You Know Exactly Who You Are, You Always Have:

You know exactly who you are, you always have:

Hi, This is a Little Astrid-Story during the end of Shell shocked Part two. Warning: some Kind of sexuel violence

Its a look into Astrids Mindset After Viggos „Death“. And maybe a Little Explaintion Why she got captured from him. And I think Astrid hides many of her emotional side behind her anger. Hope you like the Story! Its my first Httyd-Fanfiction I‘ve ever write.

P.S. The Post underneath the Story inspire Me to this.

Lost in thought, Astrid Hofferson's gaze wandered into the distance, to the turbulent sea, whose surface was making waves. A strong wind whistled through her blonde hair and some strands came loose from her wild braid. It had only been 24 hours since Hiccup had saved her from Viggo, but the shock was still deep in her bones. She still felt his great grip under her ribcage, her own ax at her throat. Stormfly's fear filled squeak, fearing for her rider. As she had done so many times, she had tried not to show any mercy or fear when she faced Viggo. She had rushed at him as soon as she saw him, threatening him with her battle axe, but with one powerful blow he had knocked her to the ground. Without even using any axes. Immediately she was back on her feet, dependent on Stormfly to shoot spikes and fire at Viggo, But he skillfully avoided them. Viggo had only laughed at her mildly. “You and your Nadder make an extraordinarily good team.” She gripped her ax tightly so that her knuckles turned white. “I knew you shouldn’t be trusted. I should have cut your throat straight away.” He moved towards her with slow steps, his gait dangerous and graceful at the same time. Like a whispering death that just waits for its prey beneath the surface before grabbing and tearing it apart. The blood rushed through her ears, she heard Stormfly's battle-ready sound of her spikes, which she had set up to send them through Viggo's body at any time. Astrid sucked in a hissing breath and didn't take her eyes off the head of the dragon hunter. She rushed at him, but once again he blocked her attack, ripped the ax from her hand and threw her to the ground. Astrid wanted to get up, her ribs throbbed in pain, she doubled over, twisted inside. As she was about to get up again, she pulled Viggo by the foot towards a cliff. “A Hofferson is probably not as invincible as they say, my love.” Astrid screamed for Stormfly, she could gag at those words. My love. She was no one's love. “I am not your love, you monster,” she hissed spitefully. Stormfly’s spikes flashed overhead, followed by a desperate burst of fire. Viggo grinned. "Don't act like that, heartless little Astrid." She wanted to hit him with her hands, to choke him. She wanted to see the life drain from his eyes. With a jerk, she felt his torso trap her legs so that she could no longer move them. She bit at him, but by then he had already pressed her hands against her chest. “I don't really think much of violence, but apparently that's the only way to defeat you.” His eyes were very close to hers, she swallowed hard, squirmed, but she couldn't get out of his grip. He was so close, too close. Like Eric, only he had torn her skirts, pushed her against a wall and forced a kiss on her. She hadn't been able to defend herself back then either; she was alone, alone in the darkness. These thoughts made her gasp for breath, she was back in that dark, musty alley with Eric, his calloused hands moving up her breasts, she wanted to scream but her voice was lost to her. His hands went under her shirt, into her pants, to her most sensitive spot. She clenched her hands into fists, holding back tears like she had so many times in her life. Even as a very little girl, she had never allowed herself to cry. She was a warrior, a fighter and she had to live up to that ideal. Whatever the cost.

With a flash of lightning she was back in reality, Viggo above her had disappeared, she heard a quiet humming in front of her, she jumped up, Stormfly lay at her feet, Viggo's sword across her throat. “No-Stormfly!” A triumphant grin crossed Viggo’s face. “Love is beautiful and passionate at the same time, but it also makes you fragile. And she just makes you, my little girl, weak.” “Don’t hurt her,” said Astrid in a trembling voice. "Otherwise, I'll kill you myself." He laughed bitterly. “Oh, I would like to believe that, Astrid. But if you even try to touch me, I'll cut your nadder's head off if you don't do what I tell you. Got it?” Defeated, she nodded. She had known that she would have had no chance and yet the memories always lingered in her like an echo that would not fade away.

