"I had learned early to assume something dark and lethal hidden at the heart of anything I loved. When I couldn't find it, I responded, bewildered and wary, in the only way I knew how: by planting it there myself."

"You are never destroyed by anyone except yourself."

"[Chorus] / How can I ask anyone to love me / When all I do is beg to be left alone?"

"Someone has to leave first. This is a very old story. There is no other version of this story."

Two boxes with varying line lengths between them separated by words.
The first box has two red lines. One is much higher than the other. There is a large amount of space between them.
The second box has two red lines. The second is barely higher than the first. The two lines just barely touch at the corner.
"i prefer the certainty of separation / tan the uncertainty of 'almost' "

"Have you ever killed something good for you just to be certain that you're the reason you can no longer have it?"

"After a while you went quiet, / And I got mean"

i hope you're doing well <33

Florence + the Machine King / John Mulaney John Mulaney: Baby J (2023) / Mother Mother Wrecking Ball / Bojack Horseman (2014-2020) cr. Raphael Bob-Waksberg / Tana French In the Woods / Friedrich Nietzsche / Fiona Apple Left Alone / Richard Siken War of the Foxes / @hamletmaschine / Larissa Pham Abject Permanence / Phoebe Bridgers I Know the End

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boybasher

1 year ago

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boybasher

1 year ago

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