Stormfly and Toothless frolicked happily in the lower room of Hiccup's hut, a slight smile crept across Astrid's face when she saw her Nadder lady playing so happily with her best friend, the Night Fury. Luckily everything went well. She would never have been able to forgive herself if something bad had happened to Stormfly. Never. Stormfly was the only one Astrid could open up to, she always listened to her without judging her and always stood by her one hundred percent. Stormfly was also the only one who knew about the night with Eric; She couldn't even tell Hiccup or her two best friends Heather and Ruffnut about this shame, or about Viggo's attack. Had he sensed that she was afraid of closer physical contact that would allow her to emotionally undress? Hiccup sat down next to her and looked at her worriedly. Even though they had only been together for about four days, everything still felt so new and exciting to them. Although she had wanted the chief's son for years and he meant everything to her, she feared the many challenges they would still have to face that could even divide them. Forever. She gently felt Hiccup's hand rubbing her back. This move felt so right and perfect, almost too good to be true. He was the only one who silently understood her. She was so glad that she had him and not a macho Viking like Snotlout, although at least he would never be invasive because even if he sometimes didn't show it, he tried to understand women and their needs. Completely different was Eric, that hypocritical bastard of a cream puff who only wanted one thing: a little mistress he could lay whenever he wanted. The only nice thing about him was his blue and silver Monstrous Nightmare, Silverstorm. Who had always met Astrid on an equal footing at the academy and had always gotten along well with Stormfly. A strand of her hair fell into her face, Hiccup lovingly brushed it out of her face, she only flinched ever so slightly. "Is everything okay with you? You seem so...absent?" She shook her head. "No, it's not." Hiccup stood up and pulled her up to him, smiling genuinely and lovingly. Smiling, she followed him into his bed, that they would share each other for the first time tonight. Everything was different with him. “Do you want to tell me what’s bothering you?” She shook her head. "I can not yet. But I hope I can soon, if I ever get the chance.” He took her chin in his hand so she could look into his forest green eyes. “You know, I have an idea. How about we write each other letters in which we express our feelings for each other. Maybe then it will be easier for you to tell me what's going on with you sometimes." Now Astrid threw her arms around his neck and gave him a deep kiss on the mouth, so that Hiccup was completely amazed at her sudden excitement. "Yes understood."

My overrall thoughts on T9R

I Never thought that I get a tantrum from a TV-Show who some how „should conncet“ to my Favorite Franchise of all the time. That is the Greatest Movie-Trilogy of all time, has an poweful, emotional Story behind it, breathteaking and stunning Animation, a Beautiful Soundtrack and complexe, funny, releateble Characters with Great Voice-Actors.

And some how this Show managed it to destroy the Main Character of the OG Franchise. Which is my Favorite Protagonist of all Movies. Hiccup Horrendous Haddock the third would never Go Back to the hidden World, would Never lock up a Dragon because he loves Dragons and knows he has a responsel for Berk. His entire speech in the end of the third Movie was about, That there Are places were humans shouldn‘t Go because they would destroy it. And By the way fuck Tom that he feed Hiccups leg to a Dragon. He doesn’t deserve the Name Haddock, Not only for that, also he is a fucking Idiot who never Learns. His Dragon is really stupid too, he doesn’t understand that the needs of the many, outweigh the needs of the few, ergo he doesn’t deserve being the Alpha in the end of the series. This Fuckboy and his Cow doesn’t earn anything in this Show. He should be the descandant of One of the Villains in the Movies, maybe Grimmel. And it would make the Show better. His love intrest Jun is a totally bitch, there is no other word to describe her. D‘Angelo, I have no Idea what I should think about him. The only two Good Characteres Are Alex, who is the Queen of this entire Show and is unlike the other Characters intelligent and releatable. Eugene, Fun Character I like him, he shouldn‘t be Juns Brother. He is way to good for her and he reminds Me a little bit of Kenji from Camp Createous, which I personally really like but Kenji has the better design and is better written.

And I‘m really happy That This Show had come Finally to an end, which is the Best thing ever happen in this Show, except for Alex & Eugene. In My opinion this Show is Not Canon because what it does to the Original. Yeah, they’ve been some good Ideas Here and there But its Not an exucese to damage the whole Story of our beloved Hiccup and replace him and Toothless with two Motherfuckers like Tom and Thunder. I‘m honest I don‘t trust DreamWorks in Relation to the Httyd-Franchise anymore. What the hell are they doing with the Canon? It would be better if Dean DeBlois were in carge of the Franchise he created.

After Wolf's mostly over being sick last week, join him and HC for the annual Outcast awards show The Outcasties. As they talk some quick thoughts on their top 5 shows, movies, books, or games they've watched, read, or played this year. As always we hope you enjoy, and let us know what you think.

-Wolf

Hiccstrid in Rtte🥰

I‘m with you on this✨ Astrid is my Favorite from the Gang and she’s so Complexe and it would be soooo interesting!

They should give us a Astrid Series instead of the fucking Nine Realms.

Give Justice to the Queen of this Franchise, DreamWorks! She deserve it💕

Well, I think  the Astrids from HTTYD1 and HTTYD2 are different. Are you the exact same person you were five years ago? I’m definitely not. No one is. I think the dynamism that her character shows between the two films  is exactly the kind of growth that we all go through, especially in the years between adolescence and adulthood, which is what Astrid just experienced. Often times, those are our most formative years in terms of personality. 

By the time HTTYD2 rolls around, Berk has been at peace for the past few years. All is well between dragons and vikings, so there’s just no need for anyone really to be aggressive at this time of their lives. Astrid is a shieldmaiden and warrior, yes, but she is many other things, too. She has a soft and caring side. She’s brave and fearless at times, and she’s scared for the safety of her loved ones during other times. She squeals at baby dragons. She’ll go to the ends of the earth to protect what she holds dear, especially Hiccup and Toothless. She knows how much they mean to each other, because she too has a dragon she grew to befriend and love. She changed because Hiccup showed her there was a way other than violence. He showed her compassion and how to feel for things that aren’t human, that knowing the dragons’ true nature deserved to be shared with the rest of the Viking world. She grew to share Hiccup’s vision of peace between dragons and Vikings, and grew to love him as well. 

Love changes people, too. She’s giddy when we see her on Itchy Armpit with Hiccup, smiling and laughing and looking at him like that. You know that look. That look you give to the one who’s undoubtedly your sun and stars.

They both adore each other, and she’s so at ease when he’s around; she shows her compassionate side much more clearly now that she lets her heart rule her head, instead of the other way around, as she once did.

And yet she’s still assertive. She tells Hiccup that what he’s looking for is within himself. She point-blank lists the things she’ll do to help Hiccup once he’s become Chief, before he even wanted to be one himself, like take Toothless out on flights. She’s already taking the role of Lady Chief, hehe.

And as for messing up, she’s not the only character to do so. Hiccup messed up by trusting Drago enough to try and negotiate, even though he was a man incapable of mercy or abandon, and Stoick ended up killed as a result (though the fault is all Drago’s, I’m not blaming Hiccup or anything). Valka messed up. Stoick messed up. Nobody’s perfect, and none of their initial plans worked out. So I don’t think it’s a gender trope here. 

I really do hope she does take more independent roles, in both the future movie and in RTTE. She’s a great character, I think, and she’s proven herself to be a capable heroine on many occasions. She’s wise in her own way, she always seems to know what to say to get Hiccup thinking, and she’s definitely a boss ass bitch. She deserves more recognition and attention as a person without tying Hiccup into the equation. 

I want more Astrid, DreamWorks. Y’all are a progressive company, so I’m sure you can make it happen. Give me more of her dynamism and her perfection and her flaws, too. Give me more of her strength and her softness. She can be all of these things and more, because she’s a person.

I just need moar. 

